i feel so _______.
i dont know how to explain this feeling of mine at the moment.
突然好想哭。
其实我已经好久没有这种感觉了。
不懂为什么现在会这样。
i cant go online at the moment
and all i can do is drown myself with jiwang songs.
omg as bad as it sounds,
i even have to type this out in Notepad.
will only paste it in my blog when i can actly go online.
i mean, how kasian am i?
apuuuuuuu ~

lol so the above was written last night.
i am soooooo miserable right now.
everytime i sit in front of the comp,
need to try my luck and see whether can online or not.
jst like ppl in the casino trying their luck to win big cash ==
kasian much pls? hahaha

anyways, someone finally went to ss today.
BUT hor, aiyah you go read her blog laa.
haha but i did manage to take a very nice picture lo.

cant really see the "E" but its still nice right? :P

and and today is the last day of the holidays.
very very sad about it lo :(
i want more holidays baaaaaa.
i dont wanna go back school and face pressure again everyday.
haihh hopefully i'll get over everything soon.
and then i'll be relaxing for a few months.


ps: 난 널 정말 많이 울고 싶은 기분 , 하지만 절대 그럴 수 없어요 .내가 너무 많은 문제를 겪고 오전 , 난 그냥 뭘해야할지 잘 모릅니다 :( :( :(