20th february

five years ago, i was very naive. i was stubborn and didn't know better. i had this huge crush on this guy whom i actually liked a lot. i liked him for a few years i think. he used to have this smile which i would describe as the 1000-killer-watt-which-melts-my-heart smile or something like that. lol he was a good friend of my cousin's and we were in the same school. he's like four years older than me. oh gosh, looking back i really feel that i was very very dumb back then. but hey, at least there's something to laugh about now that i'm much older and uhh, matured. :P