Sunday, November 29, 2009

four days.
what did i do?
go parkson, imperial & boulevard.
go out in the morning & reach home by night.
go makan & have fun.
go watch tv & play computer.
apuu, die lah my biology tomorrow.
peeps, do pray that i do not fail this subjecct. :\

Friday, November 27, 2009

sorry for the lack of updates yeah.
been kinda busy with my exams lately.
IVE GOT 3 MORE PAPERS BEFORE IT IS FINALLY OVER!
wooooots, i seriously cannot wait until 8th Dec at 3.30pm
im gonna scream like a madwoman until the whole world can hear my voice.
LOL khua zhang much? of course NOT. :P

anyways, what color should i get next ah?
violet? blue? brown? grey? black?
should i stick to the same brand or change to the new one?
hmmmmmmm.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

mass at indoor stadium



its that time of the year again.
the time where all Catholics gather at the Indoor Stadium for Mammoth Mass.
but this time, its extra special.
why? its cause of the HLI ASPAC held in Miri this year.
many priests from other countries joined
and also the nuns and speakers of the congress.

speaking of this thingy,
im actly kinda really mad lor.
i mean, the timing for all these(for me) is very wrong.
the congress is held when my finals have jst started.
so ive missed out on whole thing.
ive also missed out on spending more time with those people.
gosh, daddy was one of the drivers
and i couldve helped if i didnt have to sit for any exams.
i really 错过了 this once in a lifetime chance lor.
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ps: i miss them!

Monday, November 16, 2009

16th Human Life International(HLI) Asia Pacific Congress(ASPAC)

The 16th Human Life International(HLI) Asia Pacific Congress(ASPAC) is to be held in Miri this year from 19th-21st November 2009.
and the closing mass will be the usual Mammoth mass at indoor stadium on the 22nd.

"the objective of the congress is “bringing about a transformation of culture” from the prevailing trend in the modern society with regards to faith, life and family. the theme of the congress is Walk in the Light. HLI is an NGO promoting “Faith, Life and Family” and to defend the sanctity of life and family around the world according to the teachings of the Roman Catholic Church through prayer, service and education as a non-profit, educational apostolate, HLI takes a total approach to life issues from the moment of natural fertilization to the moment of natural death."
for more info about the congress, CLICK HERE.


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a group of more than 20 of them, i think, arrived last night.
and daddy was one of the transport personnel so he had to go and pick them up at the airport.
since i had nothing to do and wanted to see those people, i decided to tag along.
well, the group that we went pick were mostly from Philippines.
supposedly, they should be arriving at 9.50pm
but their flight was somehow delayed and the plane landed almost an hour later.
(BOO AIRASIA!) LOL
so everyone arrived and they all started greeting each other and talking and stuff.
Dr. Ligaya(she came here before, in July to give a talk at church and my sch) called us "beautiful people who sacrificed for them".
aww, how sweet of her :D
after all that, we had to send them to the home stay.
three sisters followed our car and on the way to the home stay,
they kept asking questions about our country and learned a few malay words too.
at the home stay, we helped them check in, take their luggages to their room
and when everything was done, it was already midnight.
within 15 minutes of reaching home, the electricity went off.
at first the light in my room started going on and off and on and off
and i thought the bulb was gonna explode or sth.
who knew, it suddenly went *pooof* and i was in total darkness.
but thank God the electricity came back at around 1am.

and today, sth awesome happened.
so me, Michelle, Tracy and Evelyn decided to go opposite CH thr to limteh.
Pascal, Hii, Dexter and Hisyam tagged along too.
yeah, 8 ppl in my car, and 6 of them is sitting behind.
so we went to Seng Seng Cafe since the noodle house wasnt opened yet.
at around 7.45am, Pascal's mum came and the boys went off.
about 10 minutes later we drove to the noodle house as it was already opened.
as i walked into the cafe, i saw the sisters and fathers having their breakfast there.
*cute Fr. Ronnie was there too! :P
it was great cause they remembered me and they even remember my name.
LOL the sister was like "hi bibian(pronounced bi-bi- ahn), selamat pagi".
haha they kept repeating the malay words that i taught them last night.
wooooots, i feel so proud. LMAO!
then then, here is the awesome part.
so i sat down with the girls and ordered our food.
then the sister came over to me and asked me if i prayed the Rosary and if im Catholic.
i told her yes and guess what? she gave me this little Rosary bracelet!
omg i was so shocked and speechless :O
she told me that its a present from them and asked the father to bless it and gave it to me.
like omg la, sooooooo 感动 pls T___________T
here is the picture that i took just now.
(it looks prettier if u see it with ur naked eyes)


Friday, November 13, 2009

to 5 Dalton 1 '09


a few more days/weeks and its over.
all that's left will be memories.
im gonna miss you guys :(

ps: i had a great time today
pps: we'll all still be friends even after high school rite?
ppps: i'll never forget any of you *sheds a tear
pppps: thanks for making this year an awesome year :D

Happy Birthday engdao :P
again, ur birthday falls on a Friday.
but no worries, thrs no such thing as bad luck rite?
haha all the best in everything you do.
& God bless!

Thursday, November 12, 2009


HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOBBY :)

as ur mei,
im here to wish u happy 19th birthday.
have to be more matured liao lur.
haha remember to be serious about life
& do have fun when uve got the chance.
take care!
^^

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

do you know?

the weird guy with the binoculars is back.
this morning while in the living room i heard my dogs bark.
when i looked out, i saw half a head and a binocular. @@
i almost freaked out. lol
ive seen him once before, a few months back i think.
but then, it turns out that the man is one of the sesco people.
i remember seeing him for the first time,
he went around the neighborhood looking into people's houses.

oh and my room stinks!
idk but i think sth's wrong with the aircond.
dont know when the aircond man is coming
but for all i know, i'll be sleeping with only a stand fan tonight.
gosh, i hope the fugly smell would go away soon
cause its getting really hot in here :\


btw, im really really tired.
im tired of all this drama
and i think im gonna get sick very soon.
有时候,我觉得自己真的很没有用。
我什么都不会,我只会哭。
我该怎么办呢?

Tuesday, November 10, 2009


HAPPY 29th BIRTHDAY!



member of famous Taiwan boy band Fahrenheit 飞轮海,
Calvin, also the tallest of the 4, was the 3rd member to be liked by me.
(wtf i sounded like im writing some essay or article LOL)
i remember hw much i liked him 2 years ago.
but shortly after this obsession, i changed to darling Joe.
and guess what? im still not over him after 2 years :D

Monday, November 9, 2009

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saw this cute gay couple at Boulevard the other day.
they were in the hypermarket and walked to err "Cindy" looking for hair clips.
awww, theyre so in love <3

LOL anyways, sth interesting happened this morning.
i was downstairs studying and watching tv.
well, i studied and rested and continued to study and rest again.
so while resting, i went to watch tv.
all of a sudden, my phone rang.
nobody called la, it was a text message.
my usual message tone goes like this -- >"Hi sweety, text message".
the funny thing is my phone kinda got jammed when receiving the message.
so from what i heard, my message tone sounded like "Hi sweety, text message (pause) bitch".
it was like soooooo omfg la.
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ps: im going to school tomorrow.
pps: i know i know, like, finally rite? ehehehehe

Sunday, November 8, 2009

i have the sickest family ever.
theyre all wackos & theyre three in a trillion :O

Saturday, November 7, 2009

about my previous post,
it was supposed to be a lifeless one
but suddenly Joe started appearing in my head/phone/everywhere,
and ive decided to make it into a not so dead post.

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anyways,
ive been thinking alot since yesterday.
yes, im in my emo mood again.
but well honestly speaking,
i really really miss the past.
everything was great.
back then, life wasnt as bad as it seemed.
if only i had a time machine,
if only i could turn back time,
if only i knew that things would turn out this way,
if only i had taken things more seriously,
if only i wasnt so stubborn,
if only i would think more than twice before saying/doing anything,
if only they were still here.
i want to go back to when i was a kid.
i miss the laughters,
i miss the tears,
life was much easier,
ahh, those were the years.

seriously, i dont like whats been happening lately.
so much have changed over the past decade.
im already 17 and turning 18 in three months.
where is the road im heading?
ive disappointed so many people,
ive even let myself down.
how could i ever be so selfish?
if i had jst one wish,
i'd wish to go back in time and start all over.
and maybe, things wouldnt be like how it is now.

urghh, this post is totally messed up.
but whatevs, im really tired already.
i want to give up.
i want to sleep and never wake up.
i want to disappear.

and before you say anything about me writing this post,
remember, you dont know how it feels to be me.
so please, dont say anything.
im jst sick of life and i need to let it out
since nobody bothers to listen/care.

well, at least im feeling abit better now.

Friday, November 6, 2009

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i somehow find no more reason for me to continue living.
i know i know, its an awful thought but its true lor.
idk la, life seems very meaningless to me right at this moment.
maybe its some mixed up feeling of mine
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he is the reason im still here.
struggling hard to continue on with my life.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

i bet the world would be a much better place if im not around.

Monday, November 2, 2009

゚◕‿◕Melodyyy says:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
HOW DID U
LOL!!
゚◕‿◕Melodyyy says:
real name ar? or nick name ?
SO CUTE LARHHH!!!
゚◕‿◕Melodyyy says:
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
SO HE DIDNT LIE TO ME
OMG
hahahaha!! <33
゚◕‿◕Melodyyy says:
haha
wei
dun make me high
;DD
his reli cute lar..
haha
omgggg
seee him once every two weeks only
゚◕‿◕Melodyyy says:
T___________T
SAD
゚◕‿◕Melodyyy says:
HAHA
OH M GEE LA
LOL!
゚◕‿◕Melodyyy says:
reli cute!
now can't stop picturing those moments whr i keep bugging him LOL!!
him and his cute+blur face


now this is very roflmfao xD