It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life starts with goodbye.
Saturday, July 30, 2011
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
why is today so hot?! apuuuu. really beh tahan the weather wei. sien 2themax ahhh. it's so hot you can feel the sun biting your skin. yes, it's true! & no, i'm not exaggerating. i seriously have to apply sunblock and wear long sleeves, plus bring along an umbrella to campus everyday if the weather continues to be like this. ughh why can't it be windy or cloudy? sad much. iseriouslydontliketheweatherinmirithesedayscauseitsfriggenhot!
If you’re afraid of everyone leaving you, what do you do?’
‘Make them stay.’
‘And if you can’t do that, or don’t know how to?’
Ellie shrugged. ‘I don’t know.’
‘Yes, you do. In fact, you’ve done it. You leave first,’ Coop said, ‘so you don’t have to watch them walk away.’
- Jodi Picoult, Plain Truth
Saturday, July 23, 2011
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.
- Grey's Anatomy
Monday, July 18, 2011
first day of class was idk how to say. met some unexpected people in some of my classes. it's been a pretty long day and all i can say is that i'm exhausted! there's gonna be only two lectures tomorrow and i hope that everything will turn out okay. not gonna expect anything but i'll be hoping for the best! oh and one thing, i'm gonna be really busy as this is a tough semester. all of a sudden, i feel that last semester was much better than this and funny thing is, today is only the first day of class and i'm already saying things like this. what's more, last sem was kinda tough for me dy. so you can imagine how much worse it'll be for me this semester. :/
but whatever it is, i'll try to study and work harder to strive for better results. i just hope my laziness will go away and make me stop procrastinating. i seriously do not wanna just pass my exams. i want at least a distinction in half of the total units i'm taking this semester.
p/s: to the people reading this, happy monday & have an awesome week ahead! :)
Sunday, July 17, 2011
class starts in less than 24 hours! i'm excited and nervous at the same time! lol i seriously cannot believe that one semester went by just like that. & my five week break ended in a blink of an eye. time is really going by too fast. if only it's possible to slow time down. or even better, add another six hours to each day so there'll be 30 hours in a day. wouldn't it be great? then i'll be able to spend more time in campus with my friends and also more time to sleep and study! LOL as if i'll study when there's no exams huh? :P
but still, like i've mentioned before, i want this to be the best semester of my life. i wanna spend as much time with my friends as possible before separating from them next year. oh and one thing, we're classmates again this sem! except for mavis, wenyi and jane that is. :( but it's okay cause the three of them have marketing as one of their majors. so i guess i'll be seeing them once in each of the coming semesters until i graduate. lol
anyways, i'll have to wake up early everyday again starting from tomorrow. awww. and my class ends at 5pm every monday! gosh, class end so late and i'm the only person having that lecture out of all my friends since i've got a different major from everyone else. ah well, really hope that this semester won't be so tough on me. i can't promise that i'll work really hard but i will try. so yeaaa, wish me luck people. oh and pray for me too! :)
Friday, July 15, 2011
i just discovered the awesomest thing! jay chou wants to get married within three years! LOL i know it may seem lame to most of you but who cares, i'm in love with jay chouuuu! & i also know what many people dislike him for idk what reasons but i wanna know, what's there to dislike?
anyways, he says he wants to get married within three years. by then, he'll be like 35 already. very ngam for me cause i'll be graduating in three years! apart from his ideal girl being gentle, listens to him and loves his songs, he also mentioned that a girl aged 18 or 20 suits his current mental age the most and y'know what? i'm 19! ngam daoooo. and did i mention that he just converted to christianity? yes folks, he's a christian now! isn't that the greatest thing ever? well for me, it definitely is!
oh gosh, i think i'm falling deeper in love with him now. awww. imagine if i really marry him. *starts to laugh like a lunatic in front of the pc* i'll be the luckiest person in the world if i really do get to marry him. of course, this is more than impossible. there's zero probabilty of me even getting to meet him , what more to say know and marry him? *slaps myself in the face* i better wake up from this dream of mine. but still, i'm gonna love him. until the day he decides to actually marry some ordinary girl. HAHA. but before we even jump to that, listed below are some of the reasons why i love and wanna marry him. :P
1. he's jay chou!
2. i love his songs!
3. i love love love his voice!
4. he plays the piano! and other instruments as well!
5. he's superly cute!
6. i love to see him smile!
7. he's a filial son!
8. he listens to his mummy!
9. he's a christian now!
10. love doesn't need a reason. ;)
so yeaaa, 10 reasons why i love him. LOL and i was browsing through his pictures when i found some pictures of him taken while he's filming and y'know what? he's got a new hairstyle! he looks so man now with his muscles and sideburn. omg *drools*
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.
- Mother Teresa
Saturday, July 9, 2011
The feelings that hurt most, the emotions that sting most, are those that are absurd; the longing for impossible things, precisely because they are impossible; nostalgia for what never was; the desire for what could have been; regret over not being someone else; dissatisfaction with the world’s existence. All these half-tones of the soul’s consciousness create in us a painful landscape, an eternal sunset of what we are.
- Fernando Pessoa
Friday, July 8, 2011
I believe that we are who we choose to be. Nobody’s going to come and save you, you’ve got to save yourself. Nobody’s going to give you anything. You’ve got to go out and fight for it. Nobody knows what you want except for you, and nobody will be as sorry as you if you don’t get it. So never ever give up on your dreams.
so my results were released two days ago and i almost got the biggest shock of my life. i actually passed all four units! i mean, i was so so worried about my b law. i really thought i was gonna fail or something and i kept telling God that i wanna pass. oh gosh, it was a miracle that my b law actually got higher than my management. LOL although i'm not really satisfied with my results, at least i passed. that's all that matters now.
& the next semester is gonna start soon. another week and two days to go. i can't wait. this time, i really wanna work hard to get as high as i can for my internals and work harder for my finals. one last chance for me to score before entering year two where everything starts to become even more difficult. hopefully everything's gonna be fine and that we'll all be in the same class again. this is like my last chance of ever being classmates with my foundation buddies. & this is saddening. if i had taken finance instead of public relations, then i might just have the chance to be classmates with everyone. like seriously, everyone. from june all the way until jane. but sadly, i've chosen to take another major just because i don't have the confidence to take up finance. my maths is really bad and i'm afraid that i might fail. besides, i don't think econs is that easy to study as well. :(
but i don't wanna think about all these first. i just wanna focus on what's happening now. i wanna make the most of the remaining days of my holidays and enjoy every moment with my classmates in campus. i want this to be a great semester, i wanna make my last sem with them a great one to remember. :)
Saturday, July 2, 2011
And then I felt sad because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can’t ever be fixed, and this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older as you see the people in your life break one by one. You wonder when your turn is going to be, or if it’s already happened.
- Douglas Coupland