i feel better after letting it out now. *sigh
Monday, September 20, 2010
i had a really really bad day today. i feel so trucked up at the moment and my tears won't stop flowing. i feel so lost right now. now that you're not here anymore, i really don't know who to turn to. if you were here, you'd know what to say and what to do. even if everything in the past was fake, that you were pretending all along, i'd still want you to know that you acted really well. at least i had the chance to know what a real friend would do when you're falling apart.