Monday, October 15, 2007


its a MONDAY today. public holiday. school holiday. i was supposed to follow my dad's cousin to the Istana in Brunei but the plan was cancelled. *sigh* i really wanted to see the Brunei Sultan. he looks eng tao man. one of the most eng tao malay dudes in Miri and Brunei.
i woke up early today. went jogging with daddy and washed three cars. went to have breakfast at Dynasty and get my money for washing the cars :P
came back to rest a while and we're off to my cousin's house. my sister played there with my little nieces any by 11+am, we went for lunch at Han Palace. had dim sum. long time no eat that di.
hmmm then me and daddy went home after dropping mummy and vallamy at my cousin's house. and yes, they went there again.
we went over to my cousin's house at around three in the afternoon and drank the rojaks and drinks my cousin and mummy ta pao-ed.
daddy, my other cousin and i got bored so we decided to watch a movie in my cousin's mini cinema. when we got in, well as usual we didnt know what to watch. there were far too many dics. from what me and my cousin counted, there were at least 700 discs in the cupboard. excluding the ones in the living room :O
then finally daddy took out one cantonese comedy and we sat in the dark as the movie started. since there wasnt any subtitles, i felt like sleeping awhile. but the laughters of my cousin and daddy were far too loud for me to sleep so i jst sat there and watched the whole thing.
after the movie, they went out and i was left alone. i was kinda tired so i decided to take a short nap. well before that, i went to find some songs to play since the songs my cousin listened to were like totally weird different. i mean he listens to like jazz and thats alrights. but then he always got some weird cds hidden in his car and house. like those songs with music only or some that has people singing but theyre like in foreign languages =\
so i found this disc with songs from disney cartoons and i rested for like half an hour? then we were off to dinner. guess where we went? none other than the Korean Restaurant. i havent been there in ages. and i miss the food there. esp the beef thingy. the kimchi soup was kinda sour though.
got back by 8.30pm and im like so tired. well its getting late. gotta go sleep now. ciao~

Thursday, October 11, 2007


somehow; i jst feel like CRYING. dude its not wrong or anything. right? its jst that ive got the urge. the strong feeling to cry my eyes out cause of some stuffs. i sometimes wonder why in majority, only girls cry. what about guys? what do they do? well some do cry. but people who say guys that cry are sissy. and some refer them as macho dudes. what about you? what do you think? is crying right or wrong? why do people cry? i mean some people say they cry cause of some unkown reasons. but then it doesnt really make sense to me. like some small matter happens and they feel like crying. what the heck is with that anyways? btw, no offense to those who always cry cause im one of them too.

p/s: im jst curious about this thingy. nothing much.

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

panas and tired

well, the program pasca thingy started yesterday. it was alright. jst that i got leg cramps like at least five friggin times. ohmygosh. it was kinda boring though. i spent the whole afternoon at home and online online online until last night. i did stop for a while cause i went to boulevard to buy some things. we bought some food and a pair of sunglasses as a birthday present for daddy tmrw. it rained so heavily last night. it was really scary.
and then it was today. went to school as usual. jst this time we wore our pj shirts and didnt have to bring anything. and mandy didnt go to school today. so its only me michelle and ana. we went to the all first. mr lim talked for like an hour and he asked some of the classes to go to the football field for futsal. 'how nice', i thought. then the teacher announced that guys play today and the girls support. and was i glad to hear him say that. ai yin and priscilla was there too. then we were talking about skipping this thingy.
so we left the school at about 8.30am. we walked all the way to brighton. and while waiting for the two girls to eat, me and michelle had to look around jst in case marcus or patrick or brian would appear outta nowhere and catch us. after eating, we went to buy a pack of cards and went into ma baker to play. after 15 minutes or so, the lady working there halau-ed us out. so we had to go back. most of us didnt want to go back to school so we walked all the way to pak hok ling. on the way back, we had to like hide here and there in case anyone saw us. and damn was it funny. we were hiding at the bustops, behind bushes and trees, cars and also the school's gate wall.
when we reach pak hok ling, priscilla ordered a can of chrysanthemum tea and i finished the whole carton of chrysanthemum tea and my stomach was filled with liquid. it was kinda boring there at first and we all decided to sleep rest awhile. we played some songs using ai yin's phone and we were playing blackjack and tortoise. the tortoise game was fun. whoever that lost had to kiss the cheek of someone from the table or the lady at the counter. ana lost in the first round so she kissed me. then second round priscilla kissed ai yin and third round ana kissed michelle. then the last round, i LOST. ohmg. so i went to kiss ana and we played heartattack. after like 5 minutes of playing we went back to school.
it was so hot and tiring. suddenly, michelle saw her car parking there. so she and ana climbed into school and me ai yin and priscilla continue walking to the bustop. when ana went back, i stood there and watch ai yin and priscilla chasing and shouting at each other. they kept on laughing and laughing. hahaha HILARIOUS. the girls and some dudes at the side kept watching them play.
then my car came and i went home. woooo. i think i became darker && redder too =\

Saturday, October 6, 2007

wasnt such a good day after all

went to Brunei today. it was supposed to be a fun trip where i get to take my mind off the things thats been happening in my life lately. but *sigh* i guess i was wrong. it didnt turn out much as i expected. i was crying the whole day. i was hoping that this would be a fun trip since i havent been to brunei since August and i sure do miss that place alot.
i cried a while after i woke up. i cried on the way to pick daddy up. i cried on the way to brunei. i cried in the car while waiting for daddy. i cried on the way back home. actually, hes the only person who can make me cry right on the spot. and he doenst even need to scold me. jst raise his voice and i'll cry liao lu. but this time, i dont even have to see him. talking about him or jst hearing his name made me cry today. *HUGE sigh* cry cry cry. cry so much for what i also dont know. so sienzzz.
btw, im also glad about one thing. i got to drink my KING SIZED WATERMELON JUICE. the price is ever so reasonable and its nice. so worth it man. anyone who goes to Brunei must go to TEO POI HOON located in Kiulap. the everything there is worth eating/drinking and it aint that expensive (:
and one more thingy. you know the song All Out Of Love by Air Supply? well, this song is then sung by Westlife and Delta Goodrem. i prefer this version much better lah. its highly recommended by me.

Friday, October 5, 2007

so called 'darurat' telahpun dibubarkan

WOOHOO~ THE EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER. I REPEAT, THE EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER !! ohmg. i cannot believe it. its MERDEKA for all form3 students all over Malaysia. our current sufferings and problems are GONE. no more worrying about exams or studies until NEXT YEAR. yeay !! but then, *BIG BIG sigh* we all hafta go back to school, starting MONDAY. 8th October 2007. and i thought my holidays have jst started. but im like so so wrong. we got this PASCA PROGRAM thingy until November? dammit. aihh. well at least, we dont need to study lah. hehs and btw, im so freaking glad and not so glad. ummm glad cause the war of PMR has jst ended and not so glad cause the discipline teacher said that if we do NOT go to school for the whole month starting monday, then next year when we go to form4 we hafta RE-apply. sooo mafan man. *frowns* i cant highlight my hair anymore. i cant go have breakfast with daddy and mummy anymore. i cant stay at home all morning and do nothing but watch tv sleep or online. i cant go out in the morning with my friends. i cant this. i cant that. aaarrrgggghhhh !!

Thursday, October 4, 2007

its gonna end soon

WOOTS (: PMR is gonna end tmrw. ohmg. i cant wait man. at 9.31am 5th october 2007 we're all gonna be so freeee~ everyones so gonna shout their lungs out for its MERDEKA for all form3 students in Malaysia. and then everyones gonna go celebrate and hang out till the break of dawn. lols i cant wait to go Brunei and go out and go highlight my hair. hopefully things will turn out right though we still have to go school until November ):
but still, my stress will be gone for the time being. and i wont have to go so emo-ish anymore. ahahaha. btw, i havent blog for like almost two weeks. hehs nothing much happened though. hmmmm. these few days were okay. got PMR and like not much fun going on bah. need to study study study. well its geography tmrw. not that important anyways.
well, im off to study now. i'll blog again tmrw. AFTER THE FINAL EXAM.