2008 today, 2009 tomorrow

ah, time passes really fast this year.
i mean like its gonna be 2009 in less than 2 hours.
in a blink of an eye, this whole year is gone.
at times i would think like,
"did i do anything wrong this year?"
"have i messed up everything?"
"any regrets so far?"
"is whatever im doing now is for the best of me?"
and lots of other questions.
well, this time i wanna make things right.
ive been screwing up most of my life and i want a change.
i cant be failing in everything every year mah right?
hopefully 2009 will be a much better year.
as you know, im this super lazy person.
but im gonna try and throw away that bad habit of mine.
and also many other things lor.
i'll be making a list of new year resolutions after watching tv.
gonna try to stay up until past midnight today.
will be counting down myself lor(kesian much. lol).
so yeah, *takes a deeeep breath* GOODBYE 2008.

faces of millions

so youve read the post title.
well its from a group i joined in facebook few months ago.
its about this lady trying to make a photo mosaic of a million ppl from all around the world.
i think its an interesting project so ive decided to take part it in.
you can see my face in the pic above right? hahah
too bad my picture isnt next to some hot dude. lol
to those who have facebook, do join this group.
if not then click HERE to join :)
its stated that its gonna be a huge photo mosaic.
its about 3-storeys high - or as mentioned, 10M x 10M? or sth like that lor.
it'll be fun to see yr face with another 999,999 other ppl from diff countries.
do consider about it k? :D

was playing friendster.
and i came across this profile.
i clicked to see her photos.
and then i saw that picture.
it was mr sunshine*, her and a friend.
and tears rolled down my cheeks.
goodnight. omg

*name is p&c.

omg i am so done with the babi html codes.
i shall not edit anymore.
eventhough it looks kinda weird, ignore it.
-____________________________-"

i love this layout so much. omg
but i friggen hate the html code.
its like really hard to edit bah >=(

you see the picture above?
look at the title, it says "Joe and Vivian blablabla ...etc". LOL

its been 4 years since the Tsunami incident.
its also been 4 years since my house was flooded. omg
i think its the Tsunami that affected my place and got my living room flooded.


ps: school is starting in 10 days. ohh emmm geeeeeeeeee.

Christmas 2008

aaaaah ! i woke up too late again. omg
this time, im not gonna sleep.
so i guess i'll be continue-ing my drama marathon tonight.
after everything's done that is.

so today's Christmas.
went to church as usual and my neighbour(+ her son) tagged along.
after mass we went to Boulevard Restaurant for some Calvary Christmas Celebration.
there were quite alot of people there but around less than 3 tables of people were chinese.
so yeah, it started at around 9am?
thought we were gonna eat soon, cause its a eat-for-free thingy. lol
but then the people were having praise and worship.
one of the lady told my mum that theyre not gonna eat until like 11am or so.
so we left as daddy was kinda busy too.
then mummy and i went to Boulevard to buy some stuffs.
came back home and helped abit in the kitchen.
everyone came around 5.30pm and started eating around 6pm i think.

the food tonight was really good.
theres spaghetti, roasted chicken, sausages, french fries, raisin rice, coleslaw, and so on.
i think i can feel that my tummy is gonna explode anytime soon.
well after dinner we had this exchanging gifts thingy with the kids.
they had this lucky draw thingy so the last present was mine.
and guess what? i got a box. those cute box that you have to fix yrself.
luckily i got that cause my room is lacking space to put all of my things :S

theyre all still downstairs though.
jst came up awhile to blog.
btw, Merry Christmas to everyone reading my blog :D

the little booklet with some songs' lyrics in it

the lovely heart shaped candle

btw, mixing orange juice with red wine and zappel does taste kinda good. lol its like when you drink it, you can taste all the three diff drinks in yr mouth(well thats how it felt jst now).

i hate arguments and crying.
yet it still happens.
it has been going on for so long now.
in a week, maybe only 2-4 days things get along normally.

anyways, this morning while having breakfast daddy's friend came to our house.
he asked if we heard the sound of sth like explosion or sth around our area.
well, we did hear many dogs barking and it was raining quite heavily.
he told us that a house nearby(jst turn left from my road) was err kinda demolished?
dont know whats the correct word for it but we drove past the house jst now.
the car back mirror was broken, the gate lights and front door also.
i heard that last night around 10pm or so, few cars went to the house and wrecked it.

then after dinner we went to church and did some cleaning.
my job was to sweep the floor and omg it was really hot.
my sister's face literally turned bright red after cleaning for a while.
the men took out the fans and cleaned it so yeah, no wind at all.
took us about an hour plus and around 8.20pm we went to Boulevard.
bought some Christmas thingy from Super Save and went Hypermarket buy some food.
ohh, i saw my aunt and cousin there too.
my cousin was wearing this muscle tee or singlet as you call it.
wants to show his newly built muscles i suppose and his tattoos too.
he looked kinda cool from behind though.
talking about that, i kinda want a tiny tattoo too. lols
a small one will do(cause its really expensive).
btw, i bought this mag too :D
so long didnt buy any mag le and this time, no hubby in it.
what to do, Roy was on the front cover and he totally took my breath away. LOL


ps: Happy Birthday Allan ! :)

came back fro KL yesterday.
im feeling very very very very lazy so im not gonna blog much about it.
so i went there with my parents and sister.
reached KL at around 12.10am?
the luggage were kinda mixed up with the Penang flight so had to delay again.
the hotel limo came to pick us up and we reached Coronade around 1.30am(i think).

and from Wednesday morning until yesterday afternoon, we went shopping.
yes, ive never walked this much while travelling before.
only took the cab when we went to malls outside of Bukit Bintang. omg
ahh and we ate pretty much alot also.
so its like all we did were sleep eat shop shop eat sleep eat shop eat shop eat eat.
at first we went to find my uncle(mum's side) and his family.
then on Friday night we went with my cousins(dad's side).
they were living in this apartment and its like 25 storeys high.
their "house" is located at the 21st floor and its reallyyyyy far away from the ground.

lol anyways, so yesterday we went for some dim sum.
we met up with Samuel's sister also.
but she was kinda late cause when she reached, we already finished eating breakfast.
my dad was talking to her about being so busy and she replied(in chinese),
"aiyah i sleep very early lahh. this time i sleep at 5am. early leh?"
LOL 5am is so not early and like what daddy said,
by the time she reach home ppl already finish giving out newspapers and sell vege de also go back liao.

ohhh and we went to Aquaria and Genting too.
saw lots of fishes and also standing in the clouds.
too bad i didnt get to go into the casino though.
well, another 5 more years to go lor.

ps: i didnt take much pics though. kinda became very lazy. lol
pps: happy err "dong jie" to every chinese out there :)

so i havent been blogging for about a week le.
supposedly i told myself to blog like around Christmas which is next week.
but i realize that when i dont blog, lots of things happen and its like ive got so much to write.
but when i blog, theres nothing to blog about. ==

ohh and my earning in nuffnang increased ABIT.
do you friggen know how happy i am right now? omg.
and partly because of that, i have decided to blog now.

uhh, im going on a vacation tonight.
will be back this Saturday night.
guess what? im on the same flight as Michelle this Saturday(i think). lol
hopefully things will go smoothly.

btw, this morning while checking my mail, i saw this email from a dude named Leon.
the subject was "Hi" so i thought, "maybe its not a forwarded mail".
but who knows, when i check, it was about Streamyx and err phone lines?
well, the main point is that he sent that mail to about 10 people?
and all the recipients email have the name "vivian" in it.
jst look at the picture below.


click on it for a larger view. lol

came back from Bintulu yesterday.
had a fun but tiring trip.

btw, im gonna leave my blog for a while.
will be back when i feel like coming back.


ps: i'll be leaving my blog, msn and phone. which means i wont be blogging for a while, i wont sign in msn and wont reply any text msgs(unless theyre important). in short, im jst taking a break from all these. will be back umm, maybe around Christmas? hehs

<3

i feel so fucken miserable right now.


ps: hes in Beijing now. omg

还记得你跟我说过的话吗？
你说，“没有傻傻的过去怎会有好的未来”。
你知道吗？
你说过的每一句话我都记得。
我以前真的是很傻。
都不懂我为什么会相信你讲的东西。


ei, the above part, got error or not? :\
hahah my chinese is really bad but then abit improving liao lar.
thanks to watching so much chinese-speaking dramas.
lol anyways, back to the main point.
this ----> “没有傻傻的过去怎会有好的未来”。
last year my chinese was still kinda bad.
so dont really know how to read that.
i got some help and finally understood the meaning of it.
honestly, it is quite true lor, but then ahhh, nvm.
i cant concentrate on blogging now cause my sister's bugging me ==
i shall be back to blog again later.

the emptiness... words cant explain.

anyone know where to watch Singapore dramas maaaaaaaaaa?
omg im really desperate for it lar.

tagged by jesz

1. What’s your ambition?
# i used to love being a teacher when i was like 6 years old? lol then i wanted to become a doctor. and then i thought of wanted to become a psychologist. well, being a doctor is still one of my main choices but its impossible to take this field.


2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
# why is family not included? but if i have to answer then i'd say my Joe is paling important :)


3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
# never?


4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
# not all the time. only when im dealing with certain matters.


5. How many babies you want?
# i want a pair of twins. one boy one girl to be exact but its almost impossible lar. if no twins then one boy one girl. or two girls one boy also can. hahah


6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
# God's promise :) but then sometimes there are rainbows even if it didnt rain


7. What is your goal for this year?
# its like already December. lol but theres another one month to go so err, i wanna be a better person. or jst postpone my goal to next year lar.


8. Do you believe in eternity love?
# you see those old 90 year old couples?


9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 10)
# if youre asking me in detail, even 20 isnt enough for me. but jst to make things simple, as long as i see him and i like him and i dont feel that anything is wrong with him, thats perfect enough for me.


10. What are you really afraid of?
# losing the people i care about. thats like my biggest fear. even more than lizards.


11. What are your bad habits?
# LAZINESS.


12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?
# hating me wont make you any prettier.


13. State a random fact about yourself
# im random? hehs


14. What does flying means to you?
# freedom?

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
# i want ice blended lychee. and a very cold and big bottle of that Assam drink thingy.


16. Most unexpected gift you received so far and when?
# err a phone from my gan father last year?

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
# attached to her kingz
# almost always camwhoring
# doesnt go to church every sunday
# tall
# cute
# used to be my rival(fighting for my hubby)
# know her more from her blog.


18. Are you addicted to something?
# oooh, im addicted to someONE, not something. and that someone is *drum roll* of course Joe ^^


19. What will u become in another 10 years to come?
# hopefully a mother and a wife and a successful daughter


20. Who are you?
# im the famous Vivian Lee :D


Instructions:
Remove one question from above and add in your personal question.
Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.
List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged.


i tag :

1. Jasmine
2. Darling Yuu
3. Melody
4. Joan
5. Jacquelyn
6. Ee Xin
7. Joanna
8. Michelle