geram i

pffffffffffffffffft.
lately ive been waking up on the wrong side of the bed.
which pisses me off like ALOT cause after that, my day wont get any better at all.
and my mood swings are like worsening[if thats a word lol].
its like suddenly im happy and the next moment im moody.
gosh i dont know whats happening to me these days.
plus, i had arguments yesterday and today morning before i left for school.
wth dude; i dont wanna have watery red eyes when i go to school every morning pls.
now almost every tiny thing makes me "bu shuang" arh.
look im turning one year older in less than two weeks.
and im supposed to be more mature right?
but somehow i jst feel like a little girl who wants to cry her heart out.
i dont know how much longer i can stand this.
i might jst burst anywhere, anytime, anyhow.
you know what? noone understands me.
gahhhhh !
i think im gonna go bury myself under my pillow.
im off peeps.




♥ ahvian

continue

heres the leftover pictures from the previous post.

i wanted to buy this ring but its abit too expensive )):

theres supposed to be another five more pictures but i somehow kinda lost em. so this is all. btw, i love that ring in the last picture.

off to BANDAR

i went to bandar yesterday !



oh yes. i finally went to bandar. after almost half a year of not going there, i finally had the chance to go. very happy lah i. LOL
i seriously miss that place like so damn much. eventhough it was jst a day trip, i had fun. and *AHEM* i did not go to sunday school.
we left for bandar at around 10am and mummy's colleague tagged along too. since she was young, its alright for her to follow. if shes like an auntie then no thank you. HAHA.
daddy drove kinda fast so we reached in less than two hours. which was a good thing. lols the first place we went to was Teo Poi Hoon. my favorite restaurant in bandar. they serve superly delicious food and the best watermelon juice ever.
after lunch, we went shopping until evening. we went to like four diff place to shop. and all the malls were crowded esp "The Mall". the place was very very packed with many diff kinds of people. theres guys and girls and men and women and kids and uchaks and ahbengs and ahlians and goths and emos and punks, anything. you name it and theyre there. LOL
for dinner, we're supposed to go eat at Escapade but there was traffic jam everywhere. and i mean everywhere. you look left right front and back. all the roads are blocked. somehow, everyone wanted to go shopping yesterday. HAHAHA.
so in the end we had to go to Seria to makan the kolok mee and fried kueh tiaw. kesian kan? T__________T
on the way back, we saw like hundreds of cars at the customs waiting for their passports to be chopped and cepatcepat go back home. the queue was like from the Brunei custom all the way to the Miri custom. HAHAHA.
well we came back at around 9pm and gosh i was superly exhausted. i got ready for bed and slept in within three minutes. hehs

the many cars coming down to Miri



driving at more than 140km/h. HAHAHA


best chinese food in Bandar (:



the king sized watermelon juice compared to a normal cup

some other pictures i took during the trip :

the weird looking lantern

p/s: somethings wrong with blogger. suddenly cannot continue uploading pictures. hmph ! i'll continue posting the leftover pictures later then. byebyebye

see the date of the previous post.

hey i jst realized one thing. today is the 25th of january and the date of the post that was published like 5 minutes ago was 23rd january instead of today. so the start of the post, where i put "three days ago" is reffering to today and the three days ago was supposed to be 22nd january.



tomorrow got merentas desa. im going but im not running. wooots ~

that afternoon

three days ago, stef michelle ana assan and albinus went to cass' house to do their EST project. sabbie and i went along with them to main2 lah. at first cass told me that only 10% is doing their project and 90% is playing around. mana tahu the whole afternoon, 100% is playing around instead. NONE OF THEM did their projects. lol heres some pictures i took.

assan in his boxers


cass. assan. stef.


cass "molesting" albinus


*AHEM* stef and assan


sabs showing how rich she is. lol


michelle && sabbie


sabs doing maths && albinus playing counter strike



you see their kaki[s]. lol

so in the end, everyone went home without doing anything. HAHA, so its like an afternoon of fun instead of doing work. btw, the internet line is very very very lagging these days. so geram.

sakit lah

im sick !


its 7.58 in the morning and im sitting here in my room blogging. which means, I DID NOT GO TO SCHOOL TODAY. good also lah. can become babi and sleeeeeep. but then, sure got lots of homework. grrrr !
and guess what time i slept yesterday? HAHA. i slept at 5.45 in the evening. cool? nahhhh. my head was spinning when i got up at 9pm. went online a while and went back to sleep at 11pm. then sleep halfway, heard my msn receiving nudges and IM's from "darling" mr babi hutan. lol that time it was like 2.37am and somehow my room was freezing cold. so i switched it off and went back to sleep. uhhhs; now i feel like puking. bluekkk !

//

i feel good. you know, i finally did something that i wanna do. im so proud of myself. HAHAHA. this "thing" that ive always wanted to do is actually something plain and simple. which is running in bulatan park with that particular part of that particular song playing in my ears with my eyes closed and thinking about that certain someone and the lies he told. eventhough it hurts to think about it but still, i felt so much better afterwards.





btw, one more month until february 20th =\

i wont forget today

todays a very ummm kinda "soi" day for many of us. especially those who sat with me during lunch today. but then its also sort of lucky you know. cause i never really got to experience this kinda thing. LOL
so as you can see, i stayed back for softball practice in the afternoon and i went to tanjung seafood there to eat. me and michelle walked there and saw quite alot of people from school waiting for their lunches. rachel and her three friends were sitting at the table nearest to the roadside. michelle thought that it would be windier if we sat with them so we jst took our seats. and in less than five minutes, we heard this screeching sound from a car thats coming and suddenly *BOOM* the car overturned. gosh was it scary. the image of the whole thing is still in my mind. luckily noone was hurt. and THANK GOD that there wasnt anything on the back of the car or else it wouldve hit us =\

you see the thingy on the table? we were sitting there when it happened

the car's condition was still okay lah. im jst glad that noone was hurt.





btw, i got sunburnt mann. cause of friggin' softball T_________T

ehhhh

i feel so so UNcomfortable. i feel shitty. and yucky and all. i dont know why im feeling this way. i was really hoping for smooth sailing throughout this year and guess what. its only the 15th of january and so many things have already gone wrong. wtf.. this aint supposed to happen lah dude. i feel so pissed.

and whats with new years resolution? pfffffft. ive made mine and i dont think im gonna achieve any of it. whats the point of making em when what you wish for jst doesnt come true. its exactly like wishing on stars. jst that this one is more realistic. *sighs*

you know, i get back from school everyday having headaches and feeling so tired and moodless. piiiiiiiiig lah. i wanna go on a vacation. to some place faraway from here. jst to get my mind off some few things thats been bugging me for quite long.

and *AHEM* one more important thing. what the heck is wrong with me. im not really being myself lately. and i havent been praying to God and the rosary everyday. gosh. i feel guilty now. no wonder my lifes been outta place these days >.<




i very love my confirmation name :D
-- zoe // 祖怡 --

you and me

i miss this song. i used to listen to it all the time in the year 2oo5 and it jst brings back memories of that year. especially the ass.


What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

One of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

its saturday

few days ago i went to Seria with my family. and it was like one of the shortest trips ever. we left home at 10am+ and left Seria at 12pm+. gosh only two hours spent there? or less. LOL

on the way there

first, we went to Supa Save. then off to lunch. was supposed to go Escapade but it was fully booked. and half the people in the restaurant were Mirians. pffffft. so we went to some weird looking place to eat instead.

the teacups in the roundabout


the many different attractive drinks


the pretty looking bread

we had lunch in this orange place thingy.

theres actually four of this orange thingy connected by the long purple "bridge". the place looks colorful and well funny. overall, this was a very fast trip. and im proud to say that i went out of and back into Malaysia for about two hours only. LOL





btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you david (:

dot dot

everything sucks. nothing is ever right. well only sometimes. but its not enough. uhhhhh; i think im becoming paranoid man. at least i dont think so much nemore but i still cry. pfffft. noooooo. luckily tomorrow is saturday. no school. im relief. and i do not like school at all.



btw, another 13 months and eight days before i get to take my driving test. i cant wait.

...

i dont like school. i dont wanna go to school.

31.12.07

its english new years eve. time flies and we dont even realize it. so much have happened in 2oo7 and i really hope that right now, in this new year things will be much much better than before. *sighs* thinking back, 2oo7 wasnt that bad of a year. its jst that unexpected things happen, you know and like it aint good at all. aihhh well its all in the past now. we hafta look straight ahead and keep going forwards. no more turning back and no more regrets. all that have happened will jst be memories. its a new year. new beginning. new resolutions. new everything there is that needs to be new. and i also hope that this year will go smoothly for everyone. you guys know, one of my new year resolution this year is that i stop crying so much. lols i know it sounds stupid but i seriously need to stop it. and i also need to stop thinking so much. if i dont stop both, i might be over paranoid even before my SPM. btw, HAPPY NEW YEAR ! 新年快乐 ! SELAMAT TAHUN BARU !


well since its past midnight liao, YESTERDAY was a busy and tiring day. woke up before seven in the morning and had breakfast about two hours after ive woken up. my cousin Andrea and her mum came to our house at about 10am cause she wanted to play with my sister. we went to Boulevard a while later to buy my sister's school shoes and to take a look at some other stuffs too cause there was this huge sale going on for few days.

look at all the tags hanging around.

my cousin, Andrea

the extra extra extra large clothes xD

we searched for the shoes but we couldnt find any. so daddy drove us off to the Bata shop in town. on the way there, we were stuck in this traffic jam. my sister then bought a pair of school shoes and a pair of slippers. my cousin also bought one pair.

traffic jam at the road between Imperial and Parkson

Vallamy and Andrea

after buying the shoes, we went for lunch at he Miri City Food Court, i think, located in Krokop.

the China pull noodles? or known as ramen. i think

reached home around before 1pm and the two girls started to do some arts and crafts. meanwhile the other two ladies, referring to my mum and my aunt, they went off to Parkson about an hour after we got home. i actually wanted to go along but then i had to stay at home to babysit the girls.

them doing their arts thingy.

they also watched The Lizzie McGuire Movie. thank goodness they watched it. if not, i wouldnt have the time to take a short nap.

sitting there watching the movie

in the evening, we went to Imperial Hotel to swim. well only the two girls that were swimming. if im not mistaken, outsiders are not allowed to swim there right? good thing my "bapa" was staying there so we can go swim. and since my "girl adik" is turning one in less than two months, mummy and i went to buy her a present. we also bought two gifts for her elder brothers.

view of Halo Cafe from the 5th floor

Anakku

they swam for less than an hour i think and we went back home. ten minutes later, we left the house to go for dinner to celebrate my cousin Nelly's 4th birthday. take a look at the attractive cake. original ones found only in Hot Cross Bun, the best bakery in Miri (:

this one is the Bee Hive

dinner ended and we went back home. five minutes later daddy said that it was still early and insisted that we go shopping. so we drove off to Imperial Mall, again. there was a wushu performance and it was kinda interesting. they also had lion dance.

the many balloons inside the net

people collecting their gifts

when the performance finished, the MC announced that there will be this game thingy. above the stage was about 800-1000 balloons tied up in a net. inside every balloon is a small piece of paper. each color represents what you win. gosh. and when they let down the balloons, everyone were like popping em and kept finding for the colored paper. in the end, i won like a tiny packet of 3 in 1 vico [-_____________-"] and a pair of headphones. lol we then went back home and watched abit of tv. i got tired and went to bath. when i finished bathing, i didnt feel so tired anymore so i started to blog. and now its 1.57am and im very very tired. *yawns*



and once again, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2oo8 !!