Friday, December 28, 2007

dedicated to mr tan teck hung (:

i like this picture (:

today, my post will be about him. the guy in the picture. lols
i dont know so much about him so im gonna make this a short one.

if you girls find him attractive, dont ask me but go find him at riam tech.
so ummm i "knew" him in august i think.
around few days afte
r the drag race thingy.
hes a really nice dude, and hes like a 超好笑的人 sometimes. HAHA
he says he doesnt blog cause his english not good. pffft.
where got such things har?
if english not good then blog in chinese lor. tsk tsk tsk

one more thing. why did you cut your fringe?

like this nice enuff liao lah

hmmm. but if cut liao also not bad lah. lols

dont force little kids take picture with you lah. kelien her ):

and heres a picture of him with his old specs.

him and abel

now this is him with his new specs.

HAHAHA "不好笑"

wait . i forgot to to introduce him.
his name is written in the title there. lols
hes nineteen this year[2oo7] which means hes still kinda young.
currently studying in riam institute of technology, miri.
he also has a part time job.
for more info, do find him HERE.

ahung, hope you dont dislike this post. its like 12.13am right now and im still online posting this. so tired liao ler *yawns* it took me like more than half an hour to write this whole thingy you know. so you hafta appreciate this. im like "promoting" you leh ;P

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

i wish you a merry christmas


yeay ! its christmas day. woots. woke up at around 8.30am which was kinda late. lols i actually wanted to wake up earlier to online xD
I went to midnight mass yesterday. its supposed to start at 11pm but the singing thingy is at 10.30pm + daddy was warden so we had to be early. mass ended at around 12.30am plus i think. then we went to one of our cell group member's house to eat supper. BABI bah them. still wanna eat. i was like already worn out as i have been out of the house since 7am and in the evening i only got to sleep for like an hour an a half . i cant believe they still can
makan makan makan.
although this year i only got two presents. its good enough for me. one of them is from my cousin, jayce. she bought me this x family original soundtrack disc and the poster. i likey it alot. and the other ones from mummy. well she said daddy also got pay for the gift. its the necklace ive always wanted. never knew she would go and buy it since i only told her how it looked like.
gosh i really really love it :D
oh ya. i saw this tiny article in the newspaper today. it wrote there that in the U.S. this couple got married and the girl's name is Mary whereas the dude's name is Christmas. so like you combine their name and it becomes Mary Christmas. lols


Sunday, December 23, 2007


two more days until christmas.
four more days until the moment of truth.
eleven more days until my nightmare begin.

gosh. i want christmas but i dont want the other two. i want MORE HOLIDAYS. eventhough theyre kinda boring. but at least i dont hafta think about studying or anything. can relax bahs. noooooo. and as you all know, december is one of my favorite months of the year. but this time, i dont know. its kinda sucky *pukes* and i still got few UN-solved problems. pffft.
btw, goodbye 2007 eight days in advanced.
and i seriously hope that 2008 will be way way better than this year. cause, honestly, this year aint really a good year for me. so much have happened and well most of em are sorta bad thingies.

so... MR. SANTA CLAUS !!!!!!!! ccccaaaannnnnnn yyyyooooooouuuuuuuuuuu hhheeeeeaaaaarrrrrrr mmmeeeeeeeee??????!!!!! MY CHRISTMAS WISH THIS YEAR IS I HOPE THAT I'LL HAVE A SUPERLY GOOD YEAR IN 2008. LET MY GOOD LUCK BE 10 TIMES MORE THAN BAD LUCK.

oh ya. HAPPY BIRTHDAY allan (:

Monday, December 17, 2007



i cant wait.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

live life like theres no tomorrow and do good


Frank, the head and founder of a major contracting firm, refused to celebrate the holidays, saying only, "Christmas is for children." Then one brisk December day, Frank was walking to work and was drawn to a Nativity scene in a department store window. He saw the Child anew. As he started to move away,a sign across the street caught his attention: "Holy Innocents Home." His mind raced back to a Sunday school lesson years ago about how King Herod had feared the baby Jesus and slaughtered children in Bethlehem. He recalled the day his own son, David, had died at the age of eighteen months. He had not been able to speak his name since.
Impulsively, Frank visited the library and was surprised to learn that Herod's men were estimated to have killed twenty children. He left the library with a mission. Later that night, he told his wife, Adele, that he had visited the orphanage and that he had given money for the building of a new wing. Then he said, "They are going to name it for David." What he did not tell his wife was that he had had a vision of twenty children playing in a bright new wing at Holy Innocents. As Adele hugged him, the vision came again, but this time, there were twenty-one children at play.
Don't miss the opportunity to spend your life on something worthwhile. You may have several opportunities, some big and some small, but none of them be insignificant.

"It is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgment." - Hebrews 9:27

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

no one said it was easy

Life is difficult. this is a great truth, one of the greatest truths, it is a great truth because once we truly see this truth, we transcend it. Once we truly know that life is difficult - once we truly understand and accept it - then life is no longer difficult. Because once it is accepted, the fact that life is difficult no longer matters.

-M. Scott Peck. M.D.

When you get into a tight place and everything goes against you, till it seems as thought you could not hang on a minute longer, never give up then, for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn.

-Harriet Beecher Stowe

Learn by experience - preferably other people's.

Famous World War II general, George S. Patton Jr., was an avid reader and student of history. He wrote to his son in 1944: "to be a successful soldier, you must first know history. Read it objectively. . . . In Silicy i decided as a result of my information, observations, and a sixth sense that I have the enemy did not have another large scale attack in his system. I bet my shirt on that and I was right." His sixth sense ma very well have been formed by thousands of hours of reading history and both biographies and autobiographies.
Historical parallels were constantly on Patton's mind. When he observed the situation in Normandy on July 2, 1944, he immediately wrote Eisenhower that the German Schlieffen Plan of 1914 could be applied. A month later, an operation such as he had described brought about the German defeat in Normandy.
The book that perhaps influenced Patton most was Ardant du Picque's Battle Studies. Patton used it to help solve the problem of getting infantry to advance through enemy artillery fire. He recommended it to Eisenhower: "First read Battle Studies by Du Picque (you can get a copy at Leavenworth) then put your mind to a solution."
Most of the successful men in the world are avid readers, especially of biographies. If you are interested in being a success in life, immerse yourself in the life stories of successful people. You will learn from their mistakes and failures as well as their successes and triumphs.

"All these things happened to them as examples - as object lessons to us - to warn us against doing the same things." - 1 Corinthians 10:11

Monday, December 10, 2007

some stuffs for you to read


Marshall Field once offered the following twelve reminders to help a person obtain a sound sense of values :

1. the value of time.
2. the success if perseverance.
3. the pleasure of working.
4. the dignity of simplicity.
5. the worth of character.
6. the power of kindness.
7. the influence of example.
8. the obligation of duty.
9. the wisdom of economy.
10. the virtue of patience.
11. the improvement of talent.
12. the joy of originating.

Can you state the core principles of your value system today? for some, it is likely to be the Ten Commandments. for others, it is the sayings of Jesus.
Solid values are like unblemished, evenly-hewn stones. no matter what you build with them, you can be sure that if you follow the basic laws of construction, the structure will be solid and all your decisions will stand firm.

"Daniel purposed in his heart that he would not defile himself" - Daniel 1:8

the one above is a little sumthin i took from God's Little Devotional Book For Teens. its a good book (:

and he calls me queen in a not-so-good way

daddy and i sort of played this game which started last week. its like this. me and him arent gonna talk to each other until school re-opens next year. so it'll be about a month of no communication between us at all. well, its not a game actually. i jst called it that way so it wont sound like such a bad thing. it was kinda weird for me at first but im getting used to it. he even called me queen. in a not-so-good way of course. ughh
it started when recently he got tired of me. i mean like hes always the calm one in the family you know. he doesnt like arguments and shouting around and like those are the two things i do ummm daily
*oops* so i guess he couldnt take it anymore and decided to not talk to me. mummy said she wont be able to tahan and asked me to apologize to daddy so things wont become worse. what the heck dude. im so not gonna do that. he can stand not talking to me and so can i. so thats the way it will be until next year.
but but but theres a tiny little problem. if we dont talk right, that means we're not supposed to make any physical contact with each other. right? [thats what i think lah] i don know actually cause like last weekend during mass when we're supposed to be giving peace to each other, i didnt expect to shake hands with him. and theres gonna be like about four or five more masses until we talk. and one thingy. he acts as if im invisible. like there was never a vivian in his life. lols
anyhow, even if we dont talk to each other i still can care for him hor? it aint wrong though mummy still insist that i apologize to him.

15 more days to CHRISTMAS. yeayyyy ~
i cant wait !!

oh ya. im getting more and more addicted to taiwan dramas. gosh i gotta stop this addiction. scared it'll get worse and school's like gonna re-open soon. cannot watch so much anymore. ive watched like 10+ dramas in the past two months and there are more to come next year =\

Wednesday, December 5, 2007


im so sickkk.

+ TODAY - daddy's really pissing me off. vallamy's kinda bugging me and mummy is plain annoying. ughhh

dont know why but i aint in the mood for anything right at the moment. it seems like the world has jst turned its back on me and everyone's against me. gahhh !
i wanna runaway from them lah. but theres ONE BIG PROBLEM. nowhere to go. blahs.
... *mind goes blank all of a sudden* you know what, today is even more boring than yesterday. i cant find any nice movies to watch at home and i cant always be seen sitting in front of the computer. i hafta be like doing sumthin or taking care/play with my sister.
at least now im freee. mummy and vallamy are like
arranging their necklaces and earrings and bracelets outside my room and daddy's downstairs watching TV. oh wait. hes coming upstairs.
*looks out of the room* ewww. daddy's like wearing mummy's earring. you know those big hoop ones. lol guys who wear that look 101% G-A-Y. yuck. and if your boyfriend ever wears that, dump him at once. HAHAHA. im jst kidding. but about the gay thingy, im serious. especially MEN that wear those. gay gay gay.
anywho, talking about these earrings jst make me ever so jealous. i mean like i dont know why but somehow i need to take special care of my newly pierced ears. ive pierced them like four times already and this one has been the most successful one so far. i THINK lah. my right one seems to be in a good condition. and that was pierced the third time. the two on my left was pierced about two months ago. not bleeding anymore but im still scared cause it still hurts abit. its so UNFAIR. daddy's ear is in superly good condition. and he hasnt worn earrings since like when he got married. and mine is like totally opposite of his. haihhh

and these days my head's like aching REAL BADLY. i guess part of the reason is me thinking too much =\

yes yes yes. its killing every single bit of me

growing up isnt always easy

there are so many decisions to make at this time in your life
and so many changes with family and friends.
whether or not you know what you want your career to be,
looking to the future can be overwhelming.
work, school, or both take up so much time and energy
that it seems like there's little left over for fun and relaxation.
the future may not look as exciting as it once did,
and it may even look a little overwhelming at times.
the freedom that comes with adulthood also comes with a lot of responsibility.
there are even more demands on your time,
and people treat you like a child in some ways,
but expect you to act like an adult in others.
all you can do is your best.
follow your heart and use common sense,
most of all, believe in yourself and in your dreams.
you will likely have to make some sacrifices and work hard for a while,
but dreams are worth the effort.
the choices you make and they way you live your life now
will determine what your future will be.
everyday is precious,
each moment unique.
learn to enjoy and appreciate the beauty and the people around you.
make time to enjoy yourself,
but work hard, too.
you'll find the present and the future
can be all you could ever hope for.

- Barbara Cage

Tuesday, December 4, 2007


我可以blog 了。 

FINALLY. i dont know why but i couldnt seem to sign into blogger in the past week. pfft. well nothing much interesting happened anyways. todays like superly boring. i wake up everyday doing the same thing over and over again. its like i cant expect anything fun or interesting to happen to me at all. its like my thoughts are preventing me to do so. i guess it means that this hols is gonna be boring as ever )):

..................... 25th december 2007. CHRISTMAS. i so cannot wait for it to come. woooo~

not cause of the presents, though i doubt that i'll receive as much gifts as before, but the feeling of christmas is jst nice and exciting. plus, its the day our Lord Jesus Christ was born. heres a video called Do They Know Its Christmas Time. theres two versions. one is in produced in 1984 and the other is in 2004.



Sunday, November 11, 2007

busy day

it was a sorta busy day yesterday. woke up around 5.30am and changed to go jogging walking with mummy outside our house. when we came back, daddy had jst done hanging out the clothes and started to wash the car. i went in and bathed and we all got ready to go to to Gymkhana Miri, also known as was my sister's kindergarten graduation day. its so cute to see little kids dressed in those graduation clothes and the square hat thingy. lols so the programme started at about 9.00am sharp. there were performances, certificate giving as well as games. before the games, every level three student went on stage to sing a few songs. it was such a saddening moment. i couldnt help but cry when they started singing. they sang Auld Lang Syne[or howsoever you spell that song name] in english&chinese&malay and Its A Small World. there was another song i think. dont quite remember though.

vallamy and her friend, vivian.

vallamy taking the certificate from the present headmistress, Mdm Elaine Bong.

vallamy looking so cute in her graduation baju.

then in the afternoon, mummy and i went to her friend/my babysitter's daughter de saloon. i went to get some highlights and mummy washed her hair. i only highlighted like a few strands of hair nia. i was expecting it to be bright red but it turns out abit purple-ish. anyhow, it looks much prettier this way. plus the lady said the color will be brighter if i wash few more times.

reddd (:

reached home at about 3 o'clock. my cousin and his family came over. about half an hour later, my aunt came along. my cousin and i watched the 'Forbes Top 100 sumthin sumthin' on E!. they were showing the top 100 people that make the most money in one year i guess. and guess whos on number one? my cousin kept insisting that Tiger Woods would get #1 but he didnt. he earned around 100 million US dollars a year and that is still not number one. even Steven Spielberg lost to that person by earning 110 million US dollars a year. you wanna know who got #1? well, its none other than Miss Oprah Winfrey. shes like the the richest famoust person there is. from 1st June 2006-1st June 2007, she earned like 260 million US dollars throughout the year. its like wtfomfg. i cannot believe that she actually earns so much jst by having this talk show and she didnt need to play golf or football or basketball or race cars or sing or or direct movies. omg omg omg. damn shes rich. lols

the rich lady

then in the evening, we went to have dinner at dynasty hotel. actually we went to imperial but the place was booked by an army of malay ladies. lols there were at least a hundred of them there. anyways, we drove off to Cafe Rosita and ate the buffet dinner. we went home before nine and i slept after ten. well, thats about it for yesterday. will blog again some other day. byebye (:

btw, yesterday was dearest calvin's birthday. and this goes out to you.


Wednesday, November 7, 2007

30 Days Of Night

went to parkson today. watched 30 Days Of Night. it was an okay movie. kinda scary though. and like the sound effects were abit too loud for me=\ ummm for those who havent watched it, heres the synopsis.

Barrow, Alaska, a small town on the Arctic circle, is preparing for its annual "30 days of night," a period during the winter when the sun will not be seen. People who don't want to suffer the extended darkness leave for Fairbanks or other parts south. As the town gets ready, The Stranger, rows ashore from a larger ship, then trudges towards Barrow. Once he arrives, he sets about sabotaging the town. He steals and destroys all the cell phones, destroys the town's only helicopter and kills all of the dogs.
Barrow's sheriff, Eben Oleson investigates these crimes. As he does so, he learns that his estranged wife, Stella, who moved out of town awhile ago, missed the last plane out of town and will have to spend the 30 day period in Barrow. Although they try to avoid one another, when Eben confronts The Stranger in the town diner, she helps subdue him and take him to the station house.
From the jail cell, The Stranger taunts Eben, Stella, Eben's teenage brother, Jake, and grandmother, telling them that death is coming for them. Just then, vampires attack the local telecommunications center and power supply, rendering the town dark and cut off from the outside world. Eben goes to the telecommunications center and finds the operator's head on a pike. He and Stella then go through town, trying to find the ones responsible for the gruesome crimes.
Meanwhile, the vampires, led by Marlow, attack the town. Marlow speaks in an ancient, gutteral language; the other vampires shriek. Unless they are shot in the head, bullets are useless against them, and they slaughter most of the town, including Eben's grandmother. Those who survive congregate in the diner. The vampires attack Eben and Stella but Beau Brower, the local snowplow driver, rescues them. They too go to the diner. Everyone decides to go to the boarded up house of someone who had left town earlier that day. The house has a hidden attic where they will be able to hide. Marlow finds The Stranger in the jail and, taking mercy on him in thanks for his work on the vampires' behalf, kills him quickly. Marlow orders the vampires not to turn anyone into a vampire; they will slaughter the town and then disappear in order to preserve modern humanity's belief that vampires are the stuff of bad dreams and nothing more.
Over the next week, Eben, Stella, Jake and seven others stick it out in the attic. They fight about leaving but most stay; only Wilson and his senile father, Isaac, are lost. Eben ventures out to try to help a stray survivor and learns that beheading the vampires will kill them.
Two more weeks pass. Stella and Eben see someone signaling them with a flashlight from across the street. It is Billy, Eben's deputy. Eben and Stella make it to Billy's house. When the vampires attacked, he killed his wife and daughters but his gun became jammed when he tried to commit suicide. Stella and Eben take him back to the station house. There they learn that the others have made it to the utilidor, a power station that controls the oil pipeline, the only structure that still has power. Eben, Stella and Billy begin to sneak towards the utilidor. Stella stops to rescue a young girl who is being stalked by a vampire. Eben and Billy try to distract the vampire while Stella gets the girl to safety.
Eben is happy to see the rest of the survivors have made it alive. The vampire attacks Billy, ripping into his neck and dazing him. When the vampire turns to attacks Eben, Billy knocks it into the gears of the utilidor's pump, disintegrating it, but also losing his left hand in the process. Eben then kills Billy before he can turn into a vampire.
The sun is due to rise in a few hours. The vampires decide to incinerate the town to cover their tracks. Stella radios to Eben that she and the young girl are hiding under an abandoned truck across the street from the utilidor, the flames rapidly approaching them. Realizing he cannot beat the vampires as a human, Eben injects himself with Billy's infected blood so he can fight them as a vampire. He and Marlow fight a vicious battle and Eben wins. Leaderless, the other vampires disappear.
Stella takes Eben to watch the dawn. She holds him in her arms as he is incinerated.

lols. thats the long synopsis. couldnt find the short one so i pasted this long one. and here are some pictures from the movie.

only now then i realize how good looking josh hartnett is. LOL i always thought he was jst okay looking since hes always in those 'Top 50 Most blablabla' thingys. he looks plain hot in this movie. especially the part without his beard + moustache. HAHAHA.
overall, the movie was alright. i guess. cause most of the times i was like covering up my ears and listening to music. the sound effect was abit too loud and i was sitting near the speakers. and to those who havent watch this movie, you gotta watch it (:

Tuesday, November 6, 2007


YOU know, i didnt wanna blog actually cause nothing much to write about. BUT i was 'forced' to do so by mr dexter stanley. so here i am trying to write sumthin.
.................................................................... *sound of the wind* my mind's totally b-l-a-n-k right now.
uh, ive got it. todays tuesday. the 6th of november, 3.37pm. im sitting here in my room. 101% BORED. these days im like stuck to the computer. well more to sticking to youtube. ive been watching taiwanese dramas and ive watched like five whole dramas in the past three weeks plus. so you can see how bored i am these weeks. and i havent really been going to school. heheh lazy want go school leh. everyday do the same thing. run around the field. then back to the hall and sit on the floor till our asses get numb and go home by noon. you can imagine how boring is that. well, at least im not going to school anymore. ive given myself holidays earlier than the actual one :P

look at this picture. it looks nice right? i mean you look at the nails. ana told me about this picture and when i saw it, i was like 'ohmg look at her nails. whether theyre real or fake its plain pretty'. i guess my mind's still blank. nothing to post so jst blog about this. but still, the picture's real pretty (:

anyways, i guess im done with blogging. will blog again soon. i think. byebye ^^

Friday, November 2, 2007


how old is barbie? well its jst a thought. i was watching The Island Princess with my sister jst now and it suddenly came to my mind. and have you realize that in almost all barbie movies, the main character - which is barbie or whatsoever name thats given to her in the movie, sound exactly the same? unless they use the same lady's voice for every one of the movies. hmmmm *thinks*
anyways, sorry for not blogging these days. really not in the mood to blog. so i guess i'll stop blogging for a while. will continue when i feel like it. and btw, quite alot of things have happened since i last blog. jst wanna let you all know that my life right now is like me riding on the bumpiest and fastest roller coaster on earth. if you get what i mean lah. toodles ~

Monday, October 15, 2007


its a MONDAY today. public holiday. school holiday. i was supposed to follow my dad's cousin to the Istana in Brunei but the plan was cancelled. *sigh* i really wanted to see the Brunei Sultan. he looks eng tao man. one of the most eng tao malay dudes in Miri and Brunei.
i woke up early today. went jogging with daddy and washed three cars. went to have breakfast at Dynasty and get my money for washing the cars :P
came back to rest a while and we're off to my cousin's house. my sister played there with my little nieces any by 11+am, we went for lunch at Han Palace. had dim sum. long time no eat that di.
hmmm then me and daddy went home after dropping mummy and vallamy at my cousin's house. and yes, they went there again.
we went over to my cousin's house at around three in the afternoon and drank the rojaks and drinks my cousin and mummy ta pao-ed.
daddy, my other cousin and i got bored so we decided to watch a movie in my cousin's mini cinema. when we got in, well as usual we didnt know what to watch. there were far too many dics. from what me and my cousin counted, there were at least 700 discs in the cupboard. excluding the ones in the living room :O
then finally daddy took out one cantonese comedy and we sat in the dark as the movie started. since there wasnt any subtitles, i felt like sleeping awhile. but the laughters of my cousin and daddy were far too loud for me to sleep so i jst sat there and watched the whole thing.
after the movie, they went out and i was left alone. i was kinda tired so i decided to take a short nap. well before that, i went to find some songs to play since the songs my cousin listened to were like totally weird different. i mean he listens to like jazz and thats alrights. but then he always got some weird cds hidden in his car and house. like those songs with music only or some that has people singing but theyre like in foreign languages =\
so i found this disc with songs from disney cartoons and i rested for like half an hour? then we were off to dinner. guess where we went? none other than the Korean Restaurant. i havent been there in ages. and i miss the food there. esp the beef thingy. the kimchi soup was kinda sour though.
got back by 8.30pm and im like so tired. well its getting late. gotta go sleep now. ciao~

Thursday, October 11, 2007


somehow; i jst feel like CRYING. dude its not wrong or anything. right? its jst that ive got the urge. the strong feeling to cry my eyes out cause of some stuffs. i sometimes wonder why in majority, only girls cry. what about guys? what do they do? well some do cry. but people who say guys that cry are sissy. and some refer them as macho dudes. what about you? what do you think? is crying right or wrong? why do people cry? i mean some people say they cry cause of some unkown reasons. but then it doesnt really make sense to me. like some small matter happens and they feel like crying. what the heck is with that anyways? btw, no offense to those who always cry cause im one of them too.

p/s: im jst curious about this thingy. nothing much.

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

panas and tired

well, the program pasca thingy started yesterday. it was alright. jst that i got leg cramps like at least five friggin times. ohmygosh. it was kinda boring though. i spent the whole afternoon at home and online online online until last night. i did stop for a while cause i went to boulevard to buy some things. we bought some food and a pair of sunglasses as a birthday present for daddy tmrw. it rained so heavily last night. it was really scary.
and then it was today. went to school as usual. jst this time we wore our pj shirts and didnt have to bring anything. and mandy didnt go to school today. so its only me michelle and ana. we went to the all first. mr lim talked for like an hour and he asked some of the classes to go to the football field for futsal. 'how nice', i thought. then the teacher announced that guys play today and the girls support. and was i glad to hear him say that. ai yin and priscilla was there too. then we were talking about skipping this thingy.
so we left the school at about 8.30am. we walked all the way to brighton. and while waiting for the two girls to eat, me and michelle had to look around jst in case marcus or patrick or brian would appear outta nowhere and catch us. after eating, we went to buy a pack of cards and went into ma baker to play. after 15 minutes or so, the lady working there halau-ed us out. so we had to go back. most of us didnt want to go back to school so we walked all the way to pak hok ling. on the way back, we had to like hide here and there in case anyone saw us. and damn was it funny. we were hiding at the bustops, behind bushes and trees, cars and also the school's gate wall.
when we reach pak hok ling, priscilla ordered a can of chrysanthemum tea and i finished the whole carton of chrysanthemum tea and my stomach was filled with liquid. it was kinda boring there at first and we all decided to sleep rest awhile. we played some songs using ai yin's phone and we were playing blackjack and tortoise. the tortoise game was fun. whoever that lost had to kiss the cheek of someone from the table or the lady at the counter. ana lost in the first round so she kissed me. then second round priscilla kissed ai yin and third round ana kissed michelle. then the last round, i LOST. ohmg. so i went to kiss ana and we played heartattack. after like 5 minutes of playing we went back to school.
it was so hot and tiring. suddenly, michelle saw her car parking there. so she and ana climbed into school and me ai yin and priscilla continue walking to the bustop. when ana went back, i stood there and watch ai yin and priscilla chasing and shouting at each other. they kept on laughing and laughing. hahaha HILARIOUS. the girls and some dudes at the side kept watching them play.
then my car came and i went home. woooo. i think i became darker && redder too =\

Saturday, October 6, 2007

wasnt such a good day after all

went to Brunei today. it was supposed to be a fun trip where i get to take my mind off the things thats been happening in my life lately. but *sigh* i guess i was wrong. it didnt turn out much as i expected. i was crying the whole day. i was hoping that this would be a fun trip since i havent been to brunei since August and i sure do miss that place alot.
i cried a while after i woke up. i cried on the way to pick daddy up. i cried on the way to brunei. i cried in the car while waiting for daddy. i cried on the way back home. actually, hes the only person who can make me cry right on the spot. and he doenst even need to scold me. jst raise his voice and i'll cry liao lu. but this time, i dont even have to see him. talking about him or jst hearing his name made me cry today. *HUGE sigh* cry cry cry. cry so much for what i also dont know. so sienzzz.
btw, im also glad about one thing. i got to drink my KING SIZED WATERMELON JUICE. the price is ever so reasonable and its nice. so worth it man. anyone who goes to Brunei must go to TEO POI HOON located in Kiulap. the everything there is worth eating/drinking and it aint that expensive (:
and one more thingy. you know the song All Out Of Love by Air Supply? well, this song is then sung by Westlife and Delta Goodrem. i prefer this version much better lah. its highly recommended by me.

Friday, October 5, 2007

so called 'darurat' telahpun dibubarkan

WOOHOO~ THE EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER. I REPEAT, THE EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER !! ohmg. i cannot believe it. its MERDEKA for all form3 students all over Malaysia. our current sufferings and problems are GONE. no more worrying about exams or studies until NEXT YEAR. yeay !! but then, *BIG BIG sigh* we all hafta go back to school, starting MONDAY. 8th October 2007. and i thought my holidays have jst started. but im like so so wrong. we got this PASCA PROGRAM thingy until November? dammit. aihh. well at least, we dont need to study lah. hehs and btw, im so freaking glad and not so glad. ummm glad cause the war of PMR has jst ended and not so glad cause the discipline teacher said that if we do NOT go to school for the whole month starting monday, then next year when we go to form4 we hafta RE-apply. sooo mafan man. *frowns* i cant highlight my hair anymore. i cant go have breakfast with daddy and mummy anymore. i cant stay at home all morning and do nothing but watch tv sleep or online. i cant go out in the morning with my friends. i cant this. i cant that. aaarrrgggghhhh !!

Thursday, October 4, 2007

its gonna end soon

WOOTS (: PMR is gonna end tmrw. ohmg. i cant wait man. at 9.31am 5th october 2007 we're all gonna be so freeee~ everyones so gonna shout their lungs out for its MERDEKA for all form3 students in Malaysia. and then everyones gonna go celebrate and hang out till the break of dawn. lols i cant wait to go Brunei and go out and go highlight my hair. hopefully things will turn out right though we still have to go school until November ):
but still, my stress will be gone for the time being. and i wont have to go so emo-ish anymore. ahahaha. btw, i havent blog for like almost two weeks. hehs nothing much happened though. hmmmm. these few days were okay. got PMR and like not much fun going on bah. need to study study study. well its geography tmrw. not that important anyways.
well, im off to study now. i'll blog again tmrw. AFTER THE FINAL EXAM.

Sunday, September 23, 2007


i like this song alot (: well it was founded by me in 2005. i was in my cousin's car when he played this song for his daughter who loved it so much. so like i borrowed the disc and since then ive been liking the song alot. and during the year end holidays, my cousins from ipoh came back to miri and like we always went out with them and our miri cousins and i used to play this song all the time in the car. i listened to it all month long and everytime i hear that song, it reminds me of the times spent with my cousins. haih i feel that as we grow older, we mix more with our friends compared to our families. which is such a sad thing dont you think? hmmm. its not good actually. we should spend more time with our families. we should pei yang our gan qing[s]. i realized that when we're young, we are always with our family members. but as we grow older, we dont spend so much time with them anymore. and when we become adults, we hardly contact each other. and that really is a sad thingy. people, i think wo shouldnt let this kinda things happen bah, RIGHT? aihhh. i think i better stop crapping about this lah.
well, lately ive been so so wanting to go to Kota Kinabalu a.k.a. KK and Kudat. haihs i dont think my parents wanna go lah. i mean my dad's cousin and his big family are like going on a vacation and my mum doesnt wanna bother them. i told her to call them sooner to know when they are leaving so that we can go there earlier but she doesnt want to call. i really really really really really wanna go mann. ive been wanting to go there since my last trip to KK which was in march. cant my parents be more considerate and ring them up? at least know when theyre leaving bah. my mum kept telling me that we can go next year. i wanna go there eat banyak2. the beef thingy. and got the pork thingy too. i wanna taste it. i wanna see my nephew. but im scared he wont be there anymore next year. i havent got a chance to talk to him yet and i really wanna see him again. i think im becoming very cacat. i mean ive been trying to find his profile in friendster for the past four days. babi lah me. i feel so miserable right now =\

Wednesday, September 19, 2007


woke up at 6.19am today. i didnt go to school. too sick to even get up. urghh. i feel so miserable. i didnt even go to tuition last night. my head and stomach hurts so much right now. i wanna sleep but somehow i jst cant. and guess what? it actually felt good to not go to school today. can decrease my stress and i wont have to think so much. like the other day, i was thinking of starting all over. get a new life and moving away and leave everything and good/bad memories behind. its very impossible though. look at how stressed i am. plus, exams coming up in less than two weeks. fcuk it. gahhh !! i cant think properly at all lah. and i thought i could be free after exams, i have to go back to school man. i so do not wanna go back. *big sigh* haihs i think im gonna be even more sick if things dont get better soon. somehow, my life SUCKS to the MAX right at this very moment.

Monday, September 17, 2007

take a look

this is the personality quiz i took.

and this is the IQ test i took.

IQ Test Score

omg. look at my IQ test score. 117 nia ler. not so good. haih im getting all emo-ish again. i dont like it lah. it feels sooo miserable. i want to be the old me. the one who used to smile and laugh all the time without even faking it. damn its hard to do that these days. i havent really been happy at all. well got lah, but ABIT nia. and that abit = nothing. dammit. shiet. fcuk. i cant take it nemore. i really need a break. and crying alot aint helping me much. gahhh !! i'll go take a rest lah. grrrr.

tak tahan lah.

i cant wait for PMR to be over. i wanna go out. go have fun and forget all the bitterness of my life. i cant stand it anymore. i dont wanna cry every single day over stupid stuffs. i know im stubborn and all but cant i stop thinking. maybe the ass was right. i did think too much. aihh. things are jst so hard right now. exams in two weeks and im feeling very lazy&tired these days. how can this be? i need to study ler. cham cham cham cham. I WANT PMR TO BE OVER RIGHT NOW. aargh !! im like so so stressed and fcuked up right now. my life is in such a horrible mess and its falling apart bit by bit. i need to put it back together but seriously, i dont know how ):

Saturday, September 15, 2007


nothing much happened these days actually. so i'll jst briefly blog about thursday yesterday and today. so, on thursday, nth much happened. some pegwai people came and i was chosen to answer some questionnaire thingy about malaysia's 50 years of independence. then in the afternoon, i went out with daddy to look for woofers. yeah, you heard it right. its those thingys you install in your car to make it go boom boom boom when you switch on your stereo. i wonder why he even likes these things. isnt he supposed to listen to those ahpek songs like most og my friend's parents? hmmmm. then at night got tuition as usual. then yesterday, also a normal day. nothing much happened. when evening came, i had to go tuition. then 20 minutes after class started, guess who arrived? none other than mr joel thomas. i havent seen him in like a month and a half. i kinda miss that guy. we were quiet at first. then later we started to talk and talk. and jst like before, he'll be saying those words ever so loudly. like example 'hows your vagina[sumtimes he pronounce as va-gee-na]? or hows your cock? or eh send me that cock. eh what the hell am i saying?' or sumthin like that. hehe that was geography class. then it was time for sejarah. before that, we went to buy some stuffs. tze hun and amelio followed. on the way back, we met the ivan. lols and in class, we jst listened to songs and talk. well i didnt really talk lah. its mostly the ivan and the airasia owner talking. that joel kept playing with my hair and messing it up. someday, im gonna take my revenge for messing it up. but it was fun having him around. then it was today. my cousin came over in the afternoon. only for an hour nia. then daddy went to 'zhuang' the woofer. i couldnt believe he actually bought one. its not those super good ones like alpine. this is jst some ordinary laoya woofer. less than 300 watts de cause its for my mini two-doors suzuki vitara. actually, the whole morning&afternoon was kinda boring. except for tonight. i went to dynasty hotel to have dinner with my family. it was replacement for my sister's birthday as we went to brunei on that particular afternoon. while eating, i saw some dudes/guys there. one of them was thechef there. he looked cute. then came this guy. around my age or younger i guess. he looked cute too. about half an hour later, about four or five ahbengs came in. not so good looking though. hmmmm. theres this dude also. with his girlfriend. she was acting so manja around him. and guess what, that dude's left arm is covered with tattoos. kinda scary. i wonder what would happen if he lost his temper over her manjaness. haha so after dinner, we came back home straight away. so bloated + tired. gonna sleep after this post.

btw, i jst realized sumthin. my definition for guys. its what i thought about jst now. kinda random and its my opinion for now. my mind may change anytime though. so for the momeny, i'll list it here.

CUTE - with/without glasses. black digital watch. not so nice hair&clothes. jst normal tee and jeans with the flat hair. abit like those nerds but way better looking than them. or jst got the face.
HANDSOME - those with the looks. their face nia lah. like even those older ladies say so too.
ENGTAO - got the hair. the clothes too. very in-style. got the looks and some do dance. kinda pan sat too.
HOT - close to perfect. got almost everything wanted by girls.

thats all for today. sorry no pictures. goodnite. and i will update soon. or maybe after exams =\