a real man

Every girl needs a man; not necessarily the hottest one, but the one that's clumsy and crazy and always makes you smile even with tears in your eyes. The kind that will treat you right as well as others; the kind that has enough respect for himself, family, and others; the one that will change for you to just be with you. The kind that searches for you with his heart, the kind that can be trusted alone with a room full of many other beautiful ladies, the kind that won’t cheat on you cause he knows he’s got all he wants and needs already, the kind that’s willing to be your friend and lover, the kind that doesn’t mind calling early in the morning to say good morning and late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning and tell you a good night story or talk to you until you fall asleep. That kind that will do anything for you, even if it’s just to buy your favorite kind of candy. The kind that will defend and fight for you, the kind that won’t ditch you for his friends when you need him the most, the kind that won’t leave you lonely and wondering. The kind that isn’t afraid to smile to his friends every time you’re around and tell them, “She’s the one.” The kind of guy that is so proud to be yours. The kind that has an amazing family that you feel at home with. You know, the kind of guy that is your best friend, but the only person you could ever see yourself with at the same time. The kind that would love you for everything that you are, for real, not just say it like everyone else always does. The kind that appreciates you for the things to do for him, even if they’re small gestures. The kind that actually thanks you for the little love notes you leave him, the kind that is willing to wait for you when you’re falling behind, the kind that will actually open the door for you, take you out on dates once in a while and buy you flowers cause it’s a Wednesday. The kind that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him, the kind that reminds you that he loves you and that he’s happy with you in case you forget. The kind that kisses your forehead when you’re down, the kid that tells you to be strong and not to cry, the kind that will go through think and thin with, and for you, the kind that just loves you for who you are. That kind of man, that’s the kind you keep.

- runawaytrain/s-isforserena/ninetyninestepstoforever :)

FIFA World Cup 2010

the FIFA World Cup 2010 is officially over. sad much. kinda regret not watching every single one of the matches. out of all 64 matches, i think i only watched like 5 full matches and the rest i just watched the replays or highlights only. well, regret also no use cause the next time i'll be watching it is 4 years later. so yeah, one month of football, ended just like that. pretty fast huh? and i haven't even finished enjoying droolingwatching the guys kicking it. a little too bad that the World Cup started about a week and a half before my finals. if not, i would've spent more time watching it. :(

i remember four years ago it was during camp that FIFA was going on and we were staying at Curtin Villa that time. i still remember the guys going nuts over Germany. yeaaaah, all i heard was Germany here, Germany there, Germany this Germany that. so all this while in my mind, when people talk about FIFA, the first thing that came to my mind was of course Germany. and i assumed that Germany was a strong team. guess what? i wasn't wrong. Germany was a strong team and it still is.

honestly, i haven't really been serious about watching FIFA until that very match between Germany and England. OH EM GEE! two strong countries going against each other? well, i like both teams but of course i supported England more. main reason is cause Beckham is there. *giggles* but then, Beckham was not kicking this year due to some injury. yes, its a very sad case but what can we do right? just hope that i'll be seeing him again four years later in his football tee. :D so okay, that night i sat on the couch and watched the entire match. everything was okay at first until Lampard was going to shoot and GOAAAAAAL *crowd screams* uh oh! *jeng jeng jeng* GOAL DENIED! wtf?! like hello, the ball went pass the line you blind referees. it just bounced out again and the goalkeeper caught it. BUT IT WENT PAST THE FRIGGIN LINE. DID YOU NOT SEE THAT? ughhh! my gosh, and after that lots of ngiao ji Germany supporters started to appear especially in facebook. wth? so ngiao ji for what? =.= and then i started to dulan Germany and their lansi supporters. and every game after that involved Germany, i was hoping the opposing teams would win. but sadly, one match after another, Germany kept winning. until last week, when it was going against Spain. at the 73rd minute, Puyol scored! wooooooo ~ i was soooo happy i was literally screaming and jumping in the living room. thank goodness noone heard me.

anyways, Spain won and were moving to the finals. NOT Germany. i was happy. then on the day of the Final match, which was like 9 hours ago, it was Spain against Netherlands. another team that i kinda disliked. why? cause they thrashed Brazil in the quarterfinals. soooo sad. so i was secretly hoping Spain would win when i told people i wasn't gonna support any team. but aihh, the results were out, and it's impossible for me to not have any reaction towards the match right? so yeah, GO GO GO ESPANA! :DD i was finally satisfied. i mean, first they thrashed Germany in the semi-finals and then Netherlands in the finals. i was indeed very glad. and yes, i was screaming and jumping again in the living room and nobody heard me. i think XD

and now its finally over. no more FIFA until the next four years im not really a fan of football but it was all worth watching. i got excited, disappointed, nervous, and dulan throughout the FIFA season. and i also gained some benefits from watching this football. wanna know what it is? well, its obviously that i get to drool over so many hot guys. XD those footballers are omfgly drool-able. i mean some of them. there are lots of cute ones but my three favorite ones Kaka, Beckham and Gerrard. OMG hot hot hot *drools* BUT sad enough, all three of them are married. D: sad daooooooo. why are most of footballers married? whyyyyy? not only them, Villa and Torres are also married, and Ozil is engaged. no need to say the footballers that i like lah hor. even footballers like 21-year-old Muller got married last year. D: apuuuuuuuu ~ :(

Kristen Stewart

I think Kristen Stewart's really pretty.

Look at her in the Twilight series. She looks awesome in every one of the movies. I haven't watched Eclipse yet but I'm sure she'll be looking pretty hot :) LOL I sound kinda lesbian-ish but I'm not. I'm just somehow kinda really attracted to her. She has a pretty face and I like her voice too! HAHA. I like how she looks in Twilight but then, I haven't seen her act in any other movies before. Well, I googled some of her pictures and there are some pictures of her with blonde hair, which in my opinion, is nice but doesn't really suit her. She looks much better being a brunette. Red, brown or black, she's pretty with those hair colors. Oh and did I mention that she has pretty eyes too? She's very fair as well and and she's got this stunning smile. *3 seconds of silence* Gosh, I realize that I've been talking so much about her and that makes me excited about going to watch Eclipse this weekend. Yeah, I'm somehow more excited to see her than the other two actors. But seriously, if I were to be a guy, I'd definitely have a crush on her. HAHAHAHA. Anyways, go take a look at the pictures below and tell me what you think.

Very pretty, huh? :P

watched Teen Cribs on MTV just now and i must say those kids are effing rich. today they showed a dude, k.j. and hes like 18 years old(my age). his housemansion is like omfg-ly huge. i wish i had a house like that. *drools* (who doesn't? silly wish) what's more, that humongous house is right beside the beach. they even have a little path that connects the house straight to the beach. the view is so pretty. there's even a mini jacuzzi, swimming pool, basketball and tennis courts, even a space beside the pool for a little football(not soccer) game. cool huh? then in the house, they have this media room to watch movies and a game room to play pool and poker. their bedrooms and toilets and living rooms are equally pleasing to my eyes. oh oh and i don't know how many stories is their house but they have a pretty elevator in the house! OMG OMG i so want an elevator in the house. they don't even need to take the stairs. that dude has a 15 year old brother and their parents look cool. and guess what the mum said at the end of the tour around their house? she was like "we want the best for our children. we want them to love our house, we want to give them good memories. their friends like to hang around at our place and im fine with it. at least they're hanging out with their friends at home, and it's better than having them facing the computer all day." i want a beautiful and comfortable home for my kids too in the future but i guess it's more than impossible. those are like multi-millionaires and they're living in America.

why are ang mohs so friggin rich?! i want to know whyyyyyyyy! D:

A Girl's Guide to Being Beautiful

There is one moment in each day when you are completely in control of your own destiny. It is the moment you first open your eyes in the morning, the instant first thought of the day skitters through your brain. That very first thought sets the mood for the rest of the day. In the wee hours of the morning, you can decide whether to embrace a life as an ally or to declare war on the world.

If you give in to your inner demons and give in to the latter, you can bid being beautiful farewell. Nobody looks good in a war. Beauty goes hand in hand with happiness, love and peace. Even if you are not completely happy with your physical appearance, if you can posses those last three traits, you will be beautiful.

Kayla Knopp

out out out.

it was a pretty tiring and hot day yesterday. went out the entire morning and afternoon. Regina came back few weeks ago but i only got to meet her yesterday. Siew was the driver of the day since i did not have any car to drive. went to alot of places, which started off at Siew's house and ended at Regina's house.

and i woke up a little too early in the morning. i woke up at 6am! D: the sun wasnt even entirely out yet. gosh but then i got to have breakfast with daddy and mummy. walao eh, so huai nian the times i used to eat breakfast with the two of them last time, especially on the days when i did not go to school. we had breakfast at the little stall at the roadside around krokop there. omg i love the kueh tiaw there. sooo yummy. daddy brought us there cause he knew i liked the place and i hardly ever have breakfast with them anymore lately. aww so nice of him hor? HAHA. anyways, about 5 minutes after we reached that place, a group of about 10 guys came. apuuuuuu these people, talk so loudly. one of them look okay lor but then his tattoos were ugly. LOL anyways, back to the story. so daddy dropped me at Siew's house at around 8.30am and we left to pick Regina and off to school. we went around the place looking for parking for so long. went round and round at least three rounds before finding a spot behind the shophouse, next to a dustbin =.= i mean like, of all the place, WHY BESIDE A DUSTBIN. @@ walao eh. if i was driving, i would've parked much nearer, or even better outside the school. who cares if im blocking anyone. just as long as its nearer and doesn't stink. oh and the competition was held at the basketball court. the place was friggin hot. AND I FORGOT TO APPLY SUNBLOCK! WTH how could i have forgotten such an important thing? ugh i dislike myself. and before the competition ended, i was already using half a pack of tissue so i went off to the Noodle House with Regina first to have a glass of drink. the others came right after the competition ended, which was like 20 minutes after we arrived at the kopitiam? 讲真，i kinda really miss this kopitiam. it brings back memories of the last few months of form 5. when we skipped assembly or during SPM, we would go over there to eat. and the Lemon Peng is sooo nice. i told the lady to add more lemon and it made the drink even tastier. wooooh ~ f.y.i. im not a fan of lemons, just lemon peng nia. XD but hor, the Teh C Peng wasn't that nice. :( should've ordered two glass of Lemon Peng instead D:

oh oh we went back to St Joe as well. and the first familiar teacher that i saw was Charlton Brian! still bald, still cute. OMG HAHAHAHA LOL we met some other teachers there too. but the weird thing was, when we went pass the classes, no teacher could be seen in any of the classes. O_O wonder where did the teachers go. it was around 11.30am when we finished our tour around the school so we went outside to try our luck and see if the car that sells lots of food and stuff at the opposite bus station was there and sad enough, it wasn't. so sad pls. T_T i was really hoping they'd be there cause i miss the lemon ice stick sooooo much. *sigh* no luck for us so we went to Tanjung and played for a while then head to Boulevard for lunch. after lunch we went back to Regina's place and hung around until about 4.20pm then we left.

and idk why i was sooo tired that i sleep very very early last night. then this morning i woke up with a hugeass headache. and until now(2.30pm) my head still hurts. gosh hope i'll recover very soon. i hate headaches :(

annoying orange annoyed by another orange

finally, the orange gets to be annoyed by other oranges. i know this is an old video but i like it alot. i tend to watch it every now and then(okay, maybe not that often LOL) when im bored. XD

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im uhh, back?

i have good news! *drumrolls for about 3 minutes* ... and i am back to blogging. :D isnt that great? o.O i think not. LOL but its the semester break and i am friggin bored at home so yeah, i'll be blogging to kill time. :)

still, ive been neglecting my blog for two main reasons, which the first one with me being too busy with school stuffs(projects, assignments, always in school/no time for blog, etc etc) and the second reason is because im plain lazy. besides, there's arent much stuff for me to blog about also. not to mention that my english is downgrading! OMG i know i know, its like a super sad thing. i dont want it to happen but it just do. i hardly speak english anymore. its chinese everywhere. sad daoooooo. i want to go for english lessons! :( :(

anyways, *sound of the wind(woooooosh)* i dont have anything to blog about lo actually. but i'll still be blogging for the sake of blogging, trying to earn some money and also to kill boredom. i think my upcoming posts will be about super boring or uninteresting stuff about me and my not-so-amazing life. D:

so until my next post, TOODLES! :P

sad sad.

i attended my cousin's wedding dinner a few nights ago at boulevard restaurant. it wasnt anything special and it didnt feel like a family wedding at all cause idk, we're not very close anymore? but this wedding did interest me a tiny little bit. why? because this was not my cousin's first but his second wedding instead. yeah, this dude was getting married the second time. his previous wedding failed because (i think la cause i never know the real reason behind it) of the too early marriage as his ex-wife gave birth to my nephew when she was just fourteen. that time, he was about uh twenty? O_O sorry but i seriously do not know his age. anyways, back to the point. as far as i know, his ex-wife is now 25 and my nephew is 11(primary 5). and from what i heard, my nephew never really got a good childhood. he lives with his grandparents (my aunt and uncle) and the mum would visit him sometimes when she is free. as for the father, i have no friggin idea of his whereabouts and what he does.

but whats even more interesting about the wedding night was this. there were a few tv's showing the slideshow of pictures of the bride and bridegroom taken in the studio. from the pictures, it can be concluded(LOL) that the bride is a chubby lady. well, the bridegroom isnt thin himself. he somehow grew fatter over the years. and and here is the interesting part. halfway through, the MC announced the arrival of the two VIPs. the moment the door opened, the two of them walked in to the dinner hall and straight up to the stage(or was it to their seats. either one cause i dont remember. HAHA) and then i noticed that the bride was a little more than just chubby. i wanted to ask my mum but she was too busy talking to my other aunts who were sitting with us. =.= so the dinner went on with food and karaoke sessions. and while eating, i overheard my aunt telling my mum that the bride was six months pregnant. WTF?! no wonder she was looking so *ahem*. apuuuu i mean like, again? if this is first time, i'll keep quiet. but the second time? wth, im speechless yet i still want to talk about it. gosh

and another thing, that lady, my cousin-in-law. she looks kinda really familiar and at first, she gave me the feeling that she was a nice person and all. but after listening to the "stories" going around the table between my aunts, it seemed that the lady didnt want my nephew to be at the wedding dinner. my goodness. give him a break la. hes just a kid, a mere 11-year-old. even attending his father's wedding is also wrong? come on, doesnt she at least have a heart or something? it was heartbreaking for me to know about this. felt going over to my nephew and give him this huge motherly-sisterly-auntily(o.O) hug. i feel soooooo sorry for the poor child. hes still so young and innocent. she cant just do this to him. i know she's his wife and all but please la, at least give the boy some freedom. and then i heard that he left after the fourth dish? omg and i did notice that when the bride and bridegroom came in, the boy used both hands to cover his face. they said he was afraid of being seen at the dinner? OMG sooooooo sad la. poor boy, he shouldnt be treated this way. :( if its possible, i'd hope to get the chance to be his mummy for a day. i'll bring him out to play and buy him food and what not(s). its gonna be fun to have a son seven years younger than me. HAHA.



p/s: all of the above was written based on my opinion and views only as i do not know the entire story. i just write what i think and how i feel about this topic. if it is too sensitive, then sorry, please exit this blog ASAP. LOL

ooh la la

here are some cheesy chat up lines or in a nice way, flirts, to entertain you guys :)


1)I think I can die happy now, cause I've just seen a piece of Heaven.
2)Were you arrested earlier? It's gotta be illegal to look that good.
3)So here I am. What were your other two wishes?
4)Excuse me. I'm from the FBI, the Fine Body Investigators, and I'm going to have to ask you to assume the position
5)Come live in my heart, and pay no rent
6)What's a sexy woman like you doing in a dirty mind like mine?
7)Do you believe in love at first sight or should I walk by again?
8)Baby, you're so sweet, you put Hershey's outta business.
9)Greetings and salivations
10)There must be a light switch on my forehead because everytime I see you, you turn me on!
11)Do you have a map? Cause I just got lost in your eyes.
12)I think I lost my phone number... Can I borrow yours?
13)Did the sun come out or did you just smile at me?
14)Excuse me, do you have any raisins? No? How about a date?
15)Baby, you must be a broom, cause you just swept me off my feet.
16)Are you tired? Cause you've been running through my mind all day
17)Did it hurt When you fell from Heaven?
18)I hope you know CPR, cause you take my breath away!
19)There aren't enough O's in the world "smooth" to describe how smooth you are.
20)You must be Jamaican, because Jamaican me crazy.


wtf? these things make me laugh. i mean, some are just plain hilarious. so to the girls out there, what do you think about these flirts? good enough to get your attention? and to the guys, anything better than these? ;)