Friday, May 30, 2008


its my 100th post today :D

finally, my never-updating blog has reached 100 posts. woooo, and in order to celebrate, i bring to you some pictures of this cactus plant outside my house in which grew a pretty white flower at the side. HAHA. well, im wondering actly whether cactus's are flowering plants or not. i do know that some are flowering plants but not all right? plus, this is a tiny cactus plant. and the flower seems abit too big for it. HAHA. heres the pictures i took jst now (:

isnt the flower pretty?

[ AHVIAN ] ♥♥

Sunday, May 25, 2008

ninety nine (:

ahhh, im supposed to blog two and three days ago but im really lazy. so i guess i'll talk about thats happened from thursday until today. so exams ended on thursday, 22nd May 2008. everyone was really glad about it. at 12.20pm that day, we all knew that the exams jst ended and the holidays has also jst started. and its time for relaxing and have fun. i plan to not sleep that night. but i got this huge headache in the evening so i had to sleep. then the next day im supposed to go to school for the photography thingy but i couldnt make it. then around noon, i went to parkson with some friends to catch a movie. before we went to buy our tickets, we went to the arcade to play some game. and of course, my all time favorite is Daytona. lols we played like at least 5 rounds and it was really fun. reminded me of when i was young, i used to play that with my cousin. lols then we went to McDonald's for lunch. and when we got to the cinema, we looked around to see what movie was on and it took us about 15 minutes to decide on what to watch. in the end, we watched Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull. the movie is around 2 hrs 10 mins. to me, this movie is quite less the same with National Treasure 2. alot of actions in it also. after the movie we walked about awhile then we spent about half an hour in speedy looking at all the discs. lols in the evening, my family and i went to Imperial for dinner. went to the 5th floor for the buffet. i could feel my tummy grow an inch after eating. i was so full.
then the next day, which was yesterday, nothing much happened. jst stayed at home the whole morning. went to tuition in the afternoon and went out for dinner again. this time, we jst ate at some kopitiam. so not as full as the night before. when we got home, my mum told me that my sister's gonna sleep with them tonight. i was soooo happy to hear that. cause like my sister has been sleeping in the other room since monday and i had to accompany her. and those days, i havent really been having a good night's sleep. then last night, i finally got to sleep in my bed once again. and guess what, i had such a good sleep that i didnt hear my phone ring at all. when i got up this morning, i checked my phone and guess what? ive got 5 missed calls, 4 messages and i didnt hear my alarm ring. which is a very amazing thing. cause my alarm tone is quite loud and i wake up instantly everytime it rings. i guess i jst miss my comfy bed too much.
then today, went to church as usual. it was Bishop today. mass ended at 8.45am which was awfully late as the Iban mass starts at 9am. then we went for breakfast, bought some meat + vege, brought my sister to see doctor cause shes sick and went to the place where Mandy works. i forgot the name of the place though. my dad went to buy some stuffs and eventually my mum and sister got down too. i went over to Mandy and talked to her. by the time we reach home, it was already 11am. rested a while then had lunch. at around 1pm, mummy and i went to Hot Cross Bun to buy some bread and she sent me to tuition. and now, im sitting here in my room. gonna take a short nap later. cell group is at my home today. im not going down to join them though. well, no school tomorrow. wooohoooo !

Siew Ung


see the tomato sauce? :O

a weird rainbow-like light shining in the sky

oh ya. wanna blog about another thing also. as you all know, there was a huge earthquake that attacked China on 12th May 2008. it was really a very very sad thing. gosh, here is part of an article that i read in the internet.

The 2008 Sichuan earthquake (Chinese: 四川大地震), or Great Sichuan Earthquake which measured at 8.0 and 8.3 according to the China Seismological Bureau, and 7.9 according to USGS, occurred at 14:28:01.42 CST (06:28:01.42 UST) on 12 May 2008 in Sichuan province of China. It was also known as the Wenchuan earthquake (Chinese: 汶川大地震), after the earthquake's epicenter in Wenchuan County in Sichuan province. The epicenter was 80 kilometres (50 mi) west-northwest of Chengdu, the capital of Sichuan, with a depth of 19 kilometres (12 mi). The earthquake was felt as far away as Beijing (1,500 km away) and Shanghai (1,700 km away), where office buildings swayed with the tremor. The earthquake was also felt in nearby countries. Official figures (as of May 25, 12:00 CST) state that 62,664 are confirmed dead, including 60,057 in Sichuan province, and 358,816 injured, with 23,775 listed as missing. The earthquake left about 4.8 million people homeless.

Extent of tremors

Places ordered by distance from epicenter (or time of propagation) :

  • Flag of the People's Republic of China China (mainland): All regions except Xinjiang, Jilin and Heilingjiang were affected by the quake.
  • Flag of Hong Kong Hong Kong: Tremors were felt approximately three minutes after the quake, continuing for about half a minute. This was also the farthest distance from the epicentre felt in Hong Kong's record.
  • Flag of Macau Macau: Tremors were felt approximately three minutes after the quake.
  • Flag of Vietnam Vietnam: Tremors were felt approximately five minutes after the earthquake in Northern parts of Vietnam.
  • Flag of Thailand Thailand: In parts of Thailand tremors were felt six minutes after the quake. Office buildings in Bangkok swayed for the next several minutes.
  • Flag of the Republic of China Taiwan: It took about eight minutes for the quake to reach Taiwan, then the tremors continued for one to two minutes; no damage or injuries were reported.
  • Flag of Mongolia Mongolia: Tremors were felt approximately eight minutes after the earthquake in parts of Mongolia.
  • Flag of Bangladesh Bangladesh: Tremors were felt eight and a half minutes after the quake in all parts of Bangladesh.
  • Flag of Nepal Nepal: Tremors were felt approximately eight and a half minutes after the quake.
  • Flag of India India: Tremors were felt approximately nine minutes after the earthquake in parts of India.
  • Flag of Pakistan Pakistan: In parts of Northern Pakistan tremors were felt ten minutes after the quake.
  • Flag of Russia Russia: Tremors were felt in Tuva, no casualties reported

im really grateful that the tremors werent felt in Malaysia at all. when i heard about it, i was devastated. i mean, why are such things happening. first, it was the Tsunami back in 2004. and now, its an earthquake. then about a week ago there was this Cyclone in Myanmar. and theres the typhoon tail here in Miri. like omg, what the heck is happening. why is the world changing? sometimes i wonder if the end of the world is coming. we'll never know when God wants to take us back with Him, right? no one knows when the day will come but we do need to be prepared. and like, ive been sinning alot lately. adehh, need to go for confessions. you know, after all thats happened, people should realize that our time on earth isnt long anymore. we should all repent.
well, majority people in China are Buddhist. or some believe in Taoism and Confucius. there are also Muslims there. but like, there arent much Christians there. not only in China, people around the world are also the same. they are starting to doubt the Lord's existence. which is not a smart thing to do. i mean, i know that whenever we pray or ask for something, we dont get it immediately. but that doenst mean God doenst wanna help us. like what my aunt once said, God has three answers. its yes, no and wait. and it isnt necessarily no all the time. it might be yes and wait. in my opinion, His answer is usually wait. He doesnt give us what we need instantly but He will, jst as He promised. ive received indirect help from Him few times already. one of the times is when we had to do this kerja kursus last year. and i was totally clueless about it. i almost wanted to give up and not do it at all. but one night, while chatting with one of my friend from another school, she told me that shes done with hers and offered to help me by sending me her work. that moment, i jst thought "omg. shes actly gonna send me her work. like omg. thank God. and thanks to her, i can pass up my work". then i thought again, "i think this is one of the ways to show that God is helping me. He is actly helping me through my friend. like having her send me her work since He knows that i cant handle it on my own". and im really grateful to God for that.
though, its a very sad thing that my Christian faith isnt as strong. i dont read the Bible daily nor do i pray the Rosary. aihh, i think i should start to do both. and in the past few months, i havent been praying every night. its like at the end of the day, i jst jump into bed, close my eyes and sleep. without even remembering to pray. you know what? i think its the work of the Devil. and because of me being a superly weak Christian, my life has fallen apart. everything seems to go wrong all the time. like out of 10 times, only once or twice have things gone as i have expected. *sigh*
the devil's temptations. its too strong for us all. talking about this, World Youth Day is coming real soon. how i wish i have the chance to go join it. its like Christians from all around the world gather at one place and they have like this thingy - which im not sure about at all - but i think it should be really fun. this year, its held in Sydney, Australia. and guess what, one of my friend have been selected to go there under sponsorship of course. how awesome is that? omg, jealousness pls.
anyways, back to the topic, about the earthquake, my family and i have been donating abit for the victims of the earthquake. only if i'd won the lottery, i would donate like at least RM50,000. i found some videos in Youtube concerning the earthquake. its like really really really sad you know? i cried while watching some videos. and heres some to share with you all.

these videos made my cry alot. hope everyone that reads this post will be touched by the video and at least make an effort to donate to these people. and to everyone whos reading this now, could you please please make some donations? if you happen to see anywhere with the donation box or whatsoever, please donate. even if its one buck. its already enough. and lets jst take this as me asking a favour from all of you. right now, all we can do is jst pray. let us all pray for them. and i hope that sooner or later, those people will realize that God do exist and will finally go back to Him.
btw, im jst done with dinner. so much food to eat. so full =\ ahh, speaking of food, dont forget to pray for those in Africa too. kids are dying from hunger. HAHA. i know, lo so right? but what to do? our world is in danger thanks to us who created part of the problem. uhhhs, i gotta go bath now. blog again another day. ciao people

[ AHVIAN ] ♥♥

Sunday, May 18, 2008

wesak eve


and im sitting here blogging. supposed to sleep liao de. but nemind lah. im gonna make this a very short post. everything thats happen
ed today will be summarized.
ah, so this morning we went to church. had breakfast and came home. went to sunday school afterwards. i thought we're going back for lunch but in the end, daddy brought us out. mummy was at home preparing dinner though - shes cooking laksa. went to find my cousins at one kopitiam. but the chicken rice was sold out. so we changed venue. after lunch my sister and i followed my cousins to Desserts for ice cream. totally forgot that we have tuition until i saw the time. it was 1.19pm and i thought, "omg. vallamy and i both got tuition at 2pm and we're standing here ordering ice cream. gosh, enough time or not?". eventually, i made it to tuition after eating ice cream. i didnt bring anything at all. tuition ended abit early today. so i went home and found my cousins watching tv in my living room. went up to my room for a short nap and when i went downstairs, my sister was back from tuition and playing board games with my cousins.
had dinner at around 6pm + and went off to Nicholas' house around 7pm. my cousins, daddy and i went there first. my uncle was bbq-ing the chicken wings. we jst stood there and my dad went to take the mini motorbike to play. then my cousins said they havent been on it for ages so they took turns riding it. then we told jokes and kept on talking. then some others came from my house and everyone had fun. then we cousins sort of "borrowed" the computer as the owner wasnt at home. lols watched some really dumb videos in youtube. then we went outside again to talk. my sister and dad were tired so they went back first. i followed back to wash my face. then i came back. half an hour later i went back home again. checked my comp and i actly didnt wanna go back. but i heard Nicholas' car sound and since my dad and sister were already asleep, i hurriedly took the house key and went back to his house. yes AGAIN. and i was so rushing that i even wore two different slippers on both feet. and in the end i got abit tired and went back with joanna. talked abit and played the comp. then she went back to my cousin's house. lol it was a good day today. i laughed quite alot today. so overall today, my mood can be considered as very good. and this happens once in a very blue moon. lol
came home around 10.30pm. daddy and vallamy were already asleep. mummy was still at my cousin's house talking with my aunts. wonder what they talk about so much. talking non stop man. like from before 8pm everyone started talking all the way until 11pm. they havent actly finished their conversations yet. its jst that my aunt wanna go back cause she lives at Pujut. and its opposite Piasau - where we live.

my dad's ugly slippers. lol

siaw pei on the mini bike.

ahhh, its midnight already. gotta go sleep now. goodnight everyone.

[ AHVIAN ] ♥♥

Saturday, May 17, 2008


its been a long day today. quite interesting though. so im gonna start off with this morning. well, two of my cousins, Siaw Pei and Siaw Wan came back from West Malaysia, so my parents brought them to breakfast this morning. actly, they already brought them to eat since yesterday noon. so ummm, after breakfast my parents came back with my tapao-ed kueh tiaw and vallamy's kolok mee. after that i went back into my room to sort of "study". but most of the time i was looking at the computer screen instead of the book. lols well, halfway through reading, some unknown dude nudged me. we chatted for a while. it was kind of a weird conversation though. heres one small part of the conversation between me and that "Turkish boy". lol

... has jst sent you a nudge.

ME : hey (: you are?
... : i am
ME : yea? who are you?
... : how old r u?
ME : sixteen. you? where are do you live? and whats yr name?
... : a turkish boy. [inserts name here]. 20. thats old enough for u.
ME : owhh. you still studying or working already?
... : working.
...: do u like boys?
ME : ummm, yah. lol im a girl what.
... : do u like me?
ME : ?? i dont even know you.
... : r u virgin?
ME : of course i am.
... : why havent u done it?
ME : im not interested in it pls.
... : but u r 16.
ME : i know. but im not interested.
.. : i am interested too much.
ME : then i think you should find a girl thats interested too.
... : u r right.
... : thats a very good idea.
... : i think i should find 1 now. thanks.
ME : uhhh, youre welcome?
... : ok. then i wont disturb u. have fun. i shall go find some other girls now.
ME : @@ okiee. byebye. take care

short but weird ei? after the conversation i was like wth.. weird "Turkish" dude. HAHA.

well around noon, i went to my cousin's house for lunch. ate the curry laksa thingy and uhh, mak chok, a kind of dessert. its sth like red/green bean soup. jst that the bijirin for this looks abit like barli and when the soup is cooked, its white in color. its very very very nice :D

went to tuition at 2pm. came back home at around 5.40pm. wooo, tuition was good today. especially during biology class. its like 3/4 of the 2 hour tuition class was spent laughing off really stupid things. as usually, MR DHANA came quite on time and class went as usual. he gave some skill practice paper thingy for us to do. and since we already started laughing since physics class, we jst continued laughing at useless things. for example, mr accelerate. today he didnt accelerate much. only shake and stomp his feet, which was actly kinda annoying. his new friend, mr decelerate was okay lah. he looked funny though. at around 5pm we started to discuss the objective answers. mr accelerate answered really fast man. its like before the teacher even asking the question he straight away answered. and the way he answered was so funny that i jst had to get back at him. like when he said C , i said D. then E then F. then one of the answer was II and III. after he said that i said I and IV. the teacher looked at me and said "no no. hmmm, you trying to get back at him is it?" while smiling. lols and he asked kinda silly questions too. which was hilarious. hopefully he doenst know that we're laughing at him. but he is kind of childish and abit very weird. like when he asked about telophase, he suddenly said telephone. and he always does those weird actions. especially when he raises his hand. fuhhh, damn straight i tell you. its good to have him around also. keep the class lively. for us only lah. HAHA. and like while doing our work, the electricity went off. the whole place was in complete darkness. then the teacher went out and we followed. the moment we stepped out of the door, Suto went straight to the window and said "i need sunlight to survive". me and Chieng were like laughing our asses off. i mean, she had to say that and the look on her face was funny. lols it was a good afternoon.
[btw, if youre wondering why i call him accelerate, do refer to one of my posts in march. the one with the shuffle video. cause at the very end of the post, i posted a video of him. lols]

then at night, we had dinner at grandma's house. had this little gathering since my two cousins are back. f.y.i. they havent been back for some years. especially the second one. the last time she was in miri was like three or four years ago. and thats really long. so like after dinner, we kids and some adults jst sat at the living room while the rest was talking at the dining table. too bad the other family members arent there with us. if not, it wouldve been like before. eating, talking and laughing together. ahhh, those were the times. i really miss my childhood years. we used to always have family gatherings and everyone would come. jst like dinner the night before CNY, we used to have these kind of get together dinner during chinese festivals or for some cacat-ed reason. still, it was the best. but now, its like some of my older cousins dont come anymore. at least the kids are willing to come. if not, sure very boring. *big sigh*

anywho, we did have some fun jst now even if it was only a few of us. then my cousin took out this sweet thingy. she said its Swedish. it comes in a red colored packed with the word SNORE i think. it tastes sweet but i dont really like it. and it looks exactly like wires. its as thick as the handphone charger's wire. heres tHE pics of the sweet that i took.

this is the cover. ever see it?

joanna eating the sweet

really look like wire kan?

can see us eating the red "wire"? lol

btw, this is my 99th post. congrats to me. woohoo ! :P
well, its getting late. need to wake up early tmrw for church. goodnight everyone. sleep tight yea?

[ AHVIAN ] ♥♥

Friday, May 16, 2008

see that?

found some pretty avatars on the net. wonder how those people made them. the words written are so meaningful and the whole thing is jst very attractive, mainly to people like me :P

out of the few that i found, this is the one i like the most. try reading it. meaningful huh?

to all the teachers that have taught me and also every teacher alive. lols

Thursday, May 15, 2008


exams' still going on and im here online. pffffffffft. tmrw we're having moral and pjk. im gonna try to do good for pjk and moral? only 10% chance of passing if stay up whole night studying. uhhhhs, lately ive been really moody. at least i can control my feelings so i still looked cheerful on the outside. haihh wonder whats wrong with me. hope this moodiness thing will go away soon cause the two-week holiday is approaching. i wanna be happy inside and out. lols
hopefully nothing bad will happen next month - other than receiving my report card :O - since there'll be holidays and mummy's birthday. and also darling joe's too.
omg, speaking of joe, i wanna make a gigantic birthday card for him. ahhhhh ! WU CHUN WHERE ARE YOU? COME BACK AND HELP ME PASS HIM THE CARD !
dehh, im getting more and more addicted to joe nowadays. i think im becoming obsessed @@
IF he really is gay, i tell you, i might even turn lesbian. OR change gender. jst because of him :P

Sunday, May 11, 2008


and so, ive been tagged by Lus a.k.a Mrs. Chung :D

1. Have you been trying to avoid something or someone?

- yes. and ive been trying my best to ignore em too. but i guess its kinda hard =\

2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?

- tour ticket? uhhh, korea maybe? HAHA.

3. What's your favorite thing to do?

- online. sing. daydream. talk crap. sleeeep.

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?

- maybe 50% only?

5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?

- to be with him forever and ever and ever <33

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?

- no. no money how to buy food and other necessities? if no money but got unlimited supply of those things, then no problem lah. HAHA

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?

- my loved ones.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?

- put half in the bank. then give some to my parents and abit to my sister. after that i'll donate some and then i'll spend the rest.

9. What is the most recent embarrassing thing you have done?

- embarrassing? nothing i guess.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?

- shes funny. shes cute. shes a good friend and girlfriend[i think]. HAHA.

11. What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years time?

- happily married. HOPEFULLY. lols

12. Would you date someone who's at least 10 years older or younger than you?

- sure. why not? my hubby is like 10 years older than me what.

13. What is your ambition?

- im thinking of psychologist. but neahhh. dont think so lah.

14. If you can teleport once, where would you go?

- only once? hmmm. to where he is? and then confess my love (:

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

- my family. my loved ones. btw, theyre people. not things.

16. If you could undo doing one mistake in the past, what would it be?

- uhhh, theres loads actly.

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?

- my attitude perhaps? i dont really like it at times.

18. What music have you been listening to recently?

- jay chou. old and new songs of his i love.

19. What is your least favourite animal?


20. What is your ultimate addiction?

- my hubby <3


Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

Li Fen. Kurt. Soo Ee. Jessica. Aizzat. Ivy. Christie. Flora.

Sunday, May 4, 2008


im gonna leave my blog soon. need to take a break from everything so im not gonna blog for a while. plus, exams starting this friday so i wont have time or anything to blog about also. so starting tmrw im gonna try to not online so much and get my ass ready for some studying. woooots. wish me luck people =\