goodbye 2009 and hello 2010

2 more hours and 2009 is over.
yeah, one year is gone just like that.
i could remember that i was sitting here blogging away at this time last year.
*check blog archives*
click here for the blog post. lol
so ive been thinking alot since just now.
*think think think*
everything that's happened this year,
every word ive said,
ive regretted oh so much.
but we cant turn back time,
and its no use thinking about this again.
i just hope that when i wake up tmr,
i'll be feeling fresh and start a new beginning.
i dont want all my problems and troubles coming into the new year.
i want it all to end at 11.59pm, 31/12/09 once and for all.
i want to leave my past behind and look + move forward.
i wanna have a brand new life.
so my conclusion for this year?
it wasnt amazing but it was worth remembering.
it was one of the worst years of my life but i did make it through alive.
and before i end this post,
i'd wanna wish everyone HAPPY "ang moh" NEW YEAR! ;D

spent the whole day out buying the things we need for our bbq this saturday.
went to Servay, Boulevard, CCK, Hot Cross Bun and CT Academics.
Ah Siew, Ah Ung, Ah Pan and Ah Wong followed too.
but first we went to school to return our textbooks.
all of a sudden, i kinda really miss school lor.
cant believe im not gonna step into that school wearing my uniform le.
five years, *snaps fingers* gone just like that.
lol so we went to CT Academics in the afternoon
and asked the lady lots of questions.
and the more i asked, the more im interested in _____.
too bad i wont be able to "chase" my dreams and study that lor.
me and that course totally no 缘分 i guess.
haih maybe in my next life bh T_T
and for nw, i think i'll jst concentrate on some simpler course
and stick with it for the rest of my life :O

after spending the whole afternoon at Imperial, Parkson and Boulevard with miss ivy,
im finally back home.
urghh im exhausted from driving from one place to another
searching for ___ and we didnt even succeed in any of it.
gosh nobody wants us T_T

stf really funny happened today.
HAR HAR HAR.
im not gonna talk about it though.
if u wanna know,
try ask me nicely and i might just tell you. wtf

anyways, i went to mummy's office after ____ happened.
spent the whole 2 hours and a half thr
sitting and talking and laughing.
cause its US Dollar's 4th last day working today.

oh and did i mention that i got two love letters today?
heck yeah, one was when i went to parkson
and the other one i got it from mummy's office.
aww, its two love letters from the 白马王子/白马公主
who go around the city everyday to check our cars for parking tickets. HAHA

anyways, im kinda excited for tmr.
im going ___ hunting with Ivy Wong.
wish us luck people :\

read japanese.

the other day when i went to my edit posts there
i saw one of my previous post having 19 comments.
i was shocked to see so much so i went to click.
and guess what i saw?
all the comments were in japanese
=_______________="
then just now when i went to check again,
2 more comments appeared and it became 21.
LOL wonder where did all these japanese people come from.
dropping random comments at the same post
all on different days.
really very weird :\

merry christmas

Blessed Christmas to everyone reading this blog.
too bad there's no snow in Malaysia but its okay,
as long as the Christmas spirit is here,
its good enough.
oh and happy birthday to Jesus Christ!
btw, i received an email from a friend few days ago
and it was talking about Christmas trees.
at the end of the message was the meaning of the 12 Days of Christmas
so here below is the whats written in the end of the email :)


From 1558 until 1829, Roman Catholics in England were not permitted to practice their faith openly. Someone during that era wrote this carol as a catechism song for young Catholics. It has two levels of meaning: the surface meaning plus a hidden meaning known only to members of their church. Each element in the carol has a code word for a religious reality which the children could remember.

-The partridge in a pear tree was Jesus Christ.

-Two turtle doves were the Old and New Testaments.

-Three French hens stood for faith, hope and love.

-The four calling birds were the four gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke & John.

-The five golden rings recalled the Torah or Law, the first five books of the Old Testament.

-The six geese a-laying stood for the six days of creation.

-Seven swans a-swimming represented the sevenfold gifts of the Holy Spirit--Prophesy, Serving, Teaching, Exhortation, Contribution, Leadership, and Mercy.

-The eight maids a-milking were the eight beatitudes.

-Nine ladies dancing were the nine fruits of the Holy Spirit--Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Goodness, Faithfulness, Gentleness, and Self Control.
-The ten lords a-leaping were the ten commandments.

-The eleven pipers piping stood for the eleven faithful disciples.

-The twelve drummers drumming symbolized the twelve points of belief in the Apostles' Creed.


awesome isnt it? ^^

im finally back from KK.
my conclusion is :
this vacation kinda sucked but i really did enjoy myself during dinner (22/12)

honestly speaking,
this is like one of the worst trips ive ever had.
not only did i not shop enough,
i had to worry all day and night
and i couldnt even relax abit.
i woke up so many million times in the middle of the night
as i was literally freezing, having body aches and almost got pushed down the bed.
during the day,
i had to pray to God for mercy and guidance.
really not what ive expected at all.

but on the other hand,
i'd pray hard everyday during the trip and i felt like im a little closer to God.
(not that ive becomed super holy or sth but still better than usual)
and also during 冬节 (Winter Festival?) i was really happy.
(although i was kinda troubled and worried too)
we had dinner at Aaron's grandma's house.
everyone was there(children, grandchildren, in-laws, everyone).
then we all gathered outside for dinner and it was awesome.
the feeling i had at that time was indescribable
and all i knew was when i closed my eyes,
it really felt like home.
a very 感动 moment suddenly.
haha and the 芋头扣肉 is awesomer than awesome.
it tastes just like the one my aunt used to cook but less sweet.
and and i simply love it.
seeing everybody eating and talking so happily,
it made me miss home(when grandma and grandpa were still around) oh so much.
somehow, i just really miss my childhood days.
back when everyone was still around and always gathering together.


anyways, its already over.
no need to think so much about it
except for the dinner part and 芋头扣肉 !
omg im like soooo in love with the 芋头扣肉 rite nw.
its like officially my favorite food
& i'll never get tired of eating it :D
HAHAHAHAHAHA ;)

Brittany Murphy passed away.

10 November 1977 - 20 December 2009

"Brittany Murphy died early this morning after she went into full cardiac arrest and could not be revived, multiple sources tell TMZ. She was 32. A 911 call was made at 8:00 AM from a home in Los Angeles that is listed as belonging to her husband, Simon Monjack, the Los Angeles City Fire Department tells TMZ."

lets send our condolences to the Murphy family for their loss.
rest in peace, Brittany.

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AAAAAAAAHHHH !!
JAY CHOU IS IN KL TODAY!
WTF WTF WTF WTF.
I ALMOST FORGOT ABOUT IT LEH.
HOW COME I SUDDENLY REMEMBER? WTF
WHY AM I SO UNLUCKY?
LAST YEAR WHEN I WENT TO KK,
DARLING JOE WENT TO KL.
THIS YEAR WHEN IM GOING TO KK(AGAIN),
JAY CHOU GOES TO KL.

ish ish ish how come like that har?
really not fair lor.
why not they go KK?
or i go KL ah?
*BIG BIG BIG SIGH*

im off to Kota Kinabalu in about 8 hours.
i'll have to wake up by 5am and im still sitting here blogging.
why am i not sleeping yet?
3 reasons for you.
number one, im kinda excited about the trip.
number two, i need to find some of the places we went in the previous trip cause daddy's driving this time and we cant get any help like how we used to when we rode in taxi(s).
number three, daddy and mummy isnt feeling well and i have to pray for them.

so i have this happy and worried feeling right now.
gosh i really hope everything will be fine when we wake up in the morning.
ive been praying quite hard today so please please, let everything be okay.
just hakuna matata cause thats all i wish for, for this trip.

anyways, FISH/PORK NOODLE (a famous food from KK) here i come! :D
im gonna eat you in less than 10 hours.
woooo, im really looking forward to this trip lor
(except for the aeroplane part though).
i wanna escape from all my thoughts and reality
and land in dreamland for a few days.

the fish noodle :)

ps: refer to this post, which is my previous trip to KK.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LU YEE! :D

i think im getting crazier by the day.
omg i just dreamed about darling Joe.
woooo, i havent had a dream about him since last year.
in my dreams, i was smiling like a lunatic when i saw him.
lol my face went bright red and i just couldnt stop smiling.
in my previous dream i didnt manage to take pic with him
and guess what?
i failed again in this dream. wtf
but hor, i think dreaming about him is a good sign.
cause it shows that my love for him is still strong.
& i guess im falling in love all over again <3



ps: i was reading COLOR magazine yesterday afternoon and he was on the cover. i was really concentrating on looking at all his pics and i guess thats part of the reason why i dreamed of him. HAHA.

i was happy.
im much satisfied now.
thank you for listening to my prayers Lord.
but my troubles and worries do not end here.
thrs more to come next month and next next month.
hope everything will go smoothly
and nth bad happens.
*fingers crossed*
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i am lost.
im tired of everything.
sometimes, i really feel like giving up.
and i thought i was strong,
i thought i could face it
but i was wrong, so so wrong.
*SIGH*
i feel like im on the verge of breaking down.
dont ask me why.
you'll never understand.
no one does :(
i just want a simple life.
is that so much to ask?

im going to KK next monday.
am i happy? yes.
am i really happy? no.
*BIG FAT SIGH*
seriously, few months back
i was soooo looking forward to this trip.
i thought i could escape from all the troubles and stress
and leave everything in miri,
even if its only for a few days.
but i guess my dreams are already shattered.
so much have happened lately that i really dont know what to do anymore.
im not superwoman and i dont have super powers.
but i really hope that things'll turn out okay.
:((((

MY WHOLE HOUSE SMELLS LIKE PAINT!
urghh when will the smell go away? T_T
yesterday daddy painted the doors in our house
and the smell wont go away.
(u hear me, ONLY doors not the whole house)
wonder what will happened if daddy painted the whole house.
sure can die from the poisonous smell of paint. LOL

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HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO LING TZEN!
:)

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i cant believe time passes soooooo fast.
everything happened in jst a blink of an eye.
starting today i wont have to wake up early for sch anymore.
no more wearing my uniform,
no more wearing my school shoes,
no more picking up my cousin and sending her to school,
no more setting my alarm to 5am ++,
no more (very rarely) going to school after 2nd period,
no more sometimes skipping last periodsgoing back early,
no more going outside of sch to buy bing tiao/lekor to eat in class,
no more eating wet buttered chicken rice at tanjung,
no more hanging at the corridor between classes,
no more going into other ppl's class and kacau2,
no more skipping 2 periods of maths on thursday by going to s3 and talk,
no more this and no more that.
gosh, ASS PEE AM is finally over
& im officially an ex student of St Joe.

Tae Yang - Wedding Dress

I AM SO ADDICTED TO WEDDING DRESS!

omg the piano part at the opening of the song is beautiful.
i fell in love with the opening the first time i heard it.
and the MV is like omg so sad la.
wooooots, i love love love this song :D

the The 10 Top-Earning Taiwanese Singers of 2009 is finally out.
and guess what? *grins*
yeaaaaah, Jay Chou does it again.
Taiwan's Heavenly Kin tops the list once again earning an estimated $554million this year.
now thats really alot of money.
even S.H.E. who's at #2 only earned $360million.
wooots, im giving 10 thumbs up for Jay :D

Jay with Zhi Ling

and also, darling Joe ranks #3 in The 5 Top-Earning Taiwanese Idol Drama Actors/Actresses of 2009.
but hor, he is estimated to earn $50.7million only lor.
compared to Jay Chou, Joe's earning is like 1/10 of his only. lol

Joe with Zhi Ling

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its cool to see two of my all-time favorite Taiwan guys collaborating with Zhi Ling.
Jay is acting with her in a movie,
whereas Joe danced with her in his very first MV.
but then, Zhi Ling is much closer to Joe lor.
theyre like best friends. :O
*having Taiwan's hottest lady as a best friend is totally hawt. LOL

World Aids Day 2009

World Aids Day 2009 theme : Universal Access and Human Rights

although everyone knows that Aids/HIV is a really bad thing,
we should still love and care for people who suffer from it.
and every year on 1st December,
WAD is held to raise awareness about Aids and HIV around the world.
if thrs any red ribbon at home,
dont forget to wear it for the rest of the day to show ur support.
:D