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"You've changed."

Those two words broke my heart. I'm so sorry.

I'm sorry I'm not the best friend you remember. I wish everything would go back to normal, I really do.

It hurts to lie to you. It hurts to see you hurt by my actions.

I wish I could take it all back.

to be honest, i seriously hope that you were the one who wrote this. every word, every meaning behind it, i really wish it was you. because the moment i saw this, i thought of you. i close my eyes and i can see you. i still feel you, somehow. i guess it's one of those late-at-night emo moments again. i know i'm over this but i can't deny that there are times when it all comes rushing back. *sigh