Changes.

Change is a funny thing, not everyone can handle it. It can sneak up on you. Things aren’t what they use to be. The whole world is transformed. You realize the ground beneath you has shifted. Things are uncertain and there’s no turning back. The world around you is different now. Unrecognizable, and there is nothing you can do about it. You’re stuck and the future is starring you in the face and you’re not sure you like what you see. Like I said, I’m not big into change.

- Grey's Anatomy

I am back.

After soooo long, I'm finally updating my already dead blog. So yeah, suppppppp?

How's everyone and everything? For me, things have been going uh, okay but not so okay, and great but not that great. If you know what I mean :3 But yeah, I actually have a life now, so I don't blog as much anymore. Heck, I hardly even tweet too. Good thing? Bad thing? Hmmm.

Anyways, I've been kinda thinking about this thing for some time now and I don't really know what to do about it. See, I've graduated and I'm practically jobless and lazy at the moment. I don't know what to do with my life now except eating, sleeping, and chilling all day. I'm living in a small city where I think is still under-developed. There's no attractive jobs, and I don't wanna get a crappy job (especially when it has nothing to do with what I've studied). So my question is, if you were me, what would you do? Go for a very normal and typical job, or just continue relaxing while slowly finding for the job that I think would suit me?

*sostressedimpullingmyhairandbitingmynails* 
*justkidding* *imjustjumpingaround*

Keep holding on;

"Love is someone seeing the beauty in you and wanting to be with you. Love is not guaranteed. We are not owed in love. That’s why when we get it, we don’t always know how lucky we are to have it, too often we take for granted something that is so dear and through loss could only be realized that it is something worth holding on to. Here’s the thing: There’s nothing more rewarding in this world than knowing that you’re being understood. Someone is seeing all of you and accepting it as is."

I'm back! I think.

So, I haven't been blogging since 123456789 years ago. And I apologize. I became so busy once I entered university that I didn't really have the chance to blog. But there are days when I could've blogged, but I didn't because I was too lazy. And I have a Twitter account, so I'd rather tweet. Cause it's much easier.

Anyways, I'm gonna try and make a comeback. Try to put in some effort and blog a bit. Especially during occasions and whatnot. So yeah, wish me luck people. :D

Our thoughts;

"Your memory is a monster; you forget, it doesn’t. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you, and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you." 

-  John Irving

"Suffering has been stronger than all other teaching, and has taught me to understand what your heart used to be. I have been bent and broken, but - I hope - into a better shape."

- Charles Dickens

This happens all the time;

There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroad, afraid, confused, without a roadmap. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back. 

 - Lucas Scott, One Tree Hill

Still stuck in the time;

If you’re feeling frightened about what comes next, don’t be. Embrace the uncertainty. Allow it to lead you places. Be brave as it challenges you to exercise both your heart and your mind as you create your own path towards happiness, don’t waste time with regret. Spin wildly into your next action. Enjoy the present, each moment, as it comes; because you’ll never get another one quite like it. And if you should ever look up and find yourself lost, simply take a breath and start over. Retrace your steps and go back to the purest place in your heart… where your hope lives. You’ll find your way again.

If it feels all right;

It’s a little bit horrifying just how quickly everything can fall to crap. Sometimes it takes a huge loss to remind you of who you care about the most. Sometimes you find yourself becoming stronger as a result; wiser, better equipped to deal with the next disaster that comes along. Sometimes, but not always.