nothing lasts forever.

Whatever you do in life will be insignificant, but it is very important that you do it because you can’t know. You can’t ever really know the meaning of your life. And you don’t need to. Just know that your life has a meaning… Every life has a meaning, whether it lasts one hundred years or one hundred seconds. Every life… And every death… changes the world in its own way. Ghandi knew this. He knew his life would mean something to someone, somewhere, somehow. And he knew with as much certainty that he could never know that meaning. He understood that enjoying life should be of much greater concern then understanding it. And so do I. You can’t know. So don’t take it for granted, but don’t take it too seriously.Don’t postpone what you want. Don’t leave anything misunderstood. Make sure the people you care about know. Make sure they know how you really feel, because just like that… it could end.

- Remember Me

lift my arms out wide;

Because sometimes you have something you need to say but you can’t because the words won’t come out or you get scared or you feel stupid. So if you could write a song and sing it then you could say what you need to say and it would be beautiful and people would listen and you wouldn’t make a complete idiot out of yourself. But all of us can’t be songwriters so some of us will never be able to say what we’re thinking or what we want other people to know that we’re thinking so we’ll never get the chance to make things right again, ever.

- Gilmore Girls

rain rain go away;

it's the last day of June and i haven't been blogging much eventhough my semester break has already started. lol i guess i'm just plain lazy and i've been pretty busy these few days. anyways, my results are gonna be released next wednesday and i'm really scared about it. to be honest, i did quite badly in my finals especially b law. :( really really hope i don't have to retake this unit or even have to sit for supp papers. i'd be really really glad to even get 50% for this unit. sad much. & i should really be working hard really for next semester now. i wanna graduate on time! i don't wanna be left behind and graduate slower than my friends. so people, wish me luck and pray for me k? one week until results out, i don't want depressing results!

ahhh, anyways, it's been raining a lot lately. and y'know what, my house was flooded yesterday. wtf the rain was so heavy two nights ago but idk why it never occurred to me that a flood might be happening. my mum came into my room early yesterday morning and told me the living room was flooded and i was like O_O oh nooooo. having floods once in a while isn't that bad actually cause we get to really wash the living room to make it clean but then, it's the process of washing it that's tiring. since daddy was having a severe toothache yesterday, i was the one washing the whole place. and seriously, it was very hot and exhausting. thank God i don't live in a huge house nor do i have a big living room. if not, i don't think one hour is enough for me to even finish washing it. lol but on the bright side, at least the living room's clean and smells nice now. but too bad, it's not even new year yet. cause last year, my house was flooded a few weeks before new year and it was just the right time for us to wash the living room. :D lol back to the topic, i love rainy days! why? just because i'm at home. i don't have to drive out or go anywhere that might just get me wet if i get out of the car or something. lol yeaaa, i love it when it rains when i'm at home. very cold and comfy. good thing i didn't wash my car. wanted to wash but it's either i got something else to do or i'm just lazy. but still, i gotta wash it sooner or later, right? oh and my shoes too! almost forgot about em. wanna wash my shoes but look at the rain, i don't think it will even be dry on time lo. but i'll be home these few days, so i hope i rains all it can this week and stop next week when i need to go to campus. i hate driving in the rain. the other day i was driving out, i could hardly even see the road clearly. :/

btw, i know this is random but new moon was released on this date two years ago! XD

h e a r t ;

不是每个人都适合与你白头到老。有的人，是拿来帮你成长的；有的人，是拿来一起生活的；有的人，是拿来一辈子怀念的。谁是你拿来爱的人，蓦然回首，那个人，你寻见了吗？

i'd never fall apart;

Some people, they come into your life for what seem like a nanosecond. They come into your life and when you’re not what they expect you to be, they leave as quickly as they came. And they pretend as though they’ve never spoken to you before. But I guess that that’s right - they haven’t really spoken to you. They don’t even need to pretend that they do not know you, because they don’t. They come with an idea of what you would be; they leave with an idea of who you are. In actual fact, though, they know next to nothing about you. So don’t let those people tell you or make you feel like you’ve fallen short. Because you haven’t and they don’t know enough about you to judge.

sweet & sour;

Don't dwell on the past. Your history can’t be erased, but your future has yet to be written. Make the most of what’s going to happen instead of worrying about what you can’t change. Don’t waste your time being sad, because you’re wasting away moments in which you could be happy. Always remember that.

sem break!

okay, so half of june is gone and i haven't really got time to blog at all! i know i've been neglecting this blog a whole lot but i'm just so busy. and well, kinda very lazy as well. :P but hey, i'm having my semester break now, which means i have more time to blog. i don't wanna desert my blog but then, sometimes i just don't know what to blog about. if you have any suggestions, just leave a comment or something. lol so yeah, speaking of holiday, i'm having my one month break now and this time, i'm planning not to waste time. yeah, you heard me right. i wanna spend my sem break wisely. how, you may ask? well, i'm planning on getting enough rest! that's the most important thing for now. LOL then i wanna take good care of my skin(i've become very dark! D:) and i also wanna prepare for next semester! i've already gotten the economics and marketing books and lecture notes from my classmate so hopefully i'll have the motivation to at least got through each chapters of the units. :/

but it's still too early to talk about all these. i mean, it's only the first week of my break. and well, i still wanna enjoy. besides, june is still in miri so i gotta keep her company the whole week. i'll be having the holidays all to myself starting next week after she leaves. and i'm gonna eh wait, i forgot that i have to "spring clean" my room and also do some ironing as well! omg so much to do. i hope i can get it all done by the end of the month! *fingers crossed!