Thursday, December 29, 2011

Chinese New Year is coming up and it's in less than one month! Have you guys bought your new year clothes yet? I've already got mine when I was in Singapore the other day but to those that have not and are looking for something unique, you can try Risingtaste, the place where you can get clothes and accessories for reasonable prices. They have the nicest clothes and I can guarantee you can't find any like those in local stores around town. And if you still think it isn't cheap enough, have no fear for they are offering a 5% discount to all orders in their website. Just type in the coupon number  (coupon: blogspot2011), and your orders is ready to be paid and delivered. Simple as that. So what are you waiting for now? Click on Risingtaste now! :))

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

every single day.

I stay up just late enough until I am just exhausted enough that I can fall into my bed and sink into immediate slumber. Because I can’t stand lying in a bed in a dark room alone with just my thoughts for so many hours and hours.

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

*sigh

So maybe forever ended a lot sooner than I thought it would and maybe we didn’t leave off on the right note, and maybe we’re not going to have another chance to get it right, but I just want you to know that the times we had meant the world to me, and even though they’re over now, I would never trade them for anything.

what i'd say to you on our wedding.

"May you never steal, lie, or cheat. But if you must steal, then steal away my sorrows; and if you must lie, lie with me all the nights of my life; and if you must cheat, then please cheat death because I couldn’t live a day without you."
— Leap Year

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

A thousand lies;

As human beings we can always try to do better, to be better, to re-write a wrong even if it feels irreversible. Of course, “I’m sorry” doesn’t always cut it. Maybe because we use it so many different ways: as a weapon, as an excuse. But when we are really sorry. When we use it right. When we mean it. When actions say what words never can. When we get it right, “I’m sorry” is perfect. When we get it right, “I’m sorry” is redemption.

- Grey’s Anatomy

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

today, i decided to miss you a lot.

I kinda miss the bond we shared. I mean, who wouldn’t miss that comfortable feeling with a person. Where we could talk for hours about everything, anything and not have a problem with the silence in the middle. Can’t forget all the ridiculous stuff we did. Stupid or not, everything was just so fun. Endless nights, real talks, the “remember whens” I remember it all. And it’s funny what life does, how it could just give you things and take it away so soon. I really can’t get it to my head that you grow distant from people and that good things come to an end sooner or later. But along the way I learned one thing about life; it goes on, you just gotta pick yourself up and learn to keep up.

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

but you're still on my mind;

It's a common belief that positive thinking leads to a happier, healthier life. As children we’re told to smile and be cheerful and put on a happy face. As adults we’re told to look on the bright side, to make lemonade and see glasses as half full. Sometimes, reality can get in the way of our ability to act the happy part, though. Your health can fail, boyfriends can cheat, friends can disappoint. It’s in these moments when you just want to get real, to drop the act, and be your true, scared, unhappy self. 

 - Grey's Anatomy

Thursday, November 17, 2011

If you really knew me you’d know that all those times people ask me why I’m so quiet is because I’m thinking about my past and everything I’ve done to fuck everything that has ended and how I would do things so much more differently and how I wish I wouldn’t have messed up. If you really knew me you’d know that all those times I’ve said I’m tired is when I am actually upset about something.

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Love is absolute loyalty. People fade, looks fade, but loyalty never fades. You can depend so much on certain people, you can set your watch by them. And that’s love, even if it doesn’t seem very exciting. 


 - Sylvester Stallone

Friday, October 14, 2011

move on;

At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone or something, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up, and it’s not like you shouldn’t try. It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours would eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

heart to heart;

"Every once in a while people step up, they rise above themselves. Sometimes they surprise you, and sometimes they fall short. Life is funny sometimes, it can push pretty hard, but if you look close enough you find hope in the words of children, in the bars of a song and in the eyes of someone you love. And if you’re lucky, and if you’re the luckiest person on this entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back." 

 — One Tree Hill

Saturday, October 1, 2011

your life, your own story;

In life you are the author of your own book. Writing in pen doesn’t come out so easily. When you make a mistake you can’t just erase it and pretend as if nothing happened. You can always try to cover it up with white out, but it’s still there. Forget it, just turn the page over and have a fresh start. Remember your mistake from before, this is the time to make things right.

Thursday, September 29, 2011

drink more water!





DRINK WATER ON EMPTY STOMACH
It is popular in Japan today to drink water immediately after waking up every morning. Furthermore, scientific tests have proven its value. We publish below a description of use of water for our readers. For old and serious diseases as well as modern illnesses the water treatment had been found successful by a Japanese medical society as a 100% cure for the following diseases:
Headache, body ache, heart system, arthritis, fast heart beat, epilepsy, excess fatness, bronchitis asthma, TB, meningitis, kidney and urine diseases, vomiting, gastritis, diarrhea, piles, diabetes, constipation, all eye diseases, womb, cancer and menstrual disorders, ear nose and throat diseases.


METHOD OF TREATMENT
1. As you wake up in the morning before brushing teeth, drink 4 x 160ml glasses of water
2. Brush and clean the mouth but do not eat or drink anything for 45 minute
3.. After 45 minutes you may eat and drink as normal.
4. After 15 minutes of breakfast, lunch and dinner do not eat or drink anything for 2 hours
5. Those who are old or sick and are unable to drink 4 glasses of water at the beginning may commence by taking little water and gradually increase it to 4 glasses per day.
6. The above method of treatment will cure diseases of the sick and others can enjoy a healthy life.


The following list gives the number of days of treatment required to cure/control/reduce main diseases:
1. High Blood Pressure (30 days)
2. Gastric (10 days)
3. Diabetes (30 days)
4. Constipation (10 days)
5. Cancer (180 days)
6. TB (90 days)
7. Arthritis patients should follow the above treatment only for 3 days in the 1st week, and from 2nd week onwards – daily.


This treatment method has no side effects, however at the commencement of treatment you may have to urinate a few times.
It is better if we continue this and make this procedure as a routine work in our life. Drink Water and Stay healthy and Active.
This makes sense .. The Chinese and Japanese drink hot tea with their meals ..not cold water. Maybe it is time we adopt their drinking habit while eating!!! Nothing to lose, everything to gain...
For those who like to drink cold water, this article is applicable to you.
It is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal. However, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed. It will slow down the digestion.
Once this 'sludge' reacts with the acid, it will break down and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food. It will line the intestine.
Very soon, this will turn into fats and lead to cancer. It is best to drink hot soup or warm water after a meal.


A serious note about heart attacks:
· Women should know that not every heart attack symptom is going to be the left arm hurting,
· Be aware of intense pain in the jaw line.
· You may never have the first chest pain during the course of a heart attack.
· Nausea and intense sweating are also common symptoms.
· 60% of people who have a heart attack while they are asleep do not wake up.
· Pain in the jaw can wake you from a sound sleep. Let's be careful and be aware. The more we know, the better chance we could survive.


A cardiologist says if everyone who gets this mail sends it to everyone they know, you can be sure that we'll save at least one life.
Please be a true friend and send this article to all your friends you care about.

Monday, September 26, 2011

:)


我跟自己说好,要活得真实,不管别人怎么看我,就算全世界否定我,我还有我自己相信我。我跟自己说好,要过的快乐,无需去想是否有人在乎我,一个人也可以很精彩。我跟自己说好,悲伤时可以哭的很狼狈,很狼狈,眼泪流干后,要抬起头笑得很漂亮,很漂亮。

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

just get on with life;

At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone or something, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up, and it’s not like you shouldn’t try. It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours would eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.

Thursday, September 15, 2011


how to love;

Every single person who came into our lives had an impact on us in one way or another. Maybe they impacted us by doing something for us or with us. Or maybe they impacted us by walking out of our lives. They leave behind memories and feelings we will never forget. Even if they’ve walked out of our lives, they are still a part of us. A part of our memories and of the way they had made us feel, be it good or bad. When you piece them all together, all these people, all these memories, they make up who we are. They make up our lives.

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

:(

The truth is, I don’t hate you. I can never hate you. I guess I just want to find reasons not to like you, to make you seem like a horrible person. So I can just be mad at you and forget about you. Because honestly, it would just make all this so much easier.

Monday, September 12, 2011

happy birthday, baby :D



to my baby sister, 
happy birthday. & i love you! 

Friday, September 9, 2011

keep looking forward;

People change, even the person you thought you knew the most, changes. And even though it hurts to see them go; you have to move on, for the memories are all you have, and things might never be the same.

tfw!

assignment's done, free week is here. time to sit back and relax work on my debate, presentations, case studies, assignments and start studying for finals. uhh, there's so much to do during this free week and i'm afraid that i won't be able to accomplish any of the things i wrote. lol let's just hope for the best and that i don't waste this one week doing either nothing or useless things. *fingers crossed!

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

take over;

Somewhere along the line, things just began to change and fall apart into pieces. I don’t know how or why, all I know is that it did. I hate it more than anything, but it’s life and I’ve got to learn to accept that.

Friday, September 2, 2011

DOOMSDAY;

yes, from reading the title you should know what day it is today. seriously, why doomsday? just because i have three assignments due today, at the same time. fortunately, i've finished my econs assignment on monday and marketing last night. but sad enough, i didn't manage to actually finish my other assignment but still handed it in. let's just hope for the best for all three assignments. :/

seriously, t's been a long and tiring day and i had replacement lecture from 5pm until 7pm just now. D: but the good thing was, mummy texted and asked me to meet them at mcd just now for dinner. was really nice having dinner with them at mcd cause we hardly ever eat at fast food restaurants anymore.

then after dinner, vallamy went back with daddy while mummy followed me. on the way back, the red light started to show, meaning that my car's gonna be outta fuel really soon. so instead of going home, i went down town to pump in some petrol. and funny thing is, i didn't dare to drive fast so i went really really slow and switched off the aircond. thank God the car continued to go on until i reached the petrol station. LOL

anyways, i'm just really glad that everything's done and i can sleep soundly tonight. eh, wait. i forgot that i still have another cib assignment to do. and it's due on monday! wtf ahhh, i guess i'll have to stay up all night doing it again on sunday night. :/

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

merdeka!



happy independence day, Malaysia. :)

Saturday, August 27, 2011

When Jesus spoke again to the people, he said, "I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life." John 8:12

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

because bad decisions make good stories;

People think they know you. They think they know how you’re handling a situation. But the truth is no one knows. No one knows what happens after you leave them, when you’re lying in bed or sitting over your breakfast alone and all you want to do is cry or scream. They don’t know what’s going on inside your head—the mind-numbing cocktail of anger and sadness and guilt. This isn’t their fault. They just don’t know. And so they pretend and they say you’re doing great when you’re really not. And this makes everyone feel better. Everybody but you.


- William H. Woodwell Jr.

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

hanging on the moment of truth;

At the end of the day, there are some things you just can’t help but talk about. Some things we just don’t want to hear, and some things we say because we can’t be silent any longer. Some things are more than what you say, they’re what you do. Some things you say cause there’s no other choice. Some things you keep to yourself. And not too often, but every now and then, some things simply speak for themselves.

Saturday, August 20, 2011

We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.


-Dr. Seuss

:)

You know that place between sleep and awake? That place where you still remember dreaming? That’s where I’ll always love you. That’s where I’ll be waiting.

- Peter Pan

Thursday, August 18, 2011

longing for you;

I hate it when like you use to talk to someone loads and really get on, really close whatever, then like for some reason or another you guys stop talking and just grow apart then when months later you try talking to that person and it just doesn’t work. The conversation just dies and you can’t really talk anymore much, and you don’t have the friendship you once had. Only the memories.

longing for you;

I hate it when like you use to talk to someone loads and really get on, really close whatever, then like for some reason or another you guys stop talking and just grow apart then when months later you try talking to that person and it just doesn’t work. The conversation just dies and you can’t really talk anymore much, and you don’t have the friendship you once had. Only the memories.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

.

does it hurt you to know that we haven't spoken to each other in months? does it hurt you to know we can’t talk to each other like before? does it hurt you to know that everything we once had, is gone? does it hurt you? because it hurts me… a lot.

Friday, August 12, 2011

回忆 ;

I want to appreciate the times when moments are made into memories. I want to embrace them, cherish them, and never forget that they come so few and far between. I know that wherever life takes me, these moments will always follow. They remind me of what’s truly important. It’s not just life, but living. It’s the journey, the destination, and all the points in between. And I must admit, I like what I see.
The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides.

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i've decided to change my twitter name so don't bother searching for @vivianzoe_ anymore. if you wanna know my new link, just ask me. :)

Thursday, August 11, 2011

break it down;

Sometimes late at night I think about all the things that have been, all the things that haven’t been and all the things yet to be. If my heart could explode into a billion tiny pieces and scatter themselves all over the world. If I could live on sunlight and the city sounds and fall asleep in those thousands of lighted windows. I wonder if this world will ever make sense to me, if I will ever truly understand anything… and if there’s really anything to understand at all.

- KC

drive

the funniest thing happened yesterday. while being stuck at the traffic lights in front of bintang, i realize that i've been driving a car without the P sticker for the entire day. i got kinda worried but laughed cause y'know, who cares. it's already been the whole morning and afternoon. but then i remembered one thing. i'm no longer using my P license. i mean, i've been driving for more than two years now. the P sticker is supposed to be taken away what. but of course, i'd rather drive with the P sticker on just in case some people may think i'm still a fresh driver and will give way to me. LOL

p/s: this kinda incident has happened more than once but this is the first time that i'm actually out of my P license and driving without a P sticker. :D
p/p/s: i'm a safe and good driver, that's why i'm so worried about this and all. ;)

Monday, August 8, 2011

Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for.

- Epicurus

Sunday, August 7, 2011

swallow your tears;

Things just don’t work out sometimes. That’s one of the simplest explanations in life. You can dwell on why something that didn’t or shouldn’t have happened, but it did. So just move on. Most people want reasons why things are the way they are, but you are simply holding on to the past when what you really need to do is moving forward. When things don’t work out, find something that will.

Friday, August 5, 2011

don't ever look back;

Because of the routines we follow, we often forget that life is an ongoing adventure. Life is pure adventure, and the sooner we realize that, the quicker we will be able to treat life as art: to bring all our energies to each encounter, to remain flexible enough to notice and admit when what we expected to happen did not happen. We need to remember that we are created creative and can invent new scenarios as frequently as they are needed.


- KC

Monday, August 1, 2011

happy birthday!

on your birthday, may every glowing candle on your cake be a wish that comes true. *hugs* :)

Saturday, July 30, 2011

It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life starts with goodbye.
Women fall in love by what they hear. Men fall in love by what they see. That's why most of the women put make up and most of the men lie.

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Don't miss the chances that life is giving you to spend time with the people you value most. Remember, in life there are no rewinds.

it's an addiction;

I think we should never forget the mistakes that we make because they are all lessons we’ve learnt. The key is to find a balance between allowing them to teach you, and allowing them to take over your life.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

too much sun!

why is today so hot?! apuuuu. really beh tahan the weather wei. sien 2themax ahhh. it's so hot you can feel the sun biting your skin. yes, it's true! & no, i'm not exaggerating. i seriously have to apply sunblock and wear long sleeves, plus bring along an umbrella to campus everyday if the weather continues to be like this. ughh why can't it be windy or cloudy? sad much. iseriouslydontliketheweatherinmirithesedayscauseitsfriggenhot!

*sigh*

If you’re afraid of everyone leaving you, what do you do?’
‘Make them stay.’
‘And if you can’t do that, or don’t know how to?’
Ellie shrugged. ‘I don’t know.’
‘Yes, you do. In fact, you’ve done it. You leave first,’ Coop said, ‘so you don’t have to watch them walk away.’

- Jodi Picoult, Plain Truth

:D

two lectures and i'm done with today! yeapp, i like tuesdays. and wednesdays too since i have only one tutorial, which is marketing. :)

Saturday, July 23, 2011

..

i wanna study but i'm lazy and tired and no mood to study. how? :(

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

happy ending;

You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.

- Grey's Anatomy

Monday, July 18, 2011

sem two!

first day of class was idk how to say. met some unexpected people in some of my classes. it's been a pretty long day and all i can say is that i'm exhausted! there's gonna be only two lectures tomorrow and i hope that everything will turn out okay. not gonna expect anything but i'll be hoping for the best! oh and one thing, i'm gonna be really busy as this is a tough semester. all of a sudden, i feel that last semester was much better than this and funny thing is, today is only the first day of class and i'm already saying things like this. what's more, last sem was kinda tough for me dy. so you can imagine how much worse it'll be for me this semester. :/

but whatever it is, i'll try to study and work harder to strive for better results. i just hope my laziness will go away and make me stop procrastinating. i seriously do not wanna just pass my exams. i want at least a distinction in half of the total units i'm taking this semester.

p/s: to the people reading this, happy monday & have an awesome week ahead! :)

Sunday, July 17, 2011

happiness;


幸福不是房子有多大,而是房里的笑声有多甜;幸福不是你能开多豪华的车,而是你开着车能平安到家;幸福不是爱人多漂亮,而是爱人的笑容多灿烂;幸福不是在成功时喝彩多热烈,而是失意时会不会有个声音对你说:朋友别倒下;幸福不是听过多少甜言蜜语,而是在你伤心时能有人对你说:没事,有我在。

class begins tomorrow!

class starts in less than 24 hours! i'm excited and nervous at the same time! lol i seriously cannot believe that one semester went by just like that. & my five week break ended in a blink of an eye. time is really going by too fast. if only it's possible to slow time down. or even better, add another six hours to each day so there'll be 30 hours in a day. wouldn't it be great? then i'll be able to spend more time in campus with my friends and also more time to sleep and study! LOL as if i'll study when there's no exams huh? :P

but still, like i've mentioned before, i want this to be the best semester of my life. i wanna spend as much time with my friends as possible before separating from them next year. oh and one thing, we're classmates again this sem! except for mavis, wenyi and jane that is. :( but it's okay cause the three of them have marketing as one of their majors. so i guess i'll be seeing them once in each of the coming semesters until i graduate. lol

anyways, i'll have to wake up early everyday again starting from tomorrow. awww. and my class ends at 5pm every monday! gosh, class end so late and i'm the only person having that lecture out of all my friends since i've got a different major from everyone else. ah well, really hope that this semester won't be so tough on me. i can't promise that i'll work really hard but i will try. so yeaaa, wish me luck people. oh and pray for me too! :)

Friday, July 15, 2011

jay chou!

i just discovered the awesomest thing! jay chou wants to get married within three years! LOL i know it may seem lame to most of you but who cares, i'm in love with jay chouuuu! & i also know what many people dislike him for idk what reasons but i wanna know, what's there to dislike?

anyways, he says he wants to get married within three years. by then, he'll be like 35 already. very ngam for me cause i'll be graduating in three years! apart from his ideal girl being gentle, listens to him and loves his songs, he also mentioned that a girl aged 18 or 20 suits his current mental age the most and y'know what? i'm 19! ngam daoooo. and did i mention that he just converted to christianity? yes folks, he's a christian now! isn't that the greatest thing ever? well for me, it definitely is!

oh gosh, i think i'm falling deeper in love with him now. awww. imagine if i really marry him. *starts to laugh like a lunatic in front of the pc* i'll be the luckiest person in the world if i really do get to marry him. of course, this is more than impossible. there's zero probabilty of me even getting to meet him , what more to say know and marry him? *slaps myself in the face* i better wake up from this dream of mine. but still, i'm gonna love him. until the day he decides to actually marry some ordinary girl. HAHA. but before we even jump to that, listed below are some of the reasons why i love and wanna marry him. :P

1. he's jay chou!
2. i love his songs!
3. i love love love his voice!
4. he plays the piano! and other instruments as well!
5. he's superly cute!
6. i love to see him smile!
7. he's a filial son!
8. he listens to his mummy!
9. he's a christian now!
10. love doesn't need a reason. ;)

so yeaaa, 10 reasons why i love him. LOL and i was browsing through his pictures when i found some pictures of him taken while he's filming and y'know what? he's got a new hairstyle! he looks so man now with his muscles and sideburn. omg *drools*

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

our existence;

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.

- Mother Teresa

come away with me;


人一定要想清三个问题:第一你有什么,第二你要什么,第三你能放弃什么。 对于多数人而言:有什么,很容易评价自己的现状;要什么,内心也有明确的想法;最难的是,不知道或不敢放弃什么。 这点恰能决定你想要的东西能否真正实现,没有人可以不放弃就得到一切。

Saturday, July 9, 2011

going outta my head;

The feelings that hurt most, the emotions that sting most, are those that are absurd; the longing for impossible things, precisely because they are impossible; nostalgia for what never was; the desire for what could have been; regret over not being someone else; dissatisfaction with the world’s existence. All these half-tones of the soul’s consciousness create in us a painful landscape, an eternal sunset of what we are.


- Fernando Pessoa

Friday, July 8, 2011

up into the sky;

I believe that we are who we choose to be. Nobody’s going to come and save you, you’ve got to save yourself. Nobody’s going to give you anything. You’ve got to go out and fight for it. Nobody knows what you want except for you, and nobody will be as sorry as you if you don’t get it. So never ever give up on your dreams.

- Unknown

time slows down;

so my results were released two days ago and i almost got the biggest shock of my life. i actually passed all four units! i mean, i was so so worried about my b law. i really thought i was gonna fail or something and i kept telling God that i wanna pass. oh gosh, it was a miracle that my b law actually got higher than my management. LOL although i'm not really satisfied with my results, at least i passed. that's all that matters now.

& the next semester is gonna start soon. another week and two days to go. i can't wait. this time, i really wanna work hard to get as high as i can for my internals and work harder for my finals. one last chance for me to score before entering year two where everything starts to become even more difficult. hopefully everything's gonna be fine and that we'll all be in the same class again. this is like my last chance of ever being classmates with my foundation buddies. & this is saddening. if i had taken finance instead of public relations, then i might just have the chance to be classmates with everyone. like seriously, everyone. from june all the way until jane. but sadly, i've chosen to take another major just because i don't have the confidence to take up finance. my maths is really bad and i'm afraid that i might fail. besides, i don't think econs is that easy to study as well. :(

but i don't wanna think about all these first. i just wanna focus on what's happening now. i wanna make the most of the remaining days of my holidays and enjoy every moment with my classmates in campus. i want this to be a great semester, i wanna make my last sem with them a great one to remember. :)

Saturday, July 2, 2011

but life goes on;

And then I felt sad because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can’t ever be fixed, and this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older as you see the people in your life break one by one. You wonder when your turn is going to be, or if it’s already happened.

- Douglas Coupland

Thursday, June 30, 2011

nothing lasts forever.

Whatever you do in life will be insignificant, but it is very important that you do it because you can’t know. You can’t ever really know the meaning of your life. And you don’t need to. Just know that your life has a meaning… Every life has a meaning, whether it lasts one hundred years or one hundred seconds. Every life… And every death… changes the world in its own way. Ghandi knew this. He knew his life would mean something to someone, somewhere, somehow. And he knew with as much certainty that he could never know that meaning. He understood that enjoying life should be of much greater concern then understanding it. And so do I. You can’t know. So don’t take it for granted, but don’t take it too seriously.Don’t postpone what you want. Don’t leave anything misunderstood. Make sure the people you care about know. Make sure they know how you really feel, because just like that… it could end.

- Remember Me

lift my arms out wide;

Because sometimes you have something you need to say but you can’t because the words won’t come out or you get scared or you feel stupid. So if you could write a song and sing it then you could say what you need to say and it would be beautiful and people would listen and you wouldn’t make a complete idiot out of yourself. But all of us can’t be songwriters so some of us will never be able to say what we’re thinking or what we want other people to know that we’re thinking so we’ll never get the chance to make things right again, ever.

- Gilmore Girls

rain rain go away;

it's the last day of June and i haven't been blogging much eventhough my semester break has already started. lol i guess i'm just plain lazy and i've been pretty busy these few days. anyways, my results are gonna be released next wednesday and i'm really scared about it. to be honest, i did quite badly in my finals especially b law. :( really really hope i don't have to retake this unit or even have to sit for supp papers. i'd be really really glad to even get 50% for this unit. sad much. & i should really be working hard really for next semester now. i wanna graduate on time! i don't wanna be left behind and graduate slower than my friends. so people, wish me luck and pray for me k? one week until results out, i don't want depressing results!

ahhh, anyways, it's been raining a lot lately. and y'know what, my house was flooded yesterday. wtf the rain was so heavy two nights ago but idk why it never occurred to me that a flood might be happening. my mum came into my room early yesterday morning and told me the living room was flooded and i was like O_O oh nooooo. having floods once in a while isn't that bad actually cause we get to really wash the living room to make it clean but then, it's the process of washing it that's tiring. since daddy was having a severe toothache yesterday, i was the one washing the whole place. and seriously, it was very hot and exhausting. thank God i don't live in a huge house nor do i have a big living room. if not, i don't think one hour is enough for me to even finish washing it. lol but on the bright side, at least the living room's clean and smells nice now. but too bad, it's not even new year yet. cause last year, my house was flooded a few weeks before new year and it was just the right time for us to wash the living room. :D lol back to the topic, i love rainy days! why? just because i'm at home. i don't have to drive out or go anywhere that might just get me wet if i get out of the car or something. lol yeaaa, i love it when it rains when i'm at home. very cold and comfy. good thing i didn't wash my car. wanted to wash but it's either i got something else to do or i'm just lazy. but still, i gotta wash it sooner or later, right? oh and my shoes too! almost forgot about em. wanna wash my shoes but look at the rain, i don't think it will even be dry on time lo. but i'll be home these few days, so i hope i rains all it can this week and stop next week when i need to go to campus. i hate driving in the rain. the other day i was driving out, i could hardly even see the road clearly. :/

btw, i know this is random but new moon was released on this date two years ago! XD

Thursday, June 23, 2011

h e a r t ;


不是每个人都适合与你白头到老。有的人,是拿来帮你成长的;有的人,是拿来一起生活的;有的人,是拿来一辈子怀念的。谁是你拿来爱的人,蓦然回首,那个人,你寻见了吗?

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

i'd never fall apart;

Some people, they come into your life for what seem like a nanosecond. They come into your life and when you’re not what they expect you to be, they leave as quickly as they came. And they pretend as though they’ve never spoken to you before. But I guess that that’s right - they haven’t really spoken to you. They don’t even need to pretend that they do not know you, because they don’t. They come with an idea of what you would be; they leave with an idea of who you are. In actual fact, though, they know next to nothing about you. So don’t let those people tell you or make you feel like you’ve fallen short. Because you haven’t and they don’t know enough about you to judge.

Friday, June 17, 2011

sweet & sour;


Don't dwell on the past. Your history can’t be erased, but your future has yet to be written. Make the most of what’s going to happen instead of worrying about what you can’t change. Don’t waste your time being sad, because you’re wasting away moments in which you could be happy. Always remember that.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

sem break!

okay, so half of june is gone and i haven't really got time to blog at all! i know i've been neglecting this blog a whole lot but i'm just so busy. and well, kinda very lazy as well. :P but hey, i'm having my semester break now, which means i have more time to blog. i don't wanna desert my blog but then, sometimes i just don't know what to blog about. if you have any suggestions, just leave a comment or something. lol so yeah, speaking of holiday, i'm having my one month break now and this time, i'm planning not to waste time. yeah, you heard me right. i wanna spend my sem break wisely. how, you may ask? well, i'm planning on getting enough rest! that's the most important thing for now. LOL then i wanna take good care of my skin(i've become very dark! D:) and i also wanna prepare for next semester! i've already gotten the economics and marketing books and lecture notes from my classmate so hopefully i'll have the motivation to at least got through each chapters of the units. :/

but it's still too early to talk about all these. i mean, it's only the first week of my break. and well, i still wanna enjoy. besides, june is still in miri so i gotta keep her company the whole week. i'll be having the holidays all to myself starting next week after she leaves. and i'm gonna eh wait, i forgot that i have to "spring clean" my room and also do some ironing as well! omg so much to do. i hope i can get it all done by the end of the month! *fingers crossed!

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

unreliable;

When you’re young everything feels like the end of the world. But it’s not it’s just the beginning, you might have to meet a few more jerks. but one day you’re gonna meet a boy who treats you the way you deserve to be treated. Like the sun rises and sets with you.

- 17 Again

Monday, May 30, 2011

anybody ever wonder;

The few people who have knocked down the walls you built up and whom you trusted with all your heart are the ones you will never forget. When someone like that leaves, they take a little piece of your heart with them. And the hole in your heart you now have, it just constantly reminds you of the person who was the cause of it. And I guess that’s why people who placed their trust in the wrong people feel so messed up. Because every day, they feel those void, empty spaces within themselves and wonder when they’d feel whole again.

Friday, May 20, 2011

520 ♥


the title says it all. it's 20th may today and in chinese, 520 means i love you. :)

Saturday, May 14, 2011

the past;

In Greek, nostalgia literally means the pain from an old wound. It’s a twinge in your heart, far more powerful than memory alone. This device isn’t a spaceship, it’s a time machine. Goes backwards, forwards, and takes us to a place where we ache to go again. It’s not called ‘The Wheel,’ it’s called ‘The Carousel.’ It lets us travel the way a child travels, round and around and back home again, to a place where we know we are loved.

- Mad Men

Sunday, May 8, 2011

happy mummy's day!



i love you, my dearest mummy. thank you so much for raising me up. in the past, i've contravened and disappointed you. but despite all that, i love you more than words can say. & this comes right from the bottom of my heart. :)

Thursday, May 5, 2011

graduation day!

from the title, i suppose you already guessed what this post is about? yeaaap. it's graduation day today! and yes, i've finally graduated from foundation! i seriously cannot believe that time actually pass by so quickly. i could still remember that right after high school ended, i was searching for a job and still thinking what and where i should study. then at the start of last year, i've finally decided to continue my studies in Curtin University cause that's the only place in my hometown where degree is offered and i don't wanna go so faraway to study. i mean, i don't wanna leave home. i can't leave either. so yeah, it's better to just stay here and study and at least i get to go home everyday. so i registered for foundation but everything was so last minute!

and i received my offer letter quite late but wtheck, at least i've gotten it. so *pooof* there i was, standing in campus as a new student. the first few weeks of classes were hectic as i was still new and didn't really know where my classes and who my classmates were. semester one went by just like in high school. not to fast and not to slow. then it was semester two and i got closer with most of my classmates. and i guess getting to know them more means more fun which also means that time is going by even faster. which was true, cause in a blink of an eye, the semester ended.

then it was the three months break and in march, i stepped into campus being a full-time degree student! oh yes, i can still remember the first day of school quite clearly. but look now, it's already graduation day and half the semester has gone by! seriously, time passes really really fast this semester. but i don't want it to end so soon! sad. and lol i guess i'm already going off topic. so yeah, back to what i was supposed to be talking about; graduation. so today's the day. graduation day. no mortarboard but we get to wear regalia(s)! first time for foundation graduates cause this year they've decided to combine our graduation together with the diploma students. and this time, it wasn't held in campus!

anyways, i'm just really glad that i've finally graduated and in a nutshell, foundation was plain awesome. i loved every bit of it and if i could, i would definitely love to go back and relive those moments again. i know that it's more than impossible but hey, it is definitely a year i'll never forget cause to be honest, my foundation year was one of the best years of my life. :D

Sunday, May 1, 2011

done!

so i'm finally done with the accounting group project. i feel like a bird ready to spread it's wings and fly right now. well, not exactly fly since i'm not gonna go anywhere. lol but yeah, i'm really glad that it's done. i can finally rest tonight. thank God for letting us have a public holiday tomorrow. but then, i think i'm gonna be busy tomorrow cause mummy's gonna be cooking laksa and of course, i as the daughter, should help out. :) fyi, my cousins are coming over for dinner. looking forward to dinner tomorrow cause i miss mummy's laksa oh so much! :D

Saturday, April 30, 2011

royal wedding!



so i watched part of the wedding on Youtube and all i can say that Kate is finally becoming a princess! it's every girl's dream come true to be one. they make a lovely couple and they just look so sweet during the wedding. awwww. :')

Thursday, April 28, 2011

marriage.

y'know what? i dreamed about getting married right before i woke up. omgwtf somehow, someone did some matchmaking but i haven't even met the groom. and i was so nervous about it. then i wore this red strapless dress and was preparing to go to my grandma's house cause everyone's already there. and i kept telling my mum that i'm afraid. i mean, i'm only 19 and this is some matchmaking shit. i don't even know who the groom is. and i told her "what if he's not the type that i like? i'm really scared. can i just stop this whole thing?" but i forgot what she replied. i even thought about one of my classmates cause i remember having this conversation with him about me wanting to marry young and i was thinking that if i met him, i wonder what he'll say about it. HAHA. and i was late to go to my grandma's house cause i was doing everything so slowly just to delay the time. i didn't dare to leave the house. then my dad was talking about the wedding dinner at night. and i was thinking, how come my friends aren't invited? lol then idk what happened and we left the house. after that, i opened my eyes cause i wanted to pee. -________-"

that was a weird but funny dream. too bad i didn't get to see the groom before i woke up just now. XD ahh well, maybe i've been thinking about weddings and stuff a lot and lately so many young people are/have already gotten married. so i guess i was influenced by all this. lol

Monday, April 25, 2011

half of what we are;


Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold onto something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you because you think that your feelings were wrong and it makes you feel so small because it’s so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn’t come back. You’re left so alone that you can’t explain.

- Henry Rollins

Sunday, April 24, 2011

easter day!



have a blessed easter everyone! :) did you guys get to eat your easter eggs or chocolate easter bunnies? i did have an egg but i did not eat it cause my dad drew this face on it and i think that it's too cute to be eaten. :P

Saturday, April 23, 2011

our own lessons;

belated good friday.

so it was Good Friday yesterday and i didn't manage to blog cause i slept before 7pm. i was thinking of taking a short nap and waking up an hour later to do my assignment but instead,i slept all the way until 3am. lol very -_________-" i know. i did the same thing on wednesday night but hey, at least i didn't have to go anywhere at that kinda time so i decided to do some research for my assignment. but y'know me, my research slowly became facebook and twitter and lots of other stuffs. then i got tired and went back to sleep at about 5.30am and woke up an hour later. sadness.

anyways, i went for station of the cross and also the afternoon mass yesterday. it was indeed a very sad day for me. in the morning during station of the cross, tears kept coming after wiping it away countless of times. the song they sang in church was just so saddening and just thinking about how much Jesus suffered for us really made me guilty. i'm such a huge sinner, yet He still loves me unconditionally. :'( HAIH

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Holy Thursday

so i came back home at around 6.30pm yesterday. none of my parents were at home and i was guessing that they've gone to pick my sister up from tuition. and of course, if both of them left the house, it definitely means they're having dinner outside. and my assumption was right when my mum called about 20 minutes after i reached home. since my car was sent to the workshop, i had to follow my classmate's car to campus these few days. thank God for free week next week. lol anyways, i came back home feeling kinda very tired so i just went online, took a bath and went to sleep. yes, i slept before 7.30pm last night! initially, i was planning to take a nap and wake up later. but heh, i slept all the way until 3.15am this morning. lol and i woke up with a growling stomach! and the first thing to come to my mind was kueh chap! *drools* XD

oh and it's thursday today. yes, my favorite day of the week!:) also, it's very special today because it's Holy Thursday. gonna be attending mass at 7.30pm tonight. and y'know what? i can't believe that Lent is over but i haven't given up anything yet. other than the tv, i don't think i've done anything at all this Lent and i feel so bad. :( all i've been doing the past month was slacking, sleeping, online-ing, having fun, rushing for assignments and studying for exams. HAIH :( i need help!

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

every so often;

Sometimes we lie because it’s easier than telling the truth. Sometimes we lie because we need to forget. Sometimes we lie because you don’t want to tell her she looks fat in those jeans. Sometimes we lie because fantasy is better than reality. Sometimes we lie because it’s too painful to tell the truth. Sometimes we lie because we think it’s the truth. Sometimes we lie because it’s faster to do so. Sometimes we lie because you need to get out of something. Sometimes we lie because life can’t wait. Sometimes we lie because pain is not an option. Sometimes we lie because there is nothing better to do. Sometimes we lie because we need to turn attention away from ourselves. Sometimes we lie because we don’t know what else to do. Sometimes we lie because we don’t want to tell children there isn’t a Santa Claus. Sometimes we lie because it gives us a laugh. Sometimes we lie because sarcasm gives emphasis. Sometimes we lie because we need to prove a point. Sometimes we lie because everyone needs a break once in a while. Sometimes we lie because an alibi is needed. Sometimes we lie because a surprise is being planned. Sometimes we lie because we could lose money. Sometimes we lie because we want to keep a friend. Sometimes we lie because we are instructed to. Sometimes we lie because money is offered. Sometimes we lie because revenge is sweet. Sometimes we lie because we would like to hurt someone emotionally. Sometimes we lie because agreeing is easier than debating. Sometimes we lie because we are scared and rarely do we ever tell the truth.

Monday, April 18, 2011

nmmm.

so it's monday again. and yes, i have not been blogging for almost a week now. as you all know, i've been really really busy with my management assignment. yes, it was almost a last minute thing but hey, we were busy with other stuffs! so anyways, we finally got everything done by last night and managed to hand in the report before 10.30am this morning. really glad about that. and now that the assignment's done, i can slowly start on with the accounting assignment now. and speaking of accounting, the midterm result's out and guess what? i actually passed! hopefully there's no error in my marks as i do not want it to be deducted at all. lol now that the results for this is out, i'm only waiting for the b law exam results to be out too. hopefully we'll get to know the results by tomorrow. *fingers crossed

and this afternoon, i decided to go back early. as i didn't have to send anyone back, i drove slowly and it was raining so i was like thinking a lot y'know. it was only like 12.30pm when i reached the pujut 7 roundabout so i decided to take the long way back when i turned into the industrial area. so instead of turning left to the shell junction, i went down about half a kilometer and turned left again into the road the lead to my sister's school. and on the way turning into the junction in front of the school to my house, i met with an accident. some lady driving an old camry reversed her car and crashed into mine as i was behind her. unlucky much. D: good thing the damage wasn't that bad. not really in the mood to talk about it so yeah, not really a good day today. daddy's gonna send the car to the workshop tomorrow. hopefully it'll be pretty again once it's done. lol

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

fearless.

To me, fearless is not the absence of fear. It’s not being completely unafraid. To me, fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. Fearless is falling madly in love again, even though you’ve been hurt before. Fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. Fearless is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again.. even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. It’s fearless to have faith that someday things will change. Fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. I think it’s fearless to fall for your best friend, even though he’s in love with someone else. And when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, I think it’s fearless to stop believing them. It’s fearless to say “you’re NOT sorry”, and walk away. I think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. I think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. Letting go is fearless. Then, moving on and being alright. That’s fearless, too. But no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. You have to believe in love stories and prince charmings and happily ever after. That’s why I write these songs, because I think love is fearless.


- Taylor Swift

a glass of water.


no comment about this picture. lol XD

Monday, April 11, 2011

face of an angel;

Take every chance you get. Because honestly no matter where you end up, or who you end up with, it always ends up the way it should be. Your mistakes are what makes you the person you are today. You learn and grow with each choice. Make everything you do worth it. Live your life as if there won’t be any tomorrow. Say how you feel, always be you, and be okay with it.

Friday, April 8, 2011

omgwtf

bloody hell. today was one of the worst days ever. first of all, i found out that the topic i did for my assignment cannot be used and i had to start over. yah, like seriously start again, from scratch. wtf frankly speaking, nothing good ever comes from being too happy. y'know, this morning i was so glad that i can finally rest at home today but i was so wrong. not only do i have to go campus in the afternoon, i had to rush everything as tonight's the deadline, the internet suddenly got disconnected, the left side of my ear phone died and there was this silly fire drill at the library. so much for my happy friday and relaxing weekend. pfffffffft.

fridayyyy.

i'm finally done with the silly bis assignment. it took me about 4 hours max to complete it. thank God for the samples available and everything. if not, i don't think that i can even make it in time. so yeah, now i'll be busy with my management presentation next week as well as the assignment. so many things to do. bahh. gonna be busy for another two weeks and it'll be free week! can't wait for it. i seriously need to relax. although i'm like already relaxing right now. ;)

oh and one thing, i'm not going to campus today! how do i feel? one word: HAPPY. for the past few weeks, i've been going to campus on fridays(fyi, i don't have friday classes) just to do my assignment and stuff. but thank God i don't have to today. i can sit back, and just rest at home. well, not exactly rest cause i still have my management stuff to complete. and my godfather's coming to miri today! daddy will be picking him up from the airport in the afternoon. he's coming back because my dad's friend is getting married. this is very exciting. their childhood friend's finally getting married. at 45. lol very old i know but hey, at least he's getting married. the wedding's tomorrow and he's inviting friends and family members over to his house for dinner. and the best part of it is that he lives opposite my grandma's house, which is right next to mine! i can just walk to his house for dinner. woooo ~ i seriously can't wait for it. i love attending these things, especially when it's my dad's friends. :DD

Sunday, April 3, 2011

XD


HAHA. do any of you do this as well? i mean, delete people off your contacts just because they don't text/call you anymore. for me, i don't. i just keep it there. just in case there's anything y'know. lol

Friday, April 1, 2011

the first quarter of 2011 is officially over!

yes people, it's already April. don't you think time is going by pretty fast? exactly one year ago, i was having my business management lecture and i forgot what's my other class. or do i only have one class that day? lol i don't remember but yeah, i was only in semester one of my foundation year. ahhh, how i wish time would just slow down. i don't mind having another extra two hours of class everyday just as long as time slows down. i don't wanna grow up so soon and neither do i wanna graduate as well. i mean, i know the fees are insanely expensive but hey, i'd rather spend my time studying and hanging out and rushing for assignments then to go sit in an office and face the computer from 8am all the way until 5pm. don't you think so too?

oh and it's April Fool's today. any plans to prank people? don't be too silly to get tricked by your friends yo. i'm not supposed to have any classes today but there's a workshop being held in the afternoon and well, i gotta attend it just because i'm gonna have my b law exam next tuesday and i am still friggen clueless about the four steps thingy. hopefully i'll get to understand it and that the exam will go smoothly. *fingers crossed :/

Thursday, March 31, 2011

thirstday

as much as i love thursdays, today didn't really go that well. firstly, accounting midterm is on saturday and i only know how to do the cash budget thingy. well, i'm sort of okay with the pv and cost of capital but still, i'm very blur with the first two and a half chapters(half of chapter three)! secondly, the workshop tomorrow morning has been changed to tomorrow afternoon at 2.30pm. and my tutor didn't even inform us. wtheck?! no notices, no emails, no nothing. if i didn't see her at the cafe just now, then i would never know that the time and place of the workshop have been changed. thirdly, i found out that the b law exam is on tuesday instead of friday next week. and it's from 6pm all the way until 8pm! so if i didn't meet my tutor at the cafe during lunch, i wouldn't have known that the workshop have changed time and venue and i won't be attending it which will result in me not knowing the exact date of the exam which will eventually cause me to miss the exam and thus failing this unit! lol i know what you're gonna say. "think too much" right? but hey, i'm just having contingency plans. who knows bah what might just happen. rofl and lastly, i almost fell asleep in management tutorial! idk why but i was really tired. when the kids were in front presenting the case study and also when we were watching videos that the tutor showed us, i was literally on the way to dreamland already. HAIH but on the contrary, at least i don't have to drive today. thank God chii how lives quite near to me. honestly, i think i would've fallen asleep while going back home if i were to be driving today. lol

early morning rain.

Sometimes reality has a way of sneaking up and biting us in the ass. And when the dam bursts, all you can do is swim. The world of pretend is a cage, not a cocoon. We can only lie to ourselves for so long. We are tired, we are scared, denying it doesn’t change the truth. Sooner or later we have to put aside our denial and face the world. Head on, guns blazing. De Nile. It’s not just a river in Egypt, it’s a freakin’ ocean. So how do you keep from drowning in it?


- Grey's Anatomy

last day of march!

it's thursday again and i love thursdays! why? cause it's management day and that's the only unit i have for the day. no other annoying units that make me go so blur and sleepy. frankly speaking, i'm not an accounting person, i don't get bis and b law is just too complicated. HAIH i need help wei! i don't wanna fail any units. ;(

and did you all realize that TOMORROW IS APRIL? wtf time is going by so fast that even a G6 won't be able to catch up with it. seriously, two and a half more months and the semester is gonna end. i don't want it to end so fast! if it's ever possible, id love to have like 30 hours a day. see, this i'm asking for too much. just asking for an addition 6 hours each day. lol but still, just like last semester, the days and weeks are going so fast. it feels just like yesterday when i was still in sem two. i can remember attending the lectures and tutorials. ahhh, i miss my foundation life! to all the degree students out there, do you miss it too?

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

be excited for every tomorrow.

wed.

i told myself that i wanted to blog on monday but heh, i did not. been so busy that i've forgotten about so many things that i should've done. lol my accounting midterm is this saturday and here i am, slacking in front of my lappy. and guess what? if everything's gonna go as planned, i'll be catching a movie after my morning class today. fyi, afternoon class is cancelled and it'll be held on friday as a workshop combining with another idk how many classes. HAIH really no hope. and i still have assignments to rush and another two exams coming up. one is next friday and another one is idk when. :/ i seriously can't wait until free week! i wanna relax and enjoyyyyyy. wtf

Sunday, March 27, 2011

i want these pair of shoes!



don't you think they look absolutely lovely? i'd be really glad to own a pair of these. :D

just keep looking.

We're all looking for answers in medicine, in life, in everything. Sometimes the answers we’re looking for have been hiding just below the surface. Other times we find answers when we didn’t even realize we were asking the question. Sometimes the answers can catch us completely by surprise. And sometimes, even when we find the answer we’ve been looking for we’re still left with a whole hell of a lot of questions.

- Grey's Anatomy

Saturday, March 26, 2011

this never fail to scare the sh*t outta me :/

You may be inspired by this message and perhaps inspire others to change.


Nationality: Portuguese
Born: 3-28-1907, Aljustrel , Portugal
Died: 2-13-2005 (aged 97), Convent of Carmelitas, Coimbra, Portugal



LUCIA REVEALS THE THIRD SECRET OF FATIMA
Regardless of whatever creed or religion, it is better to be prepared and be in good terms with GOD who created us for we never know when we will be leaving this world.

LAST SECRET OF FATIMA
The Church has given permission to reveal to the people the last part of the message. The Blessed Virgin appeared to three children in Fatima, Portugal in 1917; this is a proven fact; one of these children was Lucia, (died 2-13-05).

She was a cloistered nun, and lived in a monastery in Portugal. Lucia disclosed the message for the first time to Pope Pius Xll who, after reading, sealed it and stored it away without making it public. Later Pope John XXIII read it and, in the same manner as his predecessor, he kept it out of the public eye because he knew that once revealed, it would bring desperation and panic to mankind.

But now the time has come, and permission was granted by Pope John Paul II to reveal it to the children of God, not to create panic, but to make God's people aware of this important message and to be prepared.

The Virgin told Lucia:

“Go, my child, and tell the world what will come to pass during the 1950's - 2000's.

Men are not practising the Commandments that God has given us.

Evil is governing the world and is harvesting hate and resentment all over.

Men will fabricate mortal weapons that will destroy the world in minutes where half of the human race will be destroyed.
The war will begin against Rome, and there will be conflicts amongst religious orders.
God will allow all natural phenomena like smoke, hail, cold, water, fire, floods, earthquakes, winds and inclement weather to slowly batter the planet.
These happenings will come to pass before the year 2012. For those who don't/won't believe this is the time.


Your beloved mother told you those lacking charity towards others, in words & deeds and those who do not love their neighbour like my beloved Son has loved you
all cannot survive! They will wish to have died.
God will punish severely those who do not believe in him, those who despise him and those who did not have time for him.

I call upon all of you to come to my son Jesus Christ.
God will help the world, but all of those who do not show fidelity and loyalty will be destroyed.”

Father Agustin, who lives in Fatima , said that Pope Paul VI gave him permission to visit Sister Lucia, a cloistered nun (she did not leave the monastery nor was allowed to receive any visitors). Father Agustin said that she received him greatly overwhelmed and told him:


“Father, Our Lady is very sad because nobody is interested in her prophecy of 1917, though the righteous are walking through a narrow path, the evil ones are walking through an ample road that is leading them straight to their destruction.

Believe me, Father, the punishment will come very soon.

Many souls will be lost and many nations will disappear from the earth.

But, in the middle of all these, if men reflect, pray and practice sincerity, good deeds, kindness and respect, the world can be saved.

However, if men persist with evil ways - greed, hatred, selfish acts, rivalry, and rift, the world will be lost forever.”


The time has come for all to pass on the message of our Blessed Lady to their families, friends, and to the entire world.
Continue praying, make penitence and sacrifices.

We are close to the last minute of the last day and the catastrophes are near.

Due to this, many that were far from the Church will return to the open arms of the Church of Jesus Christ.

The joining of the churches will result in one Holy Catholic and Apostolic Church - England, Russia, China, Jews, Buddhists, Muslims, Hindus, Protestants, etc.

All will return believing and worshipping God our Creator, in his beloved Son and in Blessed Mother Virgin Mary.

WHAT AWAITS US?
Everywhere there will be 'Peace Talks', but punishment will come.
A MAN IN A VERY IMPORTANT POSITION WILL BE ASSASSINATED AND THIS WILL PROVOKE THE WAR.
A POWERFUL ARMY WILL DOMINATE ALL THROUGH EUROPE AND THE NUCLEAR WAR WILL COMMENCE.
This war will destroy everything.

Darkness will fall over us for 72 hours (3 days) and the one third of humanity that survives this obscurity and sacrifice,

will commence to live a new era; they will be good people.

On a very cold night, 10 minutes before midnight, A GREAT QUAKE will
shake the earth for 8 hours. This will be the third signal that God Is, who governs the earth.
The righteous and those who propagate the faith and the message of Our Lady of Fatima is :
'ONE SHOULD NOT FEAR, DO NOT BE AFRAID'.

WHAT TO DO???

Bow your heads, kneel down and ask God for forgiveness.

Because, only what is good and is not under the power of evil will survive the catastrophe.
In order for you to prepare and remain alive and safe, I will give you the following signs:


ANGUISH..... ... AND IN A SHORT PERIOD THE EARTHQUAKE WILL COMMENCE... THE EARTH WILL SHAKE.....

The shake will be so violent that will move the earth 23 degrees and then it will return to its normal position.
Then, total and absolute darkness will cover the entire planet.
All the evil spirits will be mingling around and free, doing harm to all those souls that did not want to listen to this

message and those who did not want to repent.

To the faithful souls, remember to light the blessed candles, prepare a sacred altar with a crucifix in order to

communicate with GOD and implore for His infinite mercy.
All will be dark; and IN THE SKY A GREAT MYSTIC CROSS
will appear to remind us the price that his beloved Son had to pay for our redemption.

In the house the only thing that can give light will be the HOLY CANDLES.

Once lit, nothing will put them off until the three days of darkness are over.

Also, you should have holy water that should be sprinkled abundantly on windows and doors.

The Lord will protect the property of the chosen ones.


Kneel down before the powerful cross of my beloved Son,

pray the Rosary and after each Hail Mary you must pray the following:

'Oh God forgive us our sins, preserve us from the fires of hell, take all
souls to heaven, especially those who are in more need of thy mercy.
Blessed Virgin Mary, protect us, we love you, save us and save the world'.

Pray 5 Creeds and the Rosary which is the secret to my Immaculate Heart.

All those who believe in my words go and take the message to everyone:

DO NOT FEAR! FEAR NOTHING DURING THE LORD'S GREAT DAY.


Talk to all, now that there is time.

Those who keep quiet will be responsible for all those souls who will perish in ignorance.
All those who pray humbly the rosary will have the protection of heaven.
Those who are bound to die, I will help them die in peace, and they will be holy when they enter the other world.

I wish all my children to attend mass every first Friday and every first Saturday of each month;

to confess and receive Holy Communion; and in doing so, save the world from its TOTAL DESTRUCTION.

When the earth shakes no more, those who still do not believe in our Lord will perish in a horrible way.
The wind will bring gas and it will disperse it everywhere, then the sun will rise.


Maybe you will survive this catastrophe.
Do not forget that God's punishment is holy and
ONCE IT HAS STARTED YOU SHOULD NOT LOOK OUTSIDE, UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCE!!!!
GOD DOES NOT WANT ANY OF HIS GOOD CHILDREN TO SEE WHEN HE PUNISHES THE SINNERS.



All this encompasses with the writings of the Holy Scriptures.. ....
Read on the New Testament: Lucas 21- 5:121, 12:19, 20:20, 29:33

Letters of St Paul 3 - 8 - 14 Isaiah 40, 1:5:9.


You must understand that God allows all this to happen.

The Pope and Bishops are now awaiting another message that speaks about repentance and prayer.

Please remember that God's words are not a threat, but good news.


Please reproduce these pages and send them to all you know so we all can have the opportunity to repent and be saved.

We do not know if those receiving this message believe or not in GOD….

but just think that, if you are receiving this message it is for a good reason….

from God who created us and loves us so much.

Our Creator is giving us the chance to be saved, no matter what religion or creed we may be.

If you don't believe in this message, at least send it to others.

It costs you nothing.


To all those receiving it, they can have the opportunity to judge and decide for themselves.
Remember, we can avoid a great deal of evil if we practice the Commandments that Our Loving Father God gave us.

Just 10 simple ways, that if we all put into practice we can obtain God's pardon.

Amen.

Thursday, March 24, 2011

fpbl XD

business law test tomorrow! i know it's only 40 mcq but it's worth 20% of the entire unit! the exam covers the first three chapters and it's already kinda confusing and complicated to me. good thing it's like only mcq and it's not a written exam. y'know, if i get good grades, for this, i don't have to be so stressed for the next two exams. like seriously. and next saturday will be my accounting midterm! even scarier than this unit pls. why? cause i suck in accounts and i don't wanna fail! nobody does, i know but still. HAIHHH :( oh Lord, i need Thee to guide me through all that i'm facing and about to face.

and did i mention about my individual and group assignments? wtf i'm only done with one and i still have another like three more to do? and there's also a short presentation thingy for management in three weeks time and i don't think i have time to prepare at all. hopefully everything will be done and i can be free during free week! it's a good thing that free week is kinda late this semester. unlike previous semesters, i gotta work my ass off for exams and assignments during the short breaks. but this sem, i only gotta worry about what to wear for my graduation the week after the break! ohhh, i'm so excited!

lol i'm going too far from my point. so anyways, exam tomorrow afternoon. wish me luck people! *fingers crossed

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

the human nature.

You take for granted what you have and you can’t take it with you when you die. There is never enough and you will always want more. No matter how much you learn, no matter how much you earn, you are still yourself and exactly as close to the edge as where you began. And all you can ever learn is what you already know. You will always want to know what the ending is, but you can’t because you’re dead. Dear God, I’m on my knees before you. the words are on their knees. Ready to go. All the words. All the words. The ending is words.

- Go Now by Richard Hell

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

scary, isn't it?

Strange and mysterious things, though, aren’t they - earthquakes? We take it for granted that the earth beneath our feet is solid and stationary. We even talk about people being ‘down to earth’ or having their feet firmly planted on the ground. But suddenly one day we see that it isn’t true. The earth, the boulders, that are supposed to be solid, all of a sudden turn as mushy as liquid.

- Haruki Murakami

Sunday, March 20, 2011

happy birthday, june :D

the birthday girl and i :)


yeapp, this young lady in the picture above (left) turns 20 today! honestly speaking, getting to know her is one of the best thing that's happened to me last year. she's just the type of friend that i would love to have. although she can be quite "auntie" at times, but she's hardworking. at least she knows when to be serious and when not to. she's also quite very talkative. which is good cause sometimes when i don't have anything else to say, i can just listen to her talk all day. and boy, this girl can really complain too! sometimes, she can start talking from stepping into my car all the way until we've found a parking in campus and walking to class/cafe. no kidding. she can talk all day if there's nobody/nothing to stop her. HAHA. y'know, we've been classmates for two semesters now and it's our third one together this year. hopefully we'll be in the same class again next semester cause it'll be our last one together. why? reason being that we're both majoring in different things and well, there's just no connection between the units we'll be taking until final year. so yeah, we won't be classmates anymore after this year. but even so, i really really hope that we don't lose contact after next sem. things would definitely be really different without her around but i hope that we'll continue to be like how we are now, really good friends. :)

and before i end this post, i just wanna say: JUNE WONG, THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. AKU CINTA KAMU! & ONCE AGAIN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR :)

what is life?

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.

- Mother Teresa

Saturday, March 19, 2011

lemon!

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This is the latest in medicine, effective for cancer!
Read carefully & you be the judge.

Lemon *(Citrus*) is a miraculous product to kill cancer cells. It is 10,000 more stronger than chemotherapy!

Why do we not know about that? Because there are laboratories interested in making a synthetic version that will bring them huge profits. You can now help a friend in need by letting him/her know that lemon juice is beneficial in preventing the disease. Its taste is pleasant and it does not produce the horrific effects of chemotherapy. How many people will die while this
closely guarded secret is kept, so as not to jeopardize the beneficial multimillionaires large corporations? As you know, the lemon tree is known for its varieties of lemons and limes. You can eat the fruit in different ways: you can eat the pulp, juice press, prepare drinks, sorbets, pastries, etc... It is credited with many virtues, but the most interesting is the effect it produces on cysts and tumors. This plant is a proven remedy against cancers of all types. Some say it is very useful in all variants of cancer. It is considered also as an anti microbial spectrum against bacterial infections and fungi, effective against internal parasites and worms, it regulates blood pressure which is too high and an antidepressant, combats stress and nervous disorders. The source of this information is fascinating: it comes from one of the largest drug manufacturers in the world, says that after more than 20 laboratory tests since 1970, the extracts revealed that: It destroys the malignant cells in 12 cancers, including colon, breast, prostate, lung and pancreas. The compounds of this tree showed 10,000 times better than the product Adriamycin, a drug normally used chemotherapeutic in the world, slowing the growth of cancer cells. And what is even more astonishing: this type of therapy with lemon extract only destroys malignant cancer cells and it does not affect healthy cells.



i got the above information from an email and i think that's great (if it's 100% true)! i'd drink lemon juice everyday because of that. HAHA. and when life gives you lemons, be sure to eat/drink it up! :DD

Friday, March 18, 2011

FRIDAY!

rebecca black's friday is playing in my head over and over again. and it's friday today! wtf

LOL actually the song's not bad. very cute but somehow, i'm just not digging her voice. after like, two days of listening to her song, i still can't get used to her voice yet. it just sounds weird. sounds like she's singing while pinching her nose y'know. no offense but yeah, that's how it sounds. but still, the song is still very cute. i like the song! :)

anyways, i'm like friggen done with my management assignment! due date's on monday and earlier on i found out that it was postponed to next wednesday. and the best part about that? i don't have to friggen care at all cause i'm already done with it! YEAY! I CAN SLEEP EARLY TONIGHT! :DD

Thursday, March 17, 2011

already thursday!

seriously, i've been so busy and lazy lately that i don't even have time to update my blog. i don't wanna leave it un-updated though. maybe i'll login to post up some pictures or quotes. lol anyways, my assignment's due on monday and i gotta get it done before i go to campus tomorrow! hope that i can finish it like ASAP. and there's this thing about me is that whenever i've got assignments to rush, i start to become very sleepy and tend to sleep early. wtf i really really hate that habit and idk what to do about it. like the past few nights, i told myself it's either i don't sleep at night or i must wake up very early to complete it but i ended up sleeping more than usual. ughhh i have no future! :(

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

woebegone.

Have you ever in your life had hours, or days, or even weeks when all your ordinary activities provoked a rather agonizing discomfort, and when everything you usually consider important and worthwhile seemed silly and worthless? When you didn’t know what to do or where to turn? When you vaugely felt that somewhere, sometime, a desire transcending the sphere of earthly pleasure might be fulfilled, and you grew silent about everything around you the way a child brought up too strictly dares not express himself at all? When the spirit filled your heart with longing for an unknown something hovering everywhere you went, in transparent shapes that fled from closer scrutiny like an ephemeral dream? When you crept around with sad looks like a forlorn lover, and all the things you saw people doing in life’s gay, colorful tumult incited neither sorrow nor joy, as if you no longer belonged to this world?


- E.T.A Hoffmann, The Golden Pot

Sunday, March 13, 2011

i'm back!

and i'm back from my little "camping" trip with 70 other church members. it was a tiring trip for me although i didn't really do anything. from that trip, the thing i remember the most is getting bitten by mosquitoes/sandflies/bugs/idk what they are. OMG it's like sooooo itchy right now, i can't stop scratching. wtf seriously, i don't think i'm a jungle person at all. i cannot go to places like the jungle or the beach too much or i'd get bitten. funny thing is, out of all the 70+ people that went, i think i was the only one complaining. everyone else didn't say anything at all. or maybe they weren't bitten? very lucky wei!

lol anyways, we reached the place at about 4pm yesterday afternoon. sad enough, it was a rainy weekend but then again, the barbecue still went on. i went to join them quite late so most of the food were gone. except for the chicken wings and nuggets. lol my aunt made very delicious satay and all i had for dinner were lots of satay and nuggets. *now that explains that huge pimple on my chin * :\ that night after eating, my cousin stayed at my hostel and we were talking about stuffs until like, 1am? after that i went back to my room to watch some drama and went to sleep. i actually decided to not sleep but since everyone was sleeping quite soundly and it was raining, i decided to sleep as well. lol but then, i woke up at like 5.30am? we had to get ready by 6.30am to go gather in the hall to pray, then later take a group photo and went back to have breakfast.

halfway through breakfast, they announced that there will be a jungle tracking trip to niah cave. of course, i said no. i went already last year and i told myself it was my first and last. it was so so tiring and i just felt very miserable. then again, i did regret a little for not going all the way until the end of the cave. heard that there's lots of things to see there. things like ancient drawings on the cave walls and stuff like that. lol maybe, just maybe i might go tracking again in the future. but it gotta be with lots of people so i can talk to them and forget the tiredness of it. XD

Saturday, March 12, 2011

end of week two.

so i haven't blogged for the past two days. been kinda busy with assignments and stuff lately. HAIH and i'm like super tired too. idk why but these days, i keep feeling sleepy. is it because i didn't have enough sleep? or is it because i'm too stressed out? or just because i feel sleepy whenever there's work to do? lol either one, it doesn't change anything. i still have to do my assignments and the due date is not gonna be postponed. and you know what? i'll be out of town later today for a "camping" trip with 80+ other church members. will be back home on sunday and uhhh, i can't go online when i'm there! miserable much! especially when i've got an assignment to rush and i can't online. wtf i didn't wanna go on this trip actually but my mum was really hoping that i'd be going with them so yeah, i had no choice but to not keep her worried and say that i'll be going with them. hopefully this trip will be worth it. lol

oh and one thing. earthquake and tsunami hit japan yesterday afternoon! omg i was shocked. and my cousin, his wife and daughter went to japan last night. not sure what time their flight was though but i think that they've already reached japan maybe few hours ago. thank God that my mum informed me last night that the place my cousin, his wife and daughter went wasn't affected. y'know, all these disasters got me thinking. and my conclusion is that judgement day is coming very soon. think about it. natural disasters have been happening a lot in the past few years in places people least expected. this is all a sign from God. and yes, i'm very worried. i haven't repented at all. i'm still the sinner that i am. gosh let's just pray and hope that God will have mercy on us. :|

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

no strings attached.

boring boring day. had accounting tutorial in the morning and well, it was actually okay. had an indian tutor and no, it's not what you think. she doesn't have that much accent so 90% of what she said was still understandable. we did this swot thingy and that was it. our supposedly 1 1/2 hour tutorial became a 45 minute tutorial. i think i'll be attending more of her classes in the future. LOL then after her tutorial we went down town cause i needed to feed my car with petrol. ughhh money fly away just like that. sad. then after that we went to have bak kut teh! i think i ate too much. i was bloated all the way until i went to sleep. felt so uncomfortable you know? HAIH we came back to campus just in time to attend the business law seminar. and honestly, three hours is really long. unless the class i'm attending is like, ecs. and idk why but it was extra cold that afternoon. we were all literally freezing at the back for three hours. even during break time, annie and i had to go out to the car park and stand under the sun. XD and did i mention that i was friggen sleepy? my eyelids kept closing. lol very sleepy indeed. especially after eating so much. *makes me feel like a pig* but i'm still grateful to have alice as my lecturer. i mean, imagine if it were to be someone boring? i think i would've fallen asleep five minutes after class started. lol

after class, i went back home. just when i was turning into the street to my home, i saw daddy drive out from home. so i drove in and when i got down the car, i saw him reversing and calling me from the window. he was bringing my sister to see the doctor so i followed. after that we went to pick my mum and i told them i wanted to go boulevard to buy bag. which eventually i did. that silly bag cost me RM120 you know? i feel so poor now. anyways, after buying the things, we went back home and i went to create my blog. i mean, i already have a blog but this new one that i'm creating is for my bis 100 class. everyone was required to create a gmail account as well as a blog for that unit. i know, very -________-" right? the lecturer even mentioned that if we already have a blog, we can just give them our current blog address so we don't have to create a new one. and of course after hearing that, i decided to create another. i mean, why should i give her my current one right? so now, i got two blogs to maintain and i wonder how am i gonna do that. look at me. class started last monday and i've already been so busy. i don't update as often as i did last month and in january. there used to be a post everyday but now, it's like thrice a week? blehh. :\