당신은 뜨거운이 그림에 보이는 .
나는 당신을 사랑합니다 .
나는 당신이보고 싶습니다 ...

a very nice song :)

在这深夜里
多想说爱你
不知道该从那说起
屏幕的那头是熟悉的你
而现在出现了距离

好想认识你从上辈子起
每天晚上有我陪着你
爱你在心里我从未提起
在此刻我要告诉你

没有钱你会爱我吗?
简单的一句话
没有钱你会爱我吗?
我愿做个傻瓜
没有钱你会爱我吗?
真心的一句话
没有钱你会爱我吗?
我想听听你的回答

lmaoooo ~
you have to watch the video above.
its really very LOL.

Mdm Lee is officially back. omg
but i wasnt in class this morning when she was teaching.
went to play Maths Magic.
speaking of that, hopefully my group will at least get top 3.
the results will be out on Monday.
really nervous about it lo.

oh yea, i went Parkson awhile with my parents after extra class.
mummy brought my clothes along so i could change.
lol was having a problem changing baju actly
but luckily daddy went into the basement thr
so nobody was around to see. LOL
saw auntie Margaret and uncle Eugene there with their son.
omg his son de hair is so long and straight(not sure got straighten or not).
wooots, i want hair like his lo.
oh and i met Siew Ung there with her younger brother and mum.
less than 5 minutes later, Ai Yin and Priscilla came walking up to us.
lol and i thought that i might not meet anyone familiar today,
who knows so many people were there.
oh oh and we saw mummy's friend too.
the very eng dao one. omg
hes still as eng dao as the last time(about 4 or 5 years ago?) i saw him.
i love his light brown eyes alot and he looks abit like ang mo also.


anyways, exams is on monday and i havent even touched my books yet.
goshh, i feel soooooooo lazy right now :(

i like school today.
why? because no need study :P

first two periods were photo taking and singing sessions.
most of my classmates were busy taking pics of/with Miss Jocelyn.
its like her last day with us today. omg
so sad bah and like Mdm Lee is coming back to teach TOMORROW.
isnt that a lil bit too soon? :(
not that i dont like her or anything,
its jst that we're all gonna miss Miss Jocelyn sooooo much.
i still remember the first day she came into class.
she was really quiet lo.
and her voice was very very soft.
oh and shes really cute also. haha
everytime she comes to class,
shes like always smiling and she never shows her angry face.

anyways, science fair was from 3rd period all the way until 7th period.
so after everything was done, we went back to class for the last two periods.
but everyone was busy doing their own stuffs so i went over to S3.
spent the last two periods taking pics with Miss Jocelyn again.
and also trying to take pictures of Vincent was fun too :D

we're gonna miss youuuuuu :(

i am friggen happy at the moment :D :D :D

i cant believe that i finally found the title of that song i love so much !!
i am sooooo happy until idk what to write anymore.
omg all i can say is that iiiiii aaaaammmmmm hhhaaaapppppppppyyyyyyyyy !!
happy happy happy!
gembira gembira gembira!!
开心开心开心!!!
woooooooo, i feel hyper. LOL


anyways,
i shouldnt have brought my school bag to school today.
really wasting my energy carrying it lo
cause i didnt study at all ==
this morning the moment i put my bag in class,
i had to run over to the Chapel for Mass.
then went back to class but we didnt study cause teacher wasnt in.
then half an hour later i went for photography duty.
expected to go back to class after taking some shots
but who knew the whole class had to go to the hall to watch the quiz thingy.
and that was until recess.
after recess, i still had photography duty.
then i went back to class cause got chemistry
but then ive already learnt that the day before at tuition. lol
half an hour before class ended,
i went for another, yes another photography duty(3rd time today).
after duty, it was already the gerko meeting.
then in the afternoon, extra class was sej and physics.
as usual, we didnt listen during sej at all.
then physics, jst discuss 3 Qs and we were all done.
lol its a long and tiring but fun and free day.

ohh and science fair is tmr.
not gonna study also.
but then exams coming soon lah. omg

jst a short recap on what happened during the weekends.
so there wasnt any school on Saturday.
was reaaaaaaaally veeeeeeeery happy lo
UNTIL Saturday morning when i woke up at 6.30am
and cannot go back to sleep anymore.
wth.. how kasian is that?
and i thought i can at least sleep until 8am.
*lets out a sigh*
but at least there wasnt any sunday school yesterday.
lol and we went to Brunei, yes again.
we even went up to Bandar :D
saw the Generation 4 of Odyssey at The Mall too.
woooosh, memang cantek bah that car.
i love the front lights alot.
it looks jst like the 3rd Generation but this is much prettier.

see, pretty right?

btw, i jst realized that i have many unexpected ppl reading my blog.
one of them is my err aunt(?). lol
we went to her house in Brunei yesterday ma,
then we were talking2 then she suddenly said
"Vivian 啊，你们的家。。。etc. 我那天看到你的BLOG...etc"
i was like wth.. she read my blog AND she had to mention it in front of my parents.
LOL not that thrs any secret in my blog or anything,
its jst that i havent showed mummy my blog yet ==


ｐｓ：ｍａｔｈｓ　ｍａｇｉｓ　ｉｓ　ｔｍｒ！　ｉ　ｄｏｎｔ　ｒｅｍｅｍｂｅｒ　ｈｏｗ　ｔｏ　ｐｌａｙ　ｉｔ　ｌａｈ．
ｐｐｓ：ｓｃｉｅｎｃｅ　ｆａｉｒ　ｉｓ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｔｈｕｒｓｄａｙ！
ｐｐｐｓ：ｅｘａｍｓ　ｓｔａｒｔｓ　ｎｅｘｔ　ｍｏｎｄａｙ！
ｐｐｐｐｓ：ｓｅｅ　ｍｙ　ｆｏｎｔ？　ｃｏｏｌ　ｅｈ？　ａｈａｈａｈａ．　ｌｏｌ

and its 20th February once again.
3 years ago, i shall never forget.
that sweet smile of yours,
i shall remember it for the rest of my life...



ANYWAYS,
i dont like how the weather's been lately.
if it doesnt rain, then its super hot
and if its not super hot, then its raining heavily.
i mean, wth is wrong with the weather?
cant it jst be cloudy and windy?
im really tired of the sickening weather.
if it continues like to be that way next week,
i think i'll need to bring a bathing towel to school.
to wipe off my sweat when its super hot,
and anywhere wet when it rains.


ps: exams are coming soon. oh nooooooooo ~

only you can make me smile :)

V

Rules:

It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.Have fun!

1. What is your name? Vivian

2. A four letter word: VAIN

3. A boy's name: Vincent

4. A girl's name: Vallamy

5. An occupation: Vet

6. A color: Violet

7. Something you wear: veil

8. A food: Vegetable

9. Something found in the bathroom: VEET !

10. A place: Venezuela

11. A reason for being late: vroom vrooom until the wrong place?

12. Something you shout: viaaaaaaaaaaan !

13. A movie title: V for Vendetta

14. Something you drink: vico

15. A musical group: Vengaboys

16. A street name: Vine St.

17. A type of car: Volkswagen

18. A song title: Viva Forever - Spice Girls

19. A verb: veer?


im tagging anyone who wants to do this. lol

i am lost.
i feel hopeless.

KAO !
to think i wanted to change the way i think of you.
heck no, it was a huge mistake.
i dont like you at all.
and i never ever will. okay?

omg sth is very wrong with me.
i cant think properly,
i cant cocentrate on anything,
im hopeLESS.
"whats wrong with me? wro-o-ong with me... lalala" (continues with the Lee Hom song)
lol anyways, exams is coming reaaaaaal soon.
and im still clueless about uhh, everything?
minggu sains, matematik dan alam sekitar is jst next week.
add on with the unfinished homeworks and assignments.
omg im gonna be busy busy busy.


OMG I JST REMEMBERED THAT I'LL BE HAVING MY BM ORAL TMRW.
AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVENT EVEN STARTED WRITING THE SCRIPT.
SCREW THE USELESS BM SUBJECT. GOSH !

Happy Valentine's Day :)

yes, its a day for all the couples to celebrate
and the singles to either continue to stay single
or go out and search for their other half. lol
well, its another normal valentine's for me again this year.
nothing special about it lor.
only the fact that thrs school today
and i had to wake up friggen early. omg
but at least school ended at 12pm.
sure many students didnt get to go pakto today. haha


ps: again, i'd like to wish everybody, happy vday!

i love the dancing cows in Toys World !
anyone buy one for me?
i want the one with the song by Groove Coverage.
omg its really cute lo.
went there with Chriss and Allan after lunch on wednesday.
yes, that explains why i was late for extra class
and why kena rotan the next day.
anyways, i saw the cow before actly but i never knew it could dance and sing.
hahaha you all should go see and try it out.


yes, its me singing with the silly cow ==
theres another few at the other side.
and they all had diff dance moves. LOL
ohh and huge RM269 patrick the dog is very very adorable.
i like it very much too. haha

btw, look at this very sohai amoi below.

LMAOOOO ~

its Friday the 13th !
aaaaaaaaand, its one day after my birthday. LOL
anyways, there is school tomorrow. omg
the government is evil to not let us have one week of school holidays during CNY.
its a really important occasion what? *sigh*

omg i totally forgot to post about one thing.
i had this horrible, terrible and very miserable nightmare last night.
i dreamed that there were people at my house.
then got this girl sitting on the sofa near the window thr.
suddenly she told me the most shocking thing ever.
you know what she said? omg
she told me my darling Joe has become a MUSLIM.
he even had a malay name.
it was Zheng Yuan Chang ABDUL SYED.
apuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ~
the moment i heard that name,
ngam2 my phone rang and i woke up.
it was 3 minutes pass midnight.
goshh i couldnt believe i even had this kind of dreamnightmare.
ngaiti, why ever did i have this dream ??
*lets out a big sigh* why oh why.



ps: no offense about the muslim part. its jst that im still very shocked with this nightmare of mine. AND the fact that he became muslim in my dream, i hope it'll never happen lo.

생일 축하합니다 !

i am officially 17 today.
after waiting for soooo long,
today has finally arrived.
and i'll be driving reaaaal soon then :D

thanks alot to those who wished me happy birthday today.
be it thru phone, face to face or comment.
and i received an extra birthday cake this year.
its from my dearest 干爸爸 in Kuching.
really appreciate it :)
and also the hong baos ive received, thank youuuu !


also i'd like to wish some other people happy belated birthday.

3rd February - Grace
4th February - Amy
5th February - Nadia
6th February - Sheila, Chris
8th February - Ivan
9th February- Maznah
10th February - Roland, Numese(not sure how its spelled)

and today,

12th February - ME(of course lol), Vivian(a girl with the same name, same birthday and same birth year as me. ps: her surname sounds exactly like mine too. hers is Yii and mine is Lee. hahaha), Flora and Gwen.



ps: i kinda feel really old now.

i cant believe i missed add maths extra class today.
lol supposed to be sejarah so i decided to go in abit later
but who knew, i ended up going into class at 3.25pm :O
lol anyways, ive finally received the pics from last Saturday's gathering.
not much pics were taken though. haha

내 인생이 떨어져 다시 떨어지고있다 .
모든 잘못이다 .
내가 불평하고 싶지 , 하지만 아무도 듣고 싶어
나는 울고 싶은데 어깨가없습니다.
이제 더 이상 무엇을 할 수 있습니까?


ps: 배고프다 !

so i havent been blogging lately.
IM REALLY LAZY. LOL

anyways, Happy Chap Goh Meh everyone !!
i cant believe it, its finally the last day of CNY.
soooooo fast right? omg
i havent even finished bai nian-ing and collecting hong baos ler.
*sigh* have to wait for another year then.

btw, i got sunburnt.
omg how can i be so careless?
cause there was this gathering at Taman Awam.
then like i was rushing to go there and i forgot to put on sun block. :O
i am officially dark, black, or whatever color it is to define fugly skin color.

not only that, i got a super huge headache today.
i thought i was gonna die... NOT.
and i did not go to school(and extra class) today.
so this morning we went to visit my cousin's wife at Columbia Asia.
she was gonna give birth at 6.30am but then it delayed until around 8.15am like that.
about 45 minutes later, her baby boy was born.
didnt get to see him clearly though.
this time, her 4th child, the name is Joel.
Joel as in Joule, not Jo-el.
was kinda surprised she named him Joel
cause i was expecting for another unique name this time.
you see, her oldest child is Faryl, 2nd is Enya and 3rd is Ciaran(pronounced Ki-ron).
nice right those names? haha.

after that i went to see Dr. Roy.
he said that if my condition worsens, i might need to go Kch for checkup.
hopefully no need to go lo.
i dont wanna be sick and i dont wanna leave my home. omg


ps: in my previous post i mentioned that i HATE ___. okay so maybe the word hate is abit too harsh so jst take it as dislike. it sounds better that way. lol
pps: 3 more days.
ppps: i still havent received the pics so cant post it up yet.
pppps: i want Joeeee <3

i hate everything about SMK St. Joseph.

ive been thinking alot last night
and the night before.
now, im coming down with a conclusion
which is this ---> my life is meaningless.
so, i dont have to try and make it as
perfect as i wish it to be anymore.
and i'll jst try to play my part in life
and well, try to do what i can do.
at least try my best in whatever im
going to overcome in the future.

*looks around*
its already 2009 and i still
havent completed my new year's
resolution yet.
haha i know what you guys are
thinking. lol
i do have my resolutions k?
its jst that i havent finish writing it
cause like i wanna make a long one.
with many meaningful resolutions
and this time, i wanna achieve it all.
yes, you heard me right.
by this year end, i want to cancel out
all the resolutions that i have done.
no more delays and "oh i forgot to do this"
or "this is too hard for me. maybe next year"
no no no. i dont want anymore of this.
since its my final year in high school,
i'd wanna make things right jst this time.
no more messing up(doubt that i can do that)
im gonna try my best.
eventhough i can already predict that
in December, theres at least 3 undone resolutions.
lol so people, help me jia you? ahahaha.


ps: 9 more dayssss.

school started today.
extra class started today too.
what a tiring day.
theres no extra class tmr
but i have tuition.
pfffffft.


난 비참하게 느낀다.
지금은 토요일 아침에 일어 나 자고 싶어.
어이쿠 ! 나는 울고 싶은 심정.
내 머리가 아파요 .
여하튼, 지금 난 혼자 일종의 느낌.
나도 지겨워 같아요.
난 더 나은 오늘 일찍 자고.
안녕히 주무세요 !