Friday, December 28, 2007

dedicated to mr tan teck hung (:

i like this picture (:

today, my post will be about him. the guy in the picture. lols
i dont know so much about him so im gonna make this a short one.

if you girls find him attractive, dont ask me but go find him at riam tech.
so ummm i "knew" him in august i think.
around few days afte
r the drag race thingy.
hes a really nice dude, and hes like a 超好笑的人 sometimes. HAHA
he says he doesnt blog cause his english not good. pffft.
where got such things har?
if english not good then blog in chinese lor. tsk tsk tsk

one more thing. why did you cut your fringe?

like this nice enuff liao lah

hmmm. but if cut liao also not bad lah. lols

dont force little kids take picture with you lah. kelien her ):

and heres a picture of him with his old specs.

him and abel

now this is him with his new specs.

HAHAHA "不好笑"

wait . i forgot to to introduce him.
his name is written in the title there. lols
hes nineteen this year[2oo7] which means hes still kinda young.
currently studying in riam institute of technology, miri.
he also has a part time job.
for more info, do find him HERE.

ahung, hope you dont dislike this post. its like 12.13am right now and im still online posting this. so tired liao ler *yawns* it took me like more than half an hour to write this whole thingy you know. so you hafta appreciate this. im like "promoting" you leh ;P

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

i wish you a merry christmas


yeay ! its christmas day. woots. woke up at around 8.30am which was kinda late. lols i actually wanted to wake up earlier to online xD
I went to midnight mass yesterday. its supposed to start at 11pm but the singing thingy is at 10.30pm + daddy was warden so we had to be early. mass ended at around 12.30am plus i think. then we went to one of our cell group member's house to eat supper. BABI bah them. still wanna eat. i was like already worn out as i have been out of the house since 7am and in the evening i only got to sleep for like an hour an a half . i cant believe they still can
makan makan makan.
although this year i only got two presents. its good enough for me. one of them is from my cousin, jayce. she bought me this x family original soundtrack disc and the poster. i likey it alot. and the other ones from mummy. well she said daddy also got pay for the gift. its the necklace ive always wanted. never knew she would go and buy it since i only told her how it looked like.
gosh i really really love it :D
oh ya. i saw this tiny article in the newspaper today. it wrote there that in the U.S. this couple got married and the girl's name is Mary whereas the dude's name is Christmas. so like you combine their name and it becomes Mary Christmas. lols


Sunday, December 23, 2007


two more days until christmas.
four more days until the moment of truth.
eleven more days until my nightmare begin.

gosh. i want christmas but i dont want the other two. i want MORE HOLIDAYS. eventhough theyre kinda boring. but at least i dont hafta think about studying or anything. can relax bahs. noooooo. and as you all know, december is one of my favorite months of the year. but this time, i dont know. its kinda sucky *pukes* and i still got few UN-solved problems. pffft.
btw, goodbye 2007 eight days in advanced.
and i seriously hope that 2008 will be way way better than this year. cause, honestly, this year aint really a good year for me. so much have happened and well most of em are sorta bad thingies.

so... MR. SANTA CLAUS !!!!!!!! ccccaaaannnnnnn yyyyooooooouuuuuuuuuuu hhheeeeeaaaaarrrrrrr mmmeeeeeeeee??????!!!!! MY CHRISTMAS WISH THIS YEAR IS I HOPE THAT I'LL HAVE A SUPERLY GOOD YEAR IN 2008. LET MY GOOD LUCK BE 10 TIMES MORE THAN BAD LUCK.

oh ya. HAPPY BIRTHDAY allan (:

Monday, December 17, 2007



i cant wait.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

live life like theres no tomorrow and do good


Frank, the head and founder of a major contracting firm, refused to celebrate the holidays, saying only, "Christmas is for children." Then one brisk December day, Frank was walking to work and was drawn to a Nativity scene in a department store window. He saw the Child anew. As he started to move away,a sign across the street caught his attention: "Holy Innocents Home." His mind raced back to a Sunday school lesson years ago about how King Herod had feared the baby Jesus and slaughtered children in Bethlehem. He recalled the day his own son, David, had died at the age of eighteen months. He had not been able to speak his name since.
Impulsively, Frank visited the library and was surprised to learn that Herod's men were estimated to have killed twenty children. He left the library with a mission. Later that night, he told his wife, Adele, that he had visited the orphanage and that he had given money for the building of a new wing. Then he said, "They are going to name it for David." What he did not tell his wife was that he had had a vision of twenty children playing in a bright new wing at Holy Innocents. As Adele hugged him, the vision came again, but this time, there were twenty-one children at play.
Don't miss the opportunity to spend your life on something worthwhile. You may have several opportunities, some big and some small, but none of them be insignificant.

"It is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgment." - Hebrews 9:27

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

no one said it was easy

Life is difficult. this is a great truth, one of the greatest truths, it is a great truth because once we truly see this truth, we transcend it. Once we truly know that life is difficult - once we truly understand and accept it - then life is no longer difficult. Because once it is accepted, the fact that life is difficult no longer matters.

-M. Scott Peck. M.D.

When you get into a tight place and everything goes against you, till it seems as thought you could not hang on a minute longer, never give up then, for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn.

-Harriet Beecher Stowe

Learn by experience - preferably other people's.

Famous World War II general, George S. Patton Jr., was an avid reader and student of history. He wrote to his son in 1944: "to be a successful soldier, you must first know history. Read it objectively. . . . In Silicy i decided as a result of my information, observations, and a sixth sense that I have the enemy did not have another large scale attack in his system. I bet my shirt on that and I was right." His sixth sense ma very well have been formed by thousands of hours of reading history and both biographies and autobiographies.
Historical parallels were constantly on Patton's mind. When he observed the situation in Normandy on July 2, 1944, he immediately wrote Eisenhower that the German Schlieffen Plan of 1914 could be applied. A month later, an operation such as he had described brought about the German defeat in Normandy.
The book that perhaps influenced Patton most was Ardant du Picque's Battle Studies. Patton used it to help solve the problem of getting infantry to advance through enemy artillery fire. He recommended it to Eisenhower: "First read Battle Studies by Du Picque (you can get a copy at Leavenworth) then put your mind to a solution."
Most of the successful men in the world are avid readers, especially of biographies. If you are interested in being a success in life, immerse yourself in the life stories of successful people. You will learn from their mistakes and failures as well as their successes and triumphs.

"All these things happened to them as examples - as object lessons to us - to warn us against doing the same things." - 1 Corinthians 10:11

Monday, December 10, 2007

some stuffs for you to read


Marshall Field once offered the following twelve reminders to help a person obtain a sound sense of values :

1. the value of time.
2. the success if perseverance.
3. the pleasure of working.
4. the dignity of simplicity.
5. the worth of character.
6. the power of kindness.
7. the influence of example.
8. the obligation of duty.
9. the wisdom of economy.
10. the virtue of patience.
11. the improvement of talent.
12. the joy of originating.

Can you state the core principles of your value system today? for some, it is likely to be the Ten Commandments. for others, it is the sayings of Jesus.
Solid values are like unblemished, evenly-hewn stones. no matter what you build with them, you can be sure that if you follow the basic laws of construction, the structure will be solid and all your decisions will stand firm.

"Daniel purposed in his heart that he would not defile himself" - Daniel 1:8

the one above is a little sumthin i took from God's Little Devotional Book For Teens. its a good book (:

and he calls me queen in a not-so-good way

daddy and i sort of played this game which started last week. its like this. me and him arent gonna talk to each other until school re-opens next year. so it'll be about a month of no communication between us at all. well, its not a game actually. i jst called it that way so it wont sound like such a bad thing. it was kinda weird for me at first but im getting used to it. he even called me queen. in a not-so-good way of course. ughh
it started when recently he got tired of me. i mean like hes always the calm one in the family you know. he doesnt like arguments and shouting around and like those are the two things i do ummm daily
*oops* so i guess he couldnt take it anymore and decided to not talk to me. mummy said she wont be able to tahan and asked me to apologize to daddy so things wont become worse. what the heck dude. im so not gonna do that. he can stand not talking to me and so can i. so thats the way it will be until next year.
but but but theres a tiny little problem. if we dont talk right, that means we're not supposed to make any physical contact with each other. right? [thats what i think lah] i don know actually cause like last weekend during mass when we're supposed to be giving peace to each other, i didnt expect to shake hands with him. and theres gonna be like about four or five more masses until we talk. and one thingy. he acts as if im invisible. like there was never a vivian in his life. lols
anyhow, even if we dont talk to each other i still can care for him hor? it aint wrong though mummy still insist that i apologize to him.

15 more days to CHRISTMAS. yeayyyy ~
i cant wait !!

oh ya. im getting more and more addicted to taiwan dramas. gosh i gotta stop this addiction. scared it'll get worse and school's like gonna re-open soon. cannot watch so much anymore. ive watched like 10+ dramas in the past two months and there are more to come next year =\

Wednesday, December 5, 2007


im so sickkk.

+ TODAY - daddy's really pissing me off. vallamy's kinda bugging me and mummy is plain annoying. ughhh

dont know why but i aint in the mood for anything right at the moment. it seems like the world has jst turned its back on me and everyone's against me. gahhh !
i wanna runaway from them lah. but theres ONE BIG PROBLEM. nowhere to go. blahs.
... *mind goes blank all of a sudden* you know what, today is even more boring than yesterday. i cant find any nice movies to watch at home and i cant always be seen sitting in front of the computer. i hafta be like doing sumthin or taking care/play with my sister.
at least now im freee. mummy and vallamy are like
arranging their necklaces and earrings and bracelets outside my room and daddy's downstairs watching TV. oh wait. hes coming upstairs.
*looks out of the room* ewww. daddy's like wearing mummy's earring. you know those big hoop ones. lol guys who wear that look 101% G-A-Y. yuck. and if your boyfriend ever wears that, dump him at once. HAHAHA. im jst kidding. but about the gay thingy, im serious. especially MEN that wear those. gay gay gay.
anywho, talking about these earrings jst make me ever so jealous. i mean like i dont know why but somehow i need to take special care of my newly pierced ears. ive pierced them like four times already and this one has been the most successful one so far. i THINK lah. my right one seems to be in a good condition. and that was pierced the third time. the two on my left was pierced about two months ago. not bleeding anymore but im still scared cause it still hurts abit. its so UNFAIR. daddy's ear is in superly good condition. and he hasnt worn earrings since like when he got married. and mine is like totally opposite of his. haihhh

and these days my head's like aching REAL BADLY. i guess part of the reason is me thinking too much =\

yes yes yes. its killing every single bit of me

growing up isnt always easy

there are so many decisions to make at this time in your life
and so many changes with family and friends.
whether or not you know what you want your career to be,
looking to the future can be overwhelming.
work, school, or both take up so much time and energy
that it seems like there's little left over for fun and relaxation.
the future may not look as exciting as it once did,
and it may even look a little overwhelming at times.
the freedom that comes with adulthood also comes with a lot of responsibility.
there are even more demands on your time,
and people treat you like a child in some ways,
but expect you to act like an adult in others.
all you can do is your best.
follow your heart and use common sense,
most of all, believe in yourself and in your dreams.
you will likely have to make some sacrifices and work hard for a while,
but dreams are worth the effort.
the choices you make and they way you live your life now
will determine what your future will be.
everyday is precious,
each moment unique.
learn to enjoy and appreciate the beauty and the people around you.
make time to enjoy yourself,
but work hard, too.
you'll find the present and the future
can be all you could ever hope for.

- Barbara Cage

Tuesday, December 4, 2007


我可以blog 了。 

FINALLY. i dont know why but i couldnt seem to sign into blogger in the past week. pfft. well nothing much interesting happened anyways. todays like superly boring. i wake up everyday doing the same thing over and over again. its like i cant expect anything fun or interesting to happen to me at all. its like my thoughts are preventing me to do so. i guess it means that this hols is gonna be boring as ever )):

..................... 25th december 2007. CHRISTMAS. i so cannot wait for it to come. woooo~

not cause of the presents, though i doubt that i'll receive as much gifts as before, but the feeling of christmas is jst nice and exciting. plus, its the day our Lord Jesus Christ was born. heres a video called Do They Know Its Christmas Time. theres two versions. one is in produced in 1984 and the other is in 2004.