this morning i realized the reason why most of the times im being sad or down is because im incapable of doing anything right.. i mean, im always either doing things wrong or just not doing it right. i hate how my life is falling to pieces because of this. i hate how im always so lost. seriously, all my life, i dont think i have done anything right at all. in school, i screw my studies and grades. at home, i mess up the entire family. my social life, my everything.


in short, my life = disaster.